{ hi folks. this chapter includes a sex scene. so, i am warning y'all before you throw hate on me bc i didn't warn you hxjwjzna. anyways, enjoyyy. ps. it isnt that bad and nasty. just read. lol. thanks. }

I kiss him back and pull him closer to my chest. I wrap my arms around his neck and my heart never beated this fast.

I wrap my legs around his torso and run with my fingers freely through his hair. I feel his tongue entering my mouth and I can barely breathe.

How can a kiss be this powerful?!

He slowly caresses my cheeks with his thumb. I don't care I'm in the water and everyone sees me. All I care about is Shawn and me, us. He pulls me even closer to his chest to a point we can't be closer to each other.

I kiss his lips one last time before I stop the kiss. I look at him and he looks at me. He doesn't say a word he only stares into my eyes. My fingers still run through his hair and I can see he enjoys it. "That was.." he says and wraps his arms around my booty. "Something else" I say quietly and he nods. "That was something else" he quietly repeats.

My heart still goes 7282 times faster than it should beat.

Is this how being in love feels like?

"Maybe we should leave the water and head back to our hotel room" he says. I nod and he lets go of me. I swim behind him. We grab our towel and head back to our room.

It is quiet, I don't like this. I want to talk to him, but I can't. I feel so strange, this kiss, it changed me.

When we arrive at our room Shawn closes the door and locks it. I take a seat on the bed and bite on my lower lip, I know he is looking at me. "Don't do that" he says quietly and runs his fingers through his hair. "Why?" I say and throw my clothes on the floor. "It is too hot here, sorry" I say and shrug.

It leaves me only in my bikini. "You're such a tease" he says and heads to my direction. "What are you going to do about it?" I look down at the ground.

He pushes me into the mattress. "You're driving me crazy, Lisa" he whispers in my ear. "What about you drive me crazy?!" I say quietly. "We make each other crazy" he says and his lips are only 2 centimeters away from mine.

"So, you're not going to kiss me?" I say while my heart beats way too fast. "Do you want me to kiss you?" I look into his eyes and give him a little smirk. "Fill in yourself" I say. He laughs and rolls his eyes.

Before I know I feel his lips roughly on mine. I wrap my arms around his neck and put my nails in his back for more grip. Not hard though, gentle.

We turn over so I am on top. I sit on his torso and look at him. I take his shirt off and look at his face. "Is this what you want?" I ask insecure. "I want you, Lisa. Every inch of you" he says and puts his hands around my waist.

"Are you sure?" I ask. "I have never been this sure" he smiles. "What if I am not good enough for you?" "You are. Trust me. I don't expect anything from you. Trust me and I trust you." I nod and give him a kiss.

The kiss becomes a full make out session and before I know my bikini top lays on the floor. I look at Shawn and he smiles. "You're so beautiful, fuck" he says and turns us over.

I lay underneath him and he gives kisses in my neck all the way down to my belly, he stops. "Can I take this off?" he asks. I nod and he takes my bikini bottom off. I have never felt this vulnerable in my entire life.

"Are you ready?" he asks. I nod and before I know I feel two fingers inside me. "Ah" I say and look at Shawn. "Did I hurt you?!" he asks immediately. "No, keep going" I say and so he does.

"Stop" I say eventually. "Why?!" he says. "I don't want to cum this early" I say quietly. He kisses my forehead and gets his fingers out of me.

I stand up and so does Shawn. I take his swimming pants off. "Wow" I say and look down. "I don't want you to do anything to me, I want to feel you" he says and smirks. I smile and kiss him on his lips.

"Are you sure?" I ask again. "Lisa, I want to do this with you, only you. I always have had a huge crush on you, I can't wait to explore more adventures with you" he says and caresses my upper arm. I smile and he lifts me up.

He gentley pushes me into the mattrass and spreads my legs. I give him one last look before I feel him inside me. "Are you okay?" he asks. I nod and he continues..

Out of breath we lay next to each other. My head lays on his chest and Shawn runs his fingers through my hair. "That was amazing" he smiles. I nod and look at him. "I never thought we would do this" I say. He interlocks our fingers. "Me neither, but I'm glad it happened" he smiles. "Me too."

I look him in the eyes. "How are you feeling?" I ask. He looks back at me. "I'm feeling grate. You?" "Amazing" I smile. He keeps looking into my eyes, it makes me a little uncomfortable. "Is something wrong?" I ask. He shakes his head and smiles. "No, just looking at your eyes. They are so beautiful" he smiles. I shake my head and want to stand up.

He grabs my wrist and pulls me back on his chest. "That we had sex doesn't mean you can walk away that easily" he winks. "I was going to take a shower and I wanted to ask you with me. But okay, if you don't want shower sex" I shrug and smile.

I stand up again and look back at Shawn. "Wait for me!" he says and runs after me. "I thought so" I laugh. I turn the shower on and wait for the water to get warm. I step into the shower and Shawn directly follows me.

"Last time we stood in here together something terrible happened" he says. I nod and look at him. "I don't want to think about that right now" I say. "I understand" he says. I wrap my arms around his torso and feel the hot rays on my skin. "I am so lucky to have you" he says quietly. I look up at him, what does he mean with that?

"Lucky to have me?" I ask. He nods. "I want to ask you something" he smiles..