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Ashley's POV:.

I knew I shouldn't have felt so guilty for Keaton. I mean what I did was peer rude and pretty evil but still I was saving him for a life of regret. Keaton could have had me. Cheer captain, prettiest girl in school and he picked his little sisters slutty best friend. I was only friends with those bitches because of him anyways. If I can't have Keaton my life was over, he was the only boy I wanted. I decided that If I couldn't have him then I was going to kill myself.

I was sitting on my bed with a bottle of pills in my hand, I was prepared to take all of them and put myself out of misery. I wanted to make sure that Keaton knew that he was the reason I was going to die. So I dialed him up. It went straight to voicemail. By this point I was bawling kind of.

"Hi Keaton, I just wanted to let you know that you are the reason I am dying tonight. I am swallowing a bottle of pills and you aren't going to stop me. The reason being is that you chose your Ainsley that little bitch over a true grown women like myself. I am done fighting I am done with life. I just want you and that little whore of yours to know it's your fault." I said bawling into the phone.

I swallowed the bottle of pills. Then my phone rang it was Keaton. He had his chance to talk to me. It was over. He kept calling. 4 or maybe 5 times. He left several voicemails, I didn't give a shit. It was over soon all my pain would be gone.

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KEATON: POV:

My phone started buzzing, I looked down and it was Ashley calling. Hell no. I wasn't going to answer it she was a bitch to me. She left me a voicemail though. She never left voicemails. I listened to it because I was a bit curious.

This is what she said. "Hi Keaton, I just wanted to let you know that you are the reason I am dying tonight. I am swallowing a bottle of pills and you aren't going to stop me. The reason being is that you chose your Ainsley that little bitch over a true grown women like myself. I am done fighting I am done with life. I just want you and that little whore of yours to know it's your fault."

I tried calling her to let her know this was not the answer. She didn't answer. I called 5 maybe 6 times. Then I got into my car and drove to her house.

"Ash don't do anything stupid. I am on may way." I left as a voicemail.

When I got to her house I saw her in her bathroom sitting on her toilet crying with a pill bottle in hand.

"I took the whole bottle." She said. "Now you can be with her."

"I'm calling 911." I yelled. I dialed it up quickly.

"911 what is your emergency." The operator said.

"Hi a friend of mine just swallowed a whole bottle of pills, she was trying to commit suicide." I said as calmly as I could.

"Is she still breathing? Eyes open?" The operator asked.

"Yes she is still breathing eyes open, she is talking to me to." I replied.

"Ok that is good, keep her talking. I am going to keep you on the phone. OK? I need a name and address we will send an police officer and ambulance over now." She said.

I told the operator her name and address and within 5 minutes an ambulance and police officer were there to escort her to the hospital.

I drove myself to the hospital. They wheeled Ash into a room I couldn't go into to. I needed Ainsley to know where I was. We had a date tonight. I texted her.

Me: Hey Ains, something came up. I won't be able to make it to our date tonight.

Ains: For real??? Are you breaking up with me?

Me: No no of course not Ains, I love you. I couldn't handle losing you again. It's just Ash is in the hospital because of me.

Ains: Oh good, I don't think I could handle losing you again eiher.

Ains: What? What did you do to Ash? How is it your fault?

Me: She called me and I didn't answer, she left me a voicemail saying she was committing suicide because she couldn't be with me. I tried calling her back and she didn't answer so i drove my ass to her house and called 911 and now here we are. She is in stable condition now, so don't worry.

Ains: Omg i had no idea.

Me: She's pissed at us Ains, they are sending her to a mental institute. I want to make sure she doesn't hate us.

Ains: Oh wow. I can't believe this. I am on my way, I will see you soon. Love you keat.

Me: Ok sounds good hon, love you too Ains.

The doctor was still in her room. She was in stable condition. They pumped out her stomach.

"Hey baby, Are you okay?" Ainsley asked walking up to me hugging me and giving e a quick peck on the lips.

"Hi babe, I doing fine. I really missed you." I told her embracing her hug.

"Is she ok?" She asked.

"Yep, she is in stable condition now. She swallowed a whole bottle of pills though so that takes a toll on the stomach." I said.

"Well at least she's stable. Can we see her?" She asked.

"No, not til the doctor comes out." I replied pointing to the door.

In the other corner of the room Ashley's parents and her little brother Landon were sitting. They had red bags under their eyes as they were crying.

"I am so sorry I feel as if this is my fault." I told Mrs. Glover

"Oh sweetie, It is not your fault. This was a choice for Ash to make she just made the wrong one. If I'd known she was thinking of suicide I would have talked her out of it or have gotten some help. But no do not think it's your fault, because it's not." Mrs. Glover said to back gently patting my arm.

I didn't know exactly what to say so I just said. "Thank you ma'am but I feel really bad still."

"Of course you do son, we all do." Mrs. Glover replied.

After I finished talking to the Glover's I went back and talked with Ains. Until the doctor came out and said we could see her. We walked into the hospital room.

"Hey Ash, how are you feeling?" I asked.

"I feel like complete shit, suicide isn't the way to go. What was I thinking?" She said

"Ash I feel so bad for treating you like shit, I hope you forgive Keat and I." Ains told her. I wrapped my arm around her waist.

"I forgive you. But I hope you guys can forgive me too. I understand now that it's your choice on who you want to be with. I am happy for you guys. Really I am." Ash told us.

"Of course Ash we forgive you. Just please don't come onto me again or try to break us up." I said laughing a little.

"Thank you. Do you think we could be friends?" She asked Ainsley.

"Yes I'm sure that could be arranged." Ains said with a chuckle.

After making sure Ash was OK, we left it wasn't too late so Ains and I grabbed something to eat and kinda had a 'mini' date.

"Ains, If you ever think of doing suicide please call me so I can talk you out of it." I told her.

"Keat, I already know suicide isn't the answer. I would never even dream of it." she replied kissing my cheek. I pulled her into a deeper kiss on the lips. After a while of making out we decided to call it a night. I drove her home and gave her a goodnight kiss. 

A/N: I've decided to stick to mostly Ainsley POV from here on out, though there will be an  occasional Keaton POV but there wont be any POV's from any more characters than Keaton and Ainsley. 

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