The sadness it overcomes everything.
My happiness is wripped from me litterally from right under me. I can't see her. I can't talk to her. I can't text her! -cries- i just want a message. An i love you a simple smile. Something to give me a sign im not alone in this.

Shes grounded and it kills me. Litterally my hearts acheing for her.my stomach hurts. I can't control my tears. I think of her and just cry. I feel alone. I wait for her message. . it never comes. Its only been 10 hours and im suffering.

I just need her near. I need her she makes me smile. She makes me happy.