i really hate the body i was born with. why did i have to be born in a girls body. sometime i just want to kill myself so i can be reincarnated into a body and life that i actually want to live in. i hate myself and i hate how i feel. i hate that i worry about what people think about me.

i wore a skirt today and i felt confident then when i got home i just regret being me. i love wearing whatever i want but i just hate myself. while wearing the skirt my friend said i looked better in guys clothing. that hurt. 

why is it 'normal' for girls to wear 'girls' clothing and guys to wear 'boys' clothing. why can't it be normal for people to wear whatever they want and feel comfortable in what they wear. why can't it be normal for people to kiss the same gender.