We stand in the shower for half an hour, my mind is going crazy. If Shawn wasn't there at that moment, this situation had a different ending.

"It's time to get out" he says quietly while he holds me. I nod and walk out of the shower. Shawn gives me a towel and wraps it around me. "Are you okay?" he asks. I softly nod and give him a little smile.

"I'll get your clothes, we stay in the hotelroom for the rest of the night" he says and walks away. I look into the mirror and see how red my eyes are from crying.

"Here" he says and gives me my clothes. "Thank you" I say. He nods and walks away. I put my clothes on and see he gave me sweatpants and a comfy shirt, he knows what I like to wear.

I decide to leave my face for what it is and walk back to the bedroom. "So what do you want to do?" he asks. I shrug. "I'm tired, but if I close my eyes I only see him" I say quietly.

He heads to my direction and caresses my arm. "You can sleep in my bed if you want?" he asks. "Are you sure?" He nods. "Of course, otherwise I wouldn't ask." I give him a little smile and follow him to his bed.

"Thank you" I say quietly and lay down. "Everything for you." I close my eyes and feel Shawn's arms around my middle, I don't fight him on this at this moment, this is what I need.

"Get some sleep, okay?" he says. I nod. When I almost fall a sleep I hear Shawn saying one last thing. "Good night, Lisa." I'm too tired to respond and before I know I'm sleeping.

Couple of hours later I wake up and slowly open my eyes. I look right next to me but see Shawn is already gone. I grab my phone but there are no important messages.

I want to leave the bed but at that moment Shawn walks into the room. "I thought room service would be nice" he says while he comes in with plenty of food. I smile and shake my head. "You're the best" I say. "I know" he winks.

He heads back to his bed and lays the food on the bed. "Did you sleep okay?" he asks. I shrug. "Yes, I didn't wake up, that's a good thing" I say. He nods. "Do you want to talk about it?" he asks quietly. I shake my head and look at him. "Maybe one day, but not now."

We eat our food and I turn the television on. "What are we going to do today?" I ask. "Whatever you want" he smiles. Shawn heads to the bathroom and puts his clothes on. He wears a white t-shirt with black ripped jeans and underneath his jeans white Nike shoes, damn, he looks good as hell. He did put a little bit of gel in his hair, just enough to get it in shape.

I can't help myself but keep staring at him. "Hey, are you okay?" he asks in the sweetest way as possible. "Eh, yea, I'am ehh, I'm fine" I say quickly, stand up and walk away.

I grab a red dress from my suitcase and walk back to the bathroom. Underneath my red dress I wear my light pink bikini that I bought a couple of days ago. I bring on what mascara and a little bit of foundation. I look at myself in the mirror. "Smile, Lisa, smile" I say to myself and let out a deep breath.

I grab my white sneakers and put them on. "Let's go to the beach?" I ask. "Wonderful idea" he says. "Wait one moment, I have to change my outfit then" he says and sprints back to the bathroom.

I quickly check my socialmedia but nothing important is going on. "Ready" he says. Holy fuck, he doesn't wear a shirt right now and wears a white swimming short. "Y-yeah, ready" I mumble. He shakes his head and laughs. "C'mon."

We head to the beach and there aren't many people, gladly, because I'm not the type who really likes people. I don't like to be social to people I don't know, I just don't like being social at all.

"How about here?" Shawn asks. I nod and lay my stuff on the ground. We lay close to the water so we have to take 2 steps and we are in the water. I lay my towel on the ground and Shawn does the same.

It's about 37 degrees out here and it's slowly killing me. "How about to take a dive in the water?" Shawn asks and looks at me while standing up. "Great idea, had the feeling you would never ask" I smile and get rid of my red dress.

Shawn looks at me from head-to-toe. "W-well, let's go" he mumbles and grabs my hand. We walk together to the water,  the water is not cold but also not hot, you know, it's a mix between warm and cold.

"No way that I'm going to take a swim, it's a little bit too cold for me" I say. I want to walk away but Shawn pulls me back to him and looks into my eyes. "I want to tell you something" he says pretty seriously. "What?" The way he said that gives me anxiety.

"It's just that I, ehh" he says. "You what?" I look at him weirdly. He comes closer and my heartbeat goes way too fast, what is this guy doing to me?!

He comes closer to my ear and puts his hands around my waist. "Nothing" he says quietly and lifts me up. "Shawn!" I scream while he walks with me into the water. "Don't do this! Shawn!" I scream louder.

Before I know he throws me into the water. "Oh my God, you are so dead!" I say and swim to his direction. "What are you going to do about this, Lisa?" he winks.

I stand up and look at him. "That's something I have to plan." "Whoa, I'm scared" he smiles and throws his hands up in the air. I roll my eyes and I have been in the water for a couple of minutes, but it isn't that bad at all.

I look next to me and see Shawn. "Hey" he says quietly. "Hey" I say. He puts his arms carefully around my waist and I lay my hands in his neck. I look into his eyes and my breathing is so fast and heavy.

We don't say a word to each other, we only look into each others eyes.

"This is something I should have done a long time ago" he says and before I know I feel his lips on mine..