I couldn't stop touching my hair. It was so pretty; I truly couldn't believe it.

"Now you are really part of the industry." Hoseok teased, laughing as he handed me a bottle of water.

"I guess so." I replied, taking a sip. "Is that why Jimin is always changing the color of his hair?"

"Yeah, it's a big part of all of it. Keep our fans on their toes. They love it." He replied, drinking his own water. "Speaking of which, I have to go to the practice room tomorrow, just for a few hours."

"That's fine. I think I'm going to do some shopping."

He smiled. "New clothes?"

"Gosh no." I placed my water down on the table. "Jimin and Jin made sure I had plenty of that. I need to get a few bathroom items, restock. Especially when the universe finds out who my brother is. I wont be able to go out as freely Jin tells me, so I want to be sure I have enough to last me a while. Just boring stuff."

He nodded then took another sip of his water. The room fell quiet for a moment, and just before I could speak again, Hoseok asked a hard question.

"Are we really not going to tell Jimin?"

I was surprised, but I guess that was a reasonable question.

"Well, I don't see how it's any of his business. Plus he would just get upset and I don't have the energy for that." He nodded slowly, looking as if he was deep in thought. I knew he had something to say. "Say it."

"What?"

"You so very clearly have something to say."

He grinned and settled more in his seat. "I don't know if I want to start keeping secrets from him."

"You've never kept a secret from him?"

"Not one that would truly upset him. He replied.

I sighed. "Wouldn't it be fair to say that I don't want my brother to be so involved in my sex and/or dating life?"

He paused, thinking. "I guess."

"You and I can be friends and have secrets. Whether those secrets are verbal or physical, I don't see the problem."

"I just feel like it will be worse if we tell him later."

"What exactly do you plan to tell him? 'I fucked your sister'?"

"Well not those words."

I laughed. "Well, that's essentially what you'd be tell him. You and I just met and I have fun with you and I enjoy being around you, but we aren't dating. I'm going to be around for a while, and in that time, we can get to know one another."

"Sneaking around."

"Wouldn't it be exciting though?" I asked, slowly sneaking onto his lap. "Sneaking around, only the two of us knowing what's really going on."

"And Yoongi." He said, placing his hand on my back. "He'd know."

"Oh...right. Well you said he wouldn't say anything. You think he is feeling conflicted from keeping what he knows from Jimin?"

"You think Yoongi cares?"

I sighed, leaning back into the couch, my leg still draped over his. I really didn't want Jimin to know. This thing between Hoseok and I was nothing of importance. Not yet anyway. I'd understand if we were...dating or...

"How about we compromise?" I said, his hand running up and down my thigh.

"What compromise?"

"If anything of importance develops between the two of us, like if it becomes serious and feelings come involved, then we say something to Jimin."

"You think feelings wont get involved?"

"I don't know yet, I barley know you. And you barely know me, what if you find me repulsive after living with me for a few months?"

"Months?"

"Well, I am going on tour with you guys."

"That's right." He said, his hand stopped it's movement on my thigh.

"So, within that time we will spend time together and if it moves from physical to emotional then we tell him. I don't want to tell him about something that doesn't have meaning. We aren't dating, we aren't in love. We slept together a few times. Who's to say more will come of this?"

He looked at me, and I waited for his opinion. He looked away from me, and down to his hand on my thigh. "The thing is...I don't want to get involved with you if the goal isn't for there to be more. I don't have time for casual anything. My life is so chaotic that if I spend what little private time I have with you, then I want it to be worth something. Besides, you're Jiminie's sister. I don't want to use you like that."

I leaned my head up against the couch, cupping his face with my palm. "Hobi..."

He then took hold of my hand and kissed my fingers. "Is that not something you'd want?" He asked me.

Is that something I'd want?

Even if we were 'out' to my brother and the rest of the group, we would surlily have to keep our relationship a secret and out of the public eye.

It wouldn't be a normal relationship.

I would have to be extra patient, and couldn't be jealous of the fans that adore him.

I'd have to share him with the public.

But I'd be selfish in private.

Would that be something that I could handle, and live with?

But then, my life would always be like that after this weekend, in some way, shape, or form. Once their tour is officially announced I will be introduced to the public as Jiin's sister and my life will never be the same after that.

So...why not?

I could want that couldn't I?

It is the best possible outcome in such an abnormal situation.

I looked up and saw Hobi looking at me, his eyes desperate for some sort of response. I smiled at him, leaned up and kissed him softly on his sweet lips.

"I'd want that." I told him.

He broke out into a wide grin, his fingers playing with mine.

"Okay." He said. "Then I can agree to your terms."

"Yeah?"

"Yeah." He said, kissing my hand. "If within the time we get to know each other, if feelings develop, then we will tell Jimin. When we are both ready."

"Thank you." I smiled, leaning to kiss him again.

When I did his free hand caught the back of my neck, keeping my lips pressed against his as he continued to kiss me. It was gentle at first, but then he nipped at my bottom lip and I felt my insides start to stir from the mere memory of him inside of me.

I hummed into the kiss, making him part our lips. I pouted, and he laughed when he saw, kissing away my pout.

"You cant make noises like that." He said, before starting to kiss down my neck.

"Why not?" I breathed out.

"Because it makes me want to do more than just kiss you." He then bit a sensitive spot on my neck making me squirm in my spot.

"Hoseok!" I gasped.

"Yes?" He chuckled.

"I want more than kisses."

I pushed him back off of me until he was flat on his back. I shimmed down his body, eagerly stripping him from his clothes, just to find his cock hard and ready for me.

I licked the tip, to tease him, making his eyes go wide before took a mouthful of him. Pushing him deeper and deeper into my mouth until I hit the back of my throat. Gagging slightly, I pulled back up before I bobbed my head in earnest. I heard him hiss, then moan as he threw his head back.

I couldn't have started off slowly, but what fun is that?

I switched up the speed, rhythm and even the pressure for a few minutes before I heard him growl in slight frustration. He popped out of my mouth with an audible pop, and I couldn't help but grin as he pulled me on top of him.

I accepted the sloppy kiss, grinding my hips down on his wet hard member before finding myself on the floor, him on top of me. He broke the kiss and yanked at my shorts and panties until they were off. I was wet. So very wet, so there was no need for easing into me, and he knew.

Plunging into me he was quick with his movements. The surge of a needed climax was strong within both of us. Not bothering to really hold out, I gripped him as hard as I could, quickly releasing as he let out a deep moan.

"You feel perfect." He grunted, letting his body fall so that his lips cold meet mine again.

My mouth hung open as he kissed me, his hips never stopping, never slowing. "Oh god, I'm right there. Don't stop!"

And he didn't. He didn't stop, or slow, or speed up, he kept going exactly how I needed him to before I unraveled around him. The sweet release of absolute bliss, stars blocking my vision as it hit me in hard throbs over and over again.

"Oh yes!" I cried out. "Yes, yes! I'm cuming!"

I felt his hips start to fasten, chasing his own high that came not long after mine.

We laid there on the floor, huffing and puffing, his head resting on my shoulder.

"That was...quick." He laughed.

"It was intense." I replied, running my hand over his head. "I think we both needed that." I giggled.

"Seems that way." He then placed a kiss at my neck and carefully pulled out of me, catching his leaking cum with my shorts. "Sorry." He said. "I didn't have anything else and we can't leave evidence."

I laughed. "It's okay, I can do laundry."

"I think I worked up an appetite." He said, once I was cleaned up. "Want to get food?"

"Yes please." I said, standing there in just my tank top. "I think I'm going to get more dressed now though."

"Here." He said, handing me his shorts, and pulling up his boxers.

"I can just put on my own cloths."

"Don't bother." He said, letting out a breath. "We only have a few days together before all the sneaking around happens. That means, I am going to fuck you as many times as I can before everyone gets home. You might as well stay naked for it."

That made me laugh, but the man made a good point. We ordered food and once our food had settled after dinner, he made good on his promise. I never knew I could cum so many times in a row. My body was useless until the last few hours alone.

After a much-needed shower, Hoseok and I cleaned the entire penthouse, including all the common areas and he and Jimin's bedroom.

"You are grown ass men. Why do they require you to share a room?"

"Bonding." He said, as he threw a few clothes into a basket. "They believe it allows us to bond with one another, trust, rely, depend on each other. It works...for the most part."

"That's good I guess."

"Yeah, honestly even though we aren't family, we feel like family. Even our producers and our manager. They have them live with us because they have such a handle on so much of our music. I'm lucky because I also produce a lot of the music, we all do but my hands are more involved than my group members. I also develop a lot of the choreography, so I have more responsibilities with that as well."

"Busy, busy." I teased, as we made our way into the room I was staying in.

"It keeps me busy, but I love what I do."

We plopped down on the bed, Hoseok wrapping me up in his arms. "I don't have dreams like that." I told him. "I just...don't have that kind of ambition. Does that make me horrible?"

"No." He said. "Some people have big dreams and some people enjoy life. If you're a person who just goes with the flow and enjoys life as it comes, that's pretty special too."

"I like the way you said that." I told him.

He placed a sweet kiss on my shoulder before snuggling closer to me. Jimin had texted me telling me he would be back in the early morning, so that meant that this secret was just about to begin.