We wait patiently for Jungkook to walk out of the school building, "He takes forever." She whines, I wish I could tell her that we should just leave without him but I know that she would get in trouble if she came home without him. I sometimes forget that it's because their parents are always out of town, but it's a sibling thing I guess. Maybe because it's safer for him to come with us.

"I'm so done with him, every time we have to wait for him." Jae shifts her weight over to her other leg as her hips shifted and the left one popped out, emphasizing the fact that she is annoyed. I turn and look at the school, and as if on cue again, he walks out. Why is this happening to me today? Ugh! I want to stop being attacked, thank you very much.

He looks in our direction and says bye to Taehyung with a hand slap, then he walks over to us and I feel my body tense up. I'm not sure if it's an illusion, but I could've sworn that the whole time he was making his way over to us, he had his eyes on me. But I know for a fact that he wasn't, why would he?

Yuna, he has to look in our direction to walk over to us anyways. What? Do I want him to close his eyes while walking over to us? He was looking at both of us, that's what's happening. Even though I've known him basically all my life, he still affects me in such a big way. I can never control my breathing, "He's coming."

I look down at my feet then at her, she was too busy looking at Jimin. For- nevermind, I should expect this from her already. I remember when we were twelve and she'd feel no shame watching Jimin during recess. She'd spend all recess watching him, commenting how cute he'd look chasing the other boys. And she'd get mad if her brother shoved his ass in the grass.

I'd laugh because that bitch would go flying. So this creeper behavior is nothing new to me, I'm the same with her brother. "Oh." Is all she replies. "We can go now." An intense shiver runs down my whole body, I feel his arm against mine. Jesus.. is it hot? I think I'm sweating, my hands, my pits, my butt.

I walk up to Jae and wrap my arm around her, pulling her in the direction of our apartment complex. "So, what do you think about making food after we study?" I ask her. "Yeah, that sounds like a plan, show me your ways." She smiles. "Good.", "Wow Jae, if you wanted to be less of a shitty cook you could've let me know and I would've taught you how to boil water."

His voice is right next to me again, like it's right in my damn ear. I'm going to regurgitate my lunch. I try not to grip on Jae and make it obvious that his voice is making me want to trip on purpose and face plant on the floor so hard my nose breaks.

Oh wow, I'm pretty graphic.

But that's really how he makes me feel, I feel like I just want to turn into a piece of grass that he'd step on just so I can have some sort of contact with him without having Jae over react. It happened a lot when we were little, when I wanted to play with Jungkook she would pull my hair.

Like really hard, like the kind of hair pull that makes your neck hurt and you look up at God for a split second. And you even lose a whole Chewbacca hairball from your head because whoever did it to you is a bitch and wants you to be bald. "That's so mean of you, I'm not that bad of a cook." Jae frowns as she responds to Jungkook's mean comment.

"Sorry not sorry little sister." He smiles. "HMP!" Jae throws a tantrum as she pulls me faster down the sidewalk. "My brother is a wart on a buttcrack okay, he's just a burden." I chuckle at her analogy. "Agree with me." She smiles. "Okay." I smile. "No, tell me that Jungkook is a butt wart." I chuckle and even get a little nervous.

"Jungkook is a butt wart." I tell her. "That's so mean of you to say Yuna, I thought I was your favorite twin." I hear in my ear which makes me want to bash my face on the trees in planters that are on the sidewalks. "AH!?" Jae stops and it makes us all stop in our tracks. "Yuna likes me, not you. She would never like you, you're a butt wart. She even said so herself."

He chuckles. "Just say I'm an asshole and get over it. I'm sure if you gave Yuna the chance I'd be her favorite twin. You're too much of a little brat." I'm literally ready to suffocate and die when he yanks me under his arm, away from Jae which makes her stumble since I was holding onto her arm.

My heart is pounding like I just ran from one side of Korea to the other, I'm trying not to pant or gasp. I can honestly have an anxiety or heart attack right now, that would make him stop touching me. I don't know why I'm acting like I'm not enjoying this contact. His hand holds my arm and my chin is basically in his chest.

Jesus, please... Jesus, it's me Yuna.. please help me. I promise I'll start praying more and stop having dirty dreams about Jungkook.

"Yuna! Yuna! Tell him I'm your favorite!" She looks mad. I'm about to move when he tightens his grip, well shit. I'm never going to forget how much power his grip has, my goodness. Go away dirty thoughts. "Ah, you can't tell her to say that she has to say something on her own." Imma collapse, that's what my answer is bitch.

"Jae." I say quickly and I try not to sound like I'm about to have a damn asthma attack, and I don't even have asthma. "Aaaawe wow Yuna." Jungkook whines, he sounds very offended by my choice. Which I don't know why he'd expect me to pick him over my best friend. Because he's hot? Because he has a cute ass? Because I want to kiss him aggressive?

Yeah, I don't think so.

These twins whine so much, gosh. I look down and chuckle nervously. I haven't noticed that I'm still under his arm, but I'm still really uncomfortable. I'm too scared to get comfortable, he's not serious. He's only trying to make me nervous, and it worked. Because he knows that he's good looking and that he has that effect on all the girls.

"It's okay Yuna." I stiffen up as he presses his forehead against me, I bite my lip. "I like you better than Jae." He chuckles. He's kidding Yuna, he's kidding. He's only saying this to get under Jae's skin, he doesn't mean it. Lucky for me, Jae yanks me away from Jungkook. I'm surprised that I haven't face planted.

Mary of Mother God, I can still smell his clothes and his hair was so soft against me. His hand was so strong and gentle at the same time, and- STOP! I make a huge mistake, as Jae and I walk faster I slowly look over my shoulder to get a glance of him. Our eyes meet and he slowly smiles, I pretend I was wiping my face on my shoulder and turn back around.

My heart hasn't stopped pounding, I have issues. They're called Jungkook issues, I don't know why I have to like him so much. Jae would hate me so much if she knew I like her brother, didn't you see how she reacted when he took me under his.. when he- hold on.. I might faint.. when he took me under his arm.

Because she wants to be my top pick, though I know she picks Jimin over me.. well.. when he's around. But I feel like Jae is the same as me, she gets really nervous about being near him. And Jimin knows that he's a panty wetter and that he can get whoever he wants just if he breathes or blinks. I've just always seen Jimin as a Lil kid so.. I never wet my pants over him.

I'd rather not talk about how Jungkook makes me feel sexually, I think it would make me seem- "I hate my brother, you looked so uncomfortable. You should've throat punched him." I laugh, trying to hide the fact that I actually kinda liked being under that nice muscular arm. "Throat punched?" I ask her.

"Yes, he would've gotten the idea that I'm your favorite and that he shouldn't have touched you like that." There's probably several ways he shouldn't touch me but I'd love him to. "You'll always be my favorite." I tell her. "Good, you're my favorite too." She chuckles. When we get to our apartment complex we all get into the elevator.. he's so- HE'S SO DAMN CLOSE TO ME.

Like, I want him to be close to be but I also don't. He pushes the button for us and when he did that he pressed against my arm. His nipples look hard, okay! Too much information, maybe he's cold. I look up at the ceiling of the elevator, the air conditioner is on.. I can get why he's cold, poor boi.

I'm just trying to make excuses for myself, Jungkook can't be turned on right? Like, doesn't that happen when people get turned on? Their nipples get hard... he can't, we barely touched and it was a joke. Nevermind! Okay, because I want to change the subject I will talk about where we live. So, the apartments that we live in are pretty nice.

Each apartment has two stories and it's basically like a house but it's not because it's an apartment.. if ya get me. A little insight on what Jungkook and Jae's parents do, they own the biggest and most popular bakery in Busan.. in Korea actually so they're constantly at work. So I sleep over quite a lot, which is convenient.

NOT because of Jungkook being here, because I get to be with my best friend in the whole world. Duh man, it's not about Jungkook. Ppppfffft, Jungkook who? We walk up to the apartment and Jungkook opens the door with his key. He lets Jae and I enter before him, and his hand rests on my back which makes me arch it.

WHY!? Why would he do that? I try not to show that I'm really surprised by his action. Honestly, this is the most he's touched me.. ever. I walk faster away from him and take off my shoes next to Jae's shoes. Then we walked over to the kitchen table and I set my backpack in one of the chairs.

"Do you guys mind if I join you today for studying? I need help with math." Jungkook asks right as he approaches me, as if looking for my acceptance. He only looks at me and not Jae, "I don't care." Jae announces from the kitchen. I slightly look up to him to show that I'm not uncomfortable with his distance and I don't mind him joining us.

"Yuna?" He mumbles in a low tone. "Yeah, I don't mind." I shrug and make my way over to the kitchen, which I didn't mean to come off as rude I'm just really nervous. "My brother isn't bothering you right? It's like, he's acting kinda weird today." WHAT!? She's noticing it too? "I think he's hungry that's why he's sticking around us so much, he wants us to feed him."

I bite my lip as she sets up three cups so she can serve us some tea. "Yeah, I think he's hungry." I find myself getting nervous. So I wasn't just seeing stuff today? His own sister is seeing that he's acting weird! "Yuna, can you get the crackers from the cupboard?" I nod quickly and speed walk to the cupboard, but being the dumb ass that I am I slip on the little rug on the floor.

I try to grab something to stop my momentum but fail. "Woh!" A voice makes my heart pound. Suddenly, I stop and my ponytail smacks the back of my neck and my hands latch onto his forearm. "Yuna, are you okay?" I hear Jae. "Y-Yes, I was walking way too fast." I say as I find my footing, if it weren't for Jungkook I would've smacked into the damn counter and hurt myself.

As if it's like I'm in a slow motion scene of a drama I try to catch my breath. His hand is snug on my torso and my hands are still holding his arm. I look up at him but he's already looking at me, his eyebrows slightly knit in concern. "You okay?" He asks. I nod, "Yes, thank you." I run my hand along his arm and set my hand on his hand, I gently pull it off of my body.

I could easily make his hand touch my boob, but he'd probably freak and his sister would really shove me into the cupboard. His hand is so soft though, I don't need a bra.. I just needs Jungkook's hand. Ooo bitch I shouldn't be saying that.

I feel myself sweating profusely everywhere, I'm holding his hand. Jesus.. Jesus, you remember the deal right? It's still up, the offer still stands. I hold his big fingers in my hand as I push his hand towards his own body before I faint at his feet. "Good thing you were there Jungkookie." Jae says, Jungkook's face twists and he looks away from me.

"Ewe, don't call me that all the girls who are obsessed with me call me that at school." I instantly look away from him and proceed to the cupboard, mold kill and lady boner gone. "Oh please, I've never heard those little leeches call you that.", "Oh believe me, they do. I don't know how they heard the nickname but they probably heard it from you, which is annoying."

I grab the crackers and walk over to Jae away from Jungkook, she had already pulled out a little plate for me to place the crackers on it. This is some tea. "I've never said that at school, so they didn't hear it from me." She continues to argue with him. "Right, I'll pretend that I believe you.", "Believe me... don't believe me I really don't care."

I awkwardly put the crackers on the plate and unexpectedly the most attractive hand I've ever seen grabs one of the crackers causing me to put another cracker on the plate. I look at him out of annoyance, smacking his hand. Ooo girl I have some fucken balls to be doing this, my body just did it out of nowhere.

Jae laughs, he just sticks his tongue out at me before he smiles and eats the cracker as he looks right at me. Boy! You better put that shit away before I suck it out of your mouth! I need to chill, someone give me some Xanax. "I'm okay with not believing you." He says as he slightly looks away from me and at Jae, raising that cute ass eyebrow.

He's really gonna continue this dumb ass conversation about other bitches when he could be putting his tongue in my mouth? Like, share some of that cracker boy, listen boy.. my first love story, you know? I'd honestly do Jungkook's eyebrows now that I'm looking at them. Oh my gosh Yuna... calm thyself.

I walk over to the cupboard and place the crackers back in the spot they were in before. "Whatever, you never believe me anyways." He shrugs and stands up straight. I grab the plate of crackers and my cup of tea, I follow Jae to the table and Jungkook follows behind.

"If you're going to be annoying I really don't want you around Yuna and I as we do our homework." Jae explains as she sets his tea in front of the chair he has chosen to sit in, which happens to be next to mine. "Oh shush, I have homework too. Just like you, I need help." Jungkook sits in his seat and I hesitate a bit before I go to sit down.

Hopefully he didn't notice me poop my pants a little, fuck. "Can we start with math? You're good at math." Jae asks. I look at her, "Sure." I nod. "You're good at math?" Jungkook asks, "Yes, she gets a hundred percent on all her test. You must be deaf if you don't hear our teacher talk about Yuna all the time, you're just a dumb bitch Jungkook."

Jae explains with a smile on her face, is she being my wingman without even knowing? While she insults her brother also, which is a little funny. Wait, no.. this skill of mine wouldn't even make him like me, why would he like me? "Oh wow." Jungkook whispers. "Also fuck you." He points at her, she just laughs and flips him off.

"So you get the unit we're currently on?" He asks. "Yes." I look at him. "Can you help me as well? I feel like bad math skills run in the family." I physically see him blush, he looks at me coyly and his cheeks are so cute! I just want to kiss his face. "Yeah, it's no problem. It's easy." I start to take out my homework. He smiles and nods, "Thank you."

We all get our work out and we start to set up our problems. He kept leaning into me a lot as he asked his questions, Jae pretty much got it when I first taught her to do it. She only asked for my help when she was done with the assignment and she wanted me to check her homework to make sure it was all correct.

Jungkook was having a bit of a struggle with the homework and he was constantly asking me because he'd forget. Then Jae moved on to the other homework that she didn't need help with. "I'm sorry." Jungkook mumbles as I show him again. "About what?" I ask, though I know why he's apologizing. I look at him as he stares down at his homework, causing me to look at it.

"You should be doing your own homework.. but you're stuck helping me." I slightly look at him again and he's staring at me. "I told you that it was okay.. it's fine.. really." I reassure him. We go through each equation together, and for the first time in a long time I feel comfortable with him. Jae serves us more tea and gets more crackers.

"When you're done with him, we can make dinner." Jae suggests. I nod as I look up at her, "Yes, we have two more questions left. So you can decide what you want to make." I tell her. "Okay, I'll do that right now." She runs into the kitchen. "Like this?" He asks as I watch him write the next step. "Yes! That's correct." I nod as I look at him.

"Really?" He looks surprised. "Yes, don't overthink it, I'm afraid that's your problem." I explain to him. He bites his lip and I'm ready to fall out of my chair. His cute little mole staring at me, calling my to just press my skin against his. "I think you're right." He nods as he continues to the next step without an issue, he finally got it.

"You should do it on your own then I can come back and check on it for you." I'm about to stand up. "No." He says quickly as he holds my hand, "Stay." I look at him in a bit of a shock. "Please." He gently applies pressure to my hand before he takes it away, a nervous expression on his face. "Fine." I sit down trying to control my heart.

I'm so weak for him, can you ever say no to your crush? Especially to the one you're in love with? Like, no.. you can't. They're just to damn cute and you have the softest of all soft spots for them. Yeah I bet he could find my soft spot. HUUU! BITCH Yuna stop! I watch him do his work which was all correct so I don't see why he needed me, just making me suffer with my thoughts.

Finally when he lets me go help Jae in the kitchen, I'm able to breathe correctly again. "My brother is so annoying, I'm sorry." She whines as she cleans the vegetables that are going to be put into the soup that she said we should make, one that my mother has taught me to make. I made it for Jae once and she loved it.

"No, it's okay. I just wanted to make sure that he got the homework." I tell her. "You're too nice, I would've told him to fuck off." I gasp. "You can say that because you're his sister, I can't because I actually want to help people." She chuckles. "I know like I said, you're too nice." She explains as she sets the veggies on a cutting board.

"He was kinda hogging you today." She mumbles, "You're funny, you know I was trying to help you and you were just fine without me." I walk over to the sink and wash my hands. "Do you need my help?" I hear him in the kitchen now, not allowing Jae to reply so we just drop the conversation. "No, Yuna is going to teach me." Jae tells him, I know this is about him being around too much.

"It's the least I can do, you really helped me with my homework." He tells me as I turn and look at him, I look atJ ae and she shrugs in an upset sort of way. Whatever. "You should wash your hands then." I tell him through Jae would be mad, he nods and smiles. "Okay, can I go change?" He asks. I shrug, "Your house."

He rubs the back of his neck, "Ahh haha you're right." He walks past me only to shove Jae, almost making her to hit her head on the cupboard, "I'll be right back." He tells me. "UGH!!!!!" She swings her hand and smacks him right on the back of his head. "JAE!" He yells as he looks over his shoulder. I just stand here and stare into space with my eyes wide, I'm in the war zone.

"Go change you ass." She swats her hand at him, "I hope you step in water and wet your sock." He sticks out his tongue. "THAT'S SO MEAN!" She yells. These twins are going to be the death of me.

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"Like this Yuna? Like this?" Jae asks, she really wants to make sure she's doing it correctly. "Yes, just like that. That's perfect" I tell her. I then catch a glimpse of Jungkook, oh gosh.. he's cutting the onions so wrong. He can't be serious right? Everyone knows how to cut onions "J-Jungkook." I chuckle to hide the fact that I'm nervous, I walk over to him.

"Ah?" He asks. "That's not how you cut that." I tell him as I point to his cutting board. He looks down at his board and then at me. Okay.. it doesn't matter much but.. Jungkook changed into a T-shirt that fits his chest and arms well. And I'm trying not to look at his... everything. He is also wearing sweats that show- never mind what it shows.

Hello, is all I'm going to say.

"I think it has style." He jokes, I chuckle a bit. "N-No but still.. let me show you." I take his knife and cut what he already did and cut the huge chunks into smaller pieces. "See?" I show him. "Oh.. then show me how to do it correctly." Be brave Yuna, grow some balls. "Okay, here." I wrap my arm around him and set my hands on his as he holds the knife.

My fingers over his big ones as I try to control his fingers to do the correct motion, her hands unison with cutting the onion. I'm even touching his hand that holds the onion. There a little too much touching here for my sanity. "Smaller pieces are just easier to cook." I explain to him as I have my cheek on his arm as I try to see, this was a bad idea.. damn it.

He smells so damn good, oh my gosh. Did he sprits this shirt before he came out? Smells fresh. It makes me want to turn and just inhale very loudly and then let out a really loud moa- "I see that.." He whispers. When I think he got the idea, I let go of him and do something else to hide my blushing face. "Yuna, I'm done." Jae walks up to me.

"Okay, you can put it on the pan and start cooking it a little bit before we put it in the soup with the meat and the noodles." I tell her. "Okay." She does what I say happily and we all continue to make dinner. Strangely enough, I didn't see Jungkook mess up again on cutting vegetables. Yuna, it's because you're a great teacher. That's why, dumb.

It doesn't take long once we're done. We set up the dinner table and we're all sitting together as we eat our food. "Wow... this is good." Jae explains as she eats her soup. "Even better because I helped make it, so I can takes the hard work.", "Yeah can you taste the snot I put in your bowl? Maybe that's it." Jungkook says.

Jae's mouth drops, "You're disgusting.", "I was just kidding." He rolls his eyes which for some reason seems so petty but so hot at the same time. I nod in agreement to what Jae was saying as I eat my soup as well. "You really are a good cook Yuna." I almost choke on my food as Jungkook compliments me, I'm surprised he didn't say a joke instead.

"Thank you." I tell him. He smiles and nods as he looks down at his bowl. Why is he being so nice to me today? I don't understand, does he want something from me?

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