(Jonah)
Did I actually tell her that? My heart pounded, what will she say? I can't help the way I feel, I smiled then my phone went off.

Harmony:wow Jonah, I don't know what to see except. I feel the same way, I love you! I can't help the way I feel either, I would rather not live without you being in my life.

Jonah:really?

Harmony:of course I do!

I thought about what to say before I text back if I did date her. Would this mess up our friendship? I can't help but smile.

Jonah:I don't think we could be a thing yet...

Harmony:why?

Jonah:I don't want to mess up what we have already

Harmony:oh

(Harmony)

I wanted to cry, I just admitted my feelings for him and said we couldn't be together just yet. Tears formed my eyes quickly, my heart started to pound. He didn't text back for the longest, it's not fair! I want to be with him. I tried to fall asleep again, but I couldn't, I kept thinking about him. My heart started to pound *ding*

Jonah:I want you! If we can't be together now, let's be friends with benefits!

Me:friends with benefits?

Jonah:It's when two close friends love each other but can't be together, so they do things together and don't tell anyone. It's like being together, but you can do sexual things together....

Me:sexual?

Jonah:do you want me to be your first? Because I want to be you're first everything.

Me: yes of course I want you to be my first, but I'm not sure in this way....

Jonah:it'll be just like being together, but after a while we will be able to date.

Me:promise?

Jonah:yes!

Me:Okay I'll do it!

Jonah:Okay, you can't ever tell anyone...not even ally and Eliza! Promise me.

Me:I promise

Jonah:I'll come over

I wasn't exactly sure on what to do, but I'm sure he would be able to show me. My heart pounded fast, should I put on sweatpants, I mean he's seen me in spandex and sports bra. I waited patiently for him, a few minutes later I heard a knock on my bedroom window. I walk over to my bedroom window and let him in. Before I knew it he was already kissing me softly, he picks me up, and I wrap my legs around his waist as we kiss. He carries me to the bed and laid me down, he hovers over me. He takes his shirt off revealing his fit body, I rub my hand across his abs. He starts to kiss me again, he travels to my neck, and to my stomach. He slides down my spandex slowly, he starts to smile slightly. I take it upon myself to unbutton his pants, he starts to smile then kisses my lips.

————————2 hours later—————————

We laid in my bed, he stares at me as he twirls my hair in his hand. He smiles at me then kisses my lips once more, he pulls me closer to him and cuddles me in his arms. "Babe?" I look at him, I think my heart skipped a beat. "Yes" He smiles at me then kisses my forehead "I love you" I start to blush happily, "I love you too" he smiles then rubs my cheeks. The next day, I wake up hoping to see me beside me, but he was gone. I got up and put clothes on then looked outside to see his truck gone, my heartfelt hurt, but this is what friends with benefits is right? I got ready for the day then walked downstairs "hey mom" she turns around smiling, "hey harm, sorry I can't stay for long, but I made you some breakfast" she smiles then kisses my head "bye love you" she yells as she walks out of the door. I start to eat on my food then my phone starts to ding.

Jonah:damn, you were remarkable
Jonah:sexy as hell too
Jonah:damn I love you!
Jonah:I want you!
Jonah:come over please

Me:I'm eating food, right now!

Jonah:please babe?

Me: Okay

I start to get ready, I grab my black crop top, my black skinny jeans, and my black converses.
I start to walk downstairs "where you going?" Jackson looks at me and raises his eyebrow. "Jonah's why?" He looked at me confused, "dressed like that?" I roll my eyes. I walk past him and out the door, I start to drive to his house. I thought about him the whole way there, I pull into his driveway.

Me:I'm here

Jonah:come in, Drayden is here though

Me:k

I get out and walk inside "hey, there she is!" Jonah walks over to me and smiles. "Hey Harmony" Drayden smiles, "we'll be right back" Jonah looks at me then grabs my hand and pulls me upstairs to his room. "I missed you" I smile then he kisses my lips, "your so beautiful" he slides his hand up my shirt and rubs my back. "Hey Jonah, hurry doing what your doing your missing the game!" Drayden yells for us to come downstairs, "we can finish this later, is that okay?" I smile then nod. We walk downstairs and sit on his couch, he slides his hand on my thigh and smiles at me. Jonah smiles at me then back to the TV "hell yes! Touchdown auburn" Drayden rolls his eyes playfully, "We all know Alabama is better though!" They both stand up and start yelling at each other, eventually Drayden leave, and it's just me and Jonah. "So whatcha want to do?" He smiles at me then kisses my cheek. "Wanna watch a movie?" I nod then he puts in the movie jigsaw, halfway into the movie my head is covered, and I'm shaking "haha, did you see that." He laughs as hard as he can then he looks at me "look you don't have to be scared when you're with me because I won't let anything happen to you, I promise" he smiles then kisses my cheek. I find myself dozing off to sleep on his chest as he rubs my head.
"I love you so much harmony faith"