Ok before I start this is not a rant about how I hate myself and I wanna blend in and be normal. I honestly love being weird and normal ppl are annoying af.

That being said, why can't I be normal and listen to music about butts and drugs and parties and enjoy it? Cuz sometimes I just sit here listening to good music and it always makes me so emotional. Why can't I like crappy music just like everybody else? Why must I like good music? God dammit I can't take it anymore, why have I been cursed with a slightly smart brain that likes to find actual meaning in things?! Why can't I be stupid and blindly listen to whatever crap Hollywood puts in front of me?