Niall's P.O.V
I wake up to a loud knocking on my door. I groan and roll over not wanting to face reality. That I was leaving my best mates behind to some stupid fucking camp so try to fix me. Fucking pricks.

"Niall! Get up we're gonna leave soon! Come get breakfast and put some decent clothes on!" My mum yelled.

"Alright mum I'll be out in a minute!" I yelled back, trying not to let any of the anger I felt toward her seep into my voice. I heard her let out an approving sound before I heard her shuffling down the stairs. I groan into my pillow. Seconds later, my phone buzzed.

Curly Cupcake: Morning mate. The boys and I are going to send you off if that's alright with you... if not I understand.

A smile lights up my face at the mention of seeing the lads, even though I still don't know how I'm supposed to tell them that I was—I shiver at my own thoughts. I reply back.

Irish Prince: That sounds good Haz. I really do appreciate you lads doing this for me. Besides, I would like to see you boys before I have to leave for the camp.

As I send it, I get a text from Liam. Oh okay. I didn't expect it but I'm not at all rejecting the idea of more than one conversation at once.

Payno: hey Niall.. I uh I'm sorry about what happened to you mate. I hate that you have to leave us lads. We will be sending you off I heard so it'll be good to see you before you leave and they try to start changing you. Love you mate

I audibly coo at Liam's message. He's so sweet. Always thinking of others and never himself. He's such a sap. I type a quick reply and roll to my feet and begin dressing.

Nialler: it's alright mate. I'm glad I could trust you and Harry with that information. I'll be glad to see you too mate. Love you too

After I dress, I head downstairs, phone I'm hand, and am met face to face with my mother.

"Good morning sleepy head! Go into the kitchen and get some breakfast. We will leave soon. Are the lads gonna come by and say goodbye?" She asked, anger creeping into her voice as she mentioned the lads.

"No they're actually going to send me off if that's alright." I respond back, trying not to be sad at the mention of the fact I'm leaving.

"Oh honey that's fine. As long as they have their own ride and that black haired boy isn't there." She said. My heart clenched at the thought of Zayn. His raven black hair, kiss me lips, perfect jawline and face, his dark brown eyes that made me melt, and the tattoos that littered his skin. He was perfection. And I was leaving him.

"Alright mum." Is all I respond with as I eat some fruit and some cereal before cleaning my dishes and fetching my bags from upstairs. I knew we were leaving soon. I hear a honk outside the window and I look out. The sight before my eyes brings tears flooding out. Sitting there are all my mates. Including Zayn. He's in the very back. You could only see him if you looked hard enough. Harry waved from the passenger seat of Louis' mums van. I smile sadly and wave back. My mum walks up behind me.

"Are they taking you? That would be better than me taking you if you want to go with them. But if you infect those boys with your sickness, so help me I'll have their parents send them there too." She says, ice and venom dripping from her final words.

"I think they ought to take me. Gives you more time for work." I say, trying to hide my excitement at seeing Zayn. Just seeing his face does funny things to my insides.

"Well go ahead with them. Let Liam and Louis help with your bags. I will see you when they cure you sweetheart. I'm doing this for your own good." She whispers and kisses my cheek. I nod and pick up my bags.

I barely make it out the front door and I'm immediately smothered in the smell of Louis. The smell of cologne and his hair gel. I hug him back, dropping my bags as I do so.

"Zayn is with us. He insisted he needed to come. So we let him" My heart raced at the thought of Zayn.

I pulled away and Louis grabbed my other bags I had dropped and put them in the back. I waved to my mum before getting in the back. Sitting next to me was the most handsome being on the earth. Zayn. He gasped and hugged me tightly. I hugged him back just as tight and breathed in his scent. The smell of cigarettes and cinnamon. I loved it. I could get high off the smell of my Zaynie. Harry and Liam also greeted me with hugs. Louis started the car, a sad look in his eyes as we started toward the camp. The one that's going to change me. I hate it. I hate to leave the ones I love that are around me. I hate to not tell them what I've been through. I guess that's just something I have to deal with..

Written in these walls are the stories that I can't explain, leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days...

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