I was walking to school intill I saw this new girl she had a Hawaii dress and it was green and we the a project and I talk to her she said she was from Texas and I said "im from here United States"and I saw my old friend and my other friend and my other friend and we get to know the new girl more and we became friends we both have something in common.and I went to a kinda like a sleepover..then I was happy.and I was sad...depressed....I never felt depressed before..but when my grandpa died I felt no joy....and I tried to stay happy but I can't..I broke down...my grandma died and I never get to meet her ...and my grandma died from a heart attack...every single day every person died...and I'm depressed......and I tried to keep it cool but I can't!i missed them and I love my family I will die for my family..and my two best friends the new girl and my old friend we all be close and it just feel like we are sisters...I never had a sibling...no brothers or sisters....and I can't get over it...I will die for the ones that I loved...and I break a friend ship...I don't care if they say go away I don't care if they don't like me ...I don't care if they if they do t wanna be friends with me or there mad at me..all I care is about there safe ...and if they die....I die to ...and I'm sorry family..but there in the family to and I don't care.idc if I'm soulless IDC ABOUT ANYTHING!i care If your safe or not...and if your reading this...then..don't stop believing....and I care about all of you guys!and if you don't believe that then....idk what I can do but just remember.......your my best friend-denise45678901 @puppet-_-chan