It was officially August. Yes I missed a whole month out but it was mainly just photoshoots and other things like adverts. So nothing to big and important. Of course since coming back from Milan adjusting to sleeping alone was hard that me and Wooyoung had to come up with something so that I wouldn't be going over night. We decided on making a build-a-bear. He then sprayed one of his colognes on it so it smelt like him along with dressing it in one of his t-shirts. I worked but it wasn't enough. Tonight would be the night of the premiere and I was excited. Especially since the show was coming out in two days. Umma had a countdown and was letting all her friends know. "Esh, we need to get ready for the premiere." I said to her as I stood outside her room.

"Ok, I need to get my dress out and get ready." She said to me as she opened the door. I then went back to my room. I'd been sent a dress from Chanel and I would be wearing that. It was a dress from the 90s and I was loving it. I loved things from that were from the 90s they always looks nicer. Of course once I was ready we had our makeup artists come in along with our hairstylist. This was of course getting up to the point to where it wouldn't be long now until we'd be off to the venue for the press shoot and the interviews. This was going to be a long night but at the end of the day it was worth it. "Seoah, are you ready! Let's go!" She shouted at me and my phone started ringing and I saw it was Umma.

"Umma, is everything okay?" I asked her as I left my room. Esh noticed I was on the phone so she didn't say anything.

"Everything's fine we just wanted to say, good luck with tonight and we can't wait to see the pictures online as well. And if there's any with Wooyoung we want them as well. I need to be able to show my future grandkids pictures of their parents together at such an important date." She said to me and I laughed. He wouldn't be there.

"Umma, Wooyoung's not coming it's just the cast maybe at an award show." I said to her and I was just about to get into the car.

"Me and Appa are traveling to come and see you and Seonghwa. We want to meet Wooyoung not like we usually do where he's your brothers friend but as your boyfriend this time. You two have nearly been together for 6 month and that's how you know it's going well." She said to me and I nearly spat the water out that I was just carefully sipping from.

"I'll let them know. Umma just don't go to hard on Wooyoung. He's already scared of parental conversations." I said to her and I heard her laugh. We continued our conversation before she left me get back to the car journey. Once we arrived at the venue we already saw a lot of people there. Mainly people waiting to see us and others ready to take our pictures. We got out and it instantly happened.

"Seoah! Esh!" We heard people shout constantly and we looked at the cameras before smiling and posing when Eunwoo and Wooseok showed up that's when it was time for the serious pictures. The group ones where we'd all be posing together. We of course knew that a lot of people would want to see us make hearts and that's what we did. When we got inside it was the interview portion. And I knew one question that was heading my way.

"Park Seoah, when the filming was part way through you had confirmed your relationship with an Idol. Did you ever wonder what that would do to affect the show?" The guy asked and I took the mic from Wooseok.

"I did and at the time I always was thinking of what was going to do to his career. We didn't want the news to break out when it did. We always wanted it to be made public a bit later when we'd been together for a bit longer. It had barely been a month and that's not a lot of time to decide whether a relationship can work or not. We didn't let anything come between us when we had hate and all that we ignored it, the way we saw it was we had each other. Yes I did wonder how much it would affect the show because this being my acting debut as well I was thinking. Shit, will people actually watch this now that they know what I'm like but knowing that the people who truly support me have stayed makes me relieved knowing that the show will still have a fan base." I said to them and the interviewer took in everything that I said. I was just hoping for no questions like this again. Everyone else had had questions related to the show and mine was related to my private life.

"Esh, you've worked on shows in England how different was it acting over here?" He asked her and I just decided to zone out and focus on the people that were here. The interview portion lasted a bit longer before it was time for something else. Once the whole night had ended I decided to go over to Wooyoung's dorm room. They'd all be asleep but I'd creep in. And that's what I did. Of course I had no clothes in Woo's room so after I took my dress off I put one of his shirts on. I then carefully pulled the cover back and got in. I then covered the two of us and cuddled into him with my head on his chest. I had my leg wrapped around him along with my arm. He knew I was here so he placed his arm on thigh. It was always something that gave me comfort. He kissed my head and rubbed my back.

"Is everything okay, Jagiya?" He asked me and I shook my head. "Whatever it is I'm here now and I will make sure that I can do whatever I need to do to make you forget whatever it is." He said to me before placing multiple kisses on my head. He then traced patterns and shapes on my though with his finger. I then sat up and he reached around me to turn his lamp on. I then moved to be in between his legs. He then pulled me into his chest and wrapped his arms around me.

"It's just during the interview. Everyone had all these questions about what filming was like and all of that. Then it gets to me and he asks questions about us that has nothing to do with the show and it's horrible." I said to him and he kissed my neck.

"Don't take any notice about him. This won't be the first interview but don't let him get to you. They'll be someone out there that will make sure that the whole thing is focused on the show. Not on your private life." He said to me as he ran his hand through his hair before resting his head on my shoulder.

"Your right." I said to him and he smiled at me before booping my nose.

"Is that my shirt?" He asked me while smiling and I nodded at him. He then noticed my dress on the floor. "You came straight from there." He said to me and I looked at him.

"Yeah, I got stuck in my dress but I didn't want to wake you." I said to him and he shook his head at me.

"It wouldn't matter if you did. But now tomorrow will be better so don't go and we'll cuddle until you feel better and if that means you never let go that won't bother me." He said to me and I smiled at him. Out of all the boyfriends I could've ended up with I had the best one. He rolled the two of us on our side and turned the lamp off. I wouldn't be letting go of him anytime soon.