Hey guys,umm this chapter has been in the back of my head and my mind decided to finally tell you guys the truth,I was a very shy,quiet-type girl,

But when I was younger,I was actually full of confidence and always the loud one,people gave me compliments and said nice things to me,but when I got older,I changed

From 4th grade to this day,I was bullied,a lot,people say mean things to me,making fun of me and calling me names,they said because I'm Weird,Stupid and Don't belong here,

I never told my parents because I don't want anyone to get involve here,I was always alone,no one defended me,they don't care if they lowered my self-esteem,

When I came home,my Parents always ask me if everythings alright,I always put on a fake smile and said yes,but deep inside I knew that Everything is not alright,

I began to think that I'm all alone,no was there for me,so I became a bully,saying mean things to people and calling them names,but everytime I did it,A wave of guilt and sorrow came to me,

And the reason why I'm here in wattpad,not because I want to be famous,popular or something,The reason why I'm here is because,I wanted to make friends,

Still today,I am still suffering from the bullying,but I am trying my best to not to think of hurting myself or others,

I want to thank for some of my friends who supported me,

BraveryNightFury,Animeandtrash,AltheaMarieCatuncan,funtimecupcake and all of my followers friends,

I don't know what to say honestly,you guys have been fun to chat with and read your stories,and All I wanted to say is,

Thank you

Elaine,

See you in a few days,