Alec P.O.V:
I could hear whispers coming from far away. Maybe it was angels trying to connect with me? Trying to say that this was the right thing to do. But oddly, it sounded like my Luna, Hayley. Deep down, I knew she was my angel. She had brought be back to life, when I was in a tough time in life. She was the only one who could save me.

"Alec! Please!" They yell. I step back, coming to the edge. This is for the best. Hayley's gone. Your mate is gone. I already knew, If I survived then I didn't want to be an alpha. What was the point if my Luna who I loved was gone?

"I wish to be a rogue-" I start, but something pushes me off. Hands. I scream, and open my eyes. Hayley was there in front of me, falling down with me. Grabbing her hand, I smile. She smiles back, probably already excepting the fact she could die. Not today. We will not die. Letting go of her hand, I think hard. Eric. He can help.
"Eric!" I yell, knowing if he hears my call then he will come. Since he was my Beta, he would always know when I was in trouble, and just appear.
"I love you." I mutter to Hayley, as the waters hits both of our faces. Salt water was shoved into my face, and I try and breathe, failing Every time I tried. I could hear Hayley gasping for air around me, and screaming for more life. Slowly I sink. My thoughts consume me, and my body. I was gone. Eric. Save Hayley.
"Alec!" Yells Hayley, up at the top of the water. Hands drag me up, and I see Hayley looking at me with a sad expression. She was hurt. Deeply.
"Hayley, please-" I start, wanting to go back down to the water.

By now, Eric was here. Hayley swam off, leaving me in the sea. She was alive. All of this wasn't needed. I could've kept fighting but I didn't.

Hayley POV:

He was going to give up, just because of me. I wasn't worth that. But if I left him, that meant he might do it again. Going to the sand filled beach, I spit out all of the salt water I had swallowed minutes before. Alec wasn't that far behind me, so I wait for him. Alec had gone deeper then I ever did, so he swallowed way more than me. I knew that he wanted me to forgive him. But I couldn't. He almost died, because of one love.
"How could you, Alec!" I accuse, walking further and further away from him. I could tell Alec didn't need this right now, but I also needed to he assertive. He shouldn't of done that.

"How could I what, Hayley? How could I let go?" He asks, getting closer by every step. I try and go faster then him, but it never worked. He was faster then me, and the whole world knew it.

"Yeah, Alec! How could you do that? You didn't even know if I was gone!" I yell, turning my head towards him. His attention went to me straight away, and I knew he was having doubt's about everything.

"I can't live in a life without you. Hayley! Not only are we mates, but we're also best friends! I can't just lose my best friend!" He yells, grabbing my hand. A tear threatens to escape my eye, but I stay strong. I don't show any weakness or love. I just showed hurt.

"I know! But... I can't just keep thinking you'll go around scaring me like that!" I yell. Shaking his head, he grips harder on my wrist. Now, I didn't feel pain or any hurt, all I felt was touch. It was ever since I had turned, that I didn't feel what pain he was inflicting.

"Now you know what I feel like! Knowing that I'm not enough, to stop you from drinking!" He says, a tear escaping his eye. He let's go of my hand, and makes me regret ever mentioning it. I should of waited. But I didn't.
"That's different!" I push, sounding like a complete baby. I could tell that made him annoyed, because a mad look passes his face.
"How, Hayley? How!" He yells. The tree's around me seemed like it was so close to my face, and sweat was starting to appear on my forehead. I sigh, and look at Alec. He was the only one that could never be too close. My head east left as soon as I looked at him. Snapping back into minutes before, I growl, and moan.

"All these years, I have been suffering! I had to be careful. I never trusted anyone, Alec, because every time I trusted someone, like my uncle for example, they beat me and made me suffer! Every hit and punch, was another reason of why I shouldn't be here, Alec! Do you know how hard it was to wake up, and know that you weren't going to get breakfast or lunch? How hard it was, to know I would never get an education because my uncle thought it was a waste of time?"

I had basically told him my life story, all in one yelling fit. I knew he would treat me different. He would have too. Like everyone else, he would think I was like a little puppy dog stuck at the pound.
"Is that true?" He asks. Rolling my eyes, I nod. I couldn't hold in my tears and Alec didn't expect me too. He cradled me in his arms, and singed for me. It was something I hadn't heard of before.

Somebody says something bad. Your bash yourself about it. Running in circles, getting nowhere closer.

But you're worth it. And everyone knows it. You're worth it, and the only person who needs to believe it is you.

I fell asleep, and so did Alec. It finally felt like we were together. The fight was over. Or was it?

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I am sorry for the slow update! I really am!!!!! I've had a lot going in in my life, but writing my book kept me sane. So short story... My partner for dance love's to laugh (like me). And the teacher says we're immature girls. But what I find quite funny, is the fact that we don't laugh at people or anything like that. We just laugh at each other (in a nice way of course), and apparently that's being immature. I'm over it, but it did sort of annoy me.
On a brighter note... This book hit 5K! Thank you so much!!!! Can we make it 10K by the end of 2017? Anyway... Have an awesome life with wherever you're going in life. And remember... Love yourself.

If you do love yourself... Thank you. I am happy!
{Lily}
(Also I changed my full name. It's now Little∆Lily because... Yeah. Reasons!)