Ok so I'm done being depressed 

I'm not over the fic (I will never get over it) and I'll most probably never drink a mocha in my life, and I'm still  sad and I need a hug. But I'm ok as in I could function and I'm not crying :) and I'm p happy now, like I think I can enjoy life again.

Yeah I'm ok now. It's all good. I'm going shopping today :D