He kisses me but I don't stop him, I don't know what's wrong with me. "Hey Lisa can you c-" Lucas says. I look at him and he saw us definitely kissing. "Forget it" he says and walks away. "No Lucas wait!" I say.

"Thank you a lot" I say and look at Jermy. "My pleasure" he winks. I roll my eyes and walk back to Lucas. "Lucas, he kissed me!" "And you didn't stop him!" he says and walks away. "Wait!" I scream and run after him. "Give me some time Lisa, I don't want to see you, at least not now" he says. "Where are you going to?" "Home." "Alone, by foot?!" "Yes, by foot, bye Lisa!" he says loudly and walks away.

I sigh and run my fingers through my hair. I take a seat on the sand, everyone else is still sitting with the group. "Is this spot taken?" I hear a familiar voice. I look up and see Shawn. "No."

He takes a seat right next to me. "Why are you ignoring me? I mean, we don't even talk anymore" I say. He keeps looking at the ocean. "I guess we both have our own lifes now. You have Lucas, I have Veronica." "Lucas and I are done" I say quietly. "What?! What are you talking about?" he asks amazed.

"A couple minutes ago Jermy kissed me." "Jermy? From the beach?" he asks. I nod and look at him. "I ruined everything." "Things will be fine, I promise" he smiles and lays his hand on mine. I feel a familiar feeling in my body, butterflies. "Y-yes I hope so" I falter a bit.

"How are things going with Veronica?" I ask to change the subject. "Things are going well, Lisa, you seriously have to get to know her, she is amazing" he says. I sigh and look at the ocean. "I don't trust her" I say eventually. "You trust me and I don't let people in my life who are bad." "Shawn, when she came at my front door you said you didn't date sluts and now? Now you're dating one" and I stand up.

"Lisa, talk to her, please." "I will think about it" I want to walk away but he graps my wrist. "Please." I pull my arm away and decide to go home, I'm not in the mood with staying by those people.

The walk is around 30 minutes and in those minutes I had a lot of time to think about stuff. Firstly, I need to find Lucas and tell him how much I'm sorry. Secondly, he has to forgive me, it wasn't my fault.

I walk to Lucas' house and knock on his door. "Lisa?" his mother says. "Hey, long time ago" I smile. "You can say that, you've changed! Do you want to come inside?" she asks. I nod and follow her to the kitchen. "Cup of tea or coffee?" "Tea please." She nods. "Is Lucas home?" "Yes, why?" "I need to talk to him."

She takes a seat right in front of me. "He already told me what happened" she says quietly. "I hate myself." "No no no, look, I know this sucks, but you know it wasn't your fault and deep down Lucas knows it too." "Can I talk to him?" "Of course" she smiles.

I head to his room and knock on his door. "Go away mom" he says. "It's me, Lisa" I say quietly. "Oh you should definitely go away!" he says loudly. "Luc just listen to-." "No, you cheated on me, right in front of me." "He kissed me!" I say loudly. He opens his door and I see his bloody red eyes.

"I'm a mess Lisa, all because of you!" "Lucas I love you! Jermey kissed me! None of this is my fault!" I take a step closer to him. "If I didn't love you, why should I do this?" I give him a kiss on his lips.

"If I didn't love you, why should I come back? Why should I be begging you to forgive me. I love you Lucas, more than you know" I say with tears in my eyes. "Do you forgive me?" I ask quietly. He looks down at the ground. I lift his head up with my finger. "Do you?" I ask again. He looks at me and a tear escapes from the corner of his eye. "Yes, I do" he says eventually.

I give him a smile and a kiss. "I love you, I swear, I truly do." "Love you too" he gives me a weak smile. "Is everything going well there?!" his mom asks. "Yes, everything is okay mom!" he says.

He gives me a smile and walks closer to my direction. "I need to make my homework, I'll see you later" he says and gives me a kiss. "Okay, bye!" I say and grab my bag. "Bye" he says.

I head downstairs and I'm completely lost in my mind. I don't think he truly forgave me, something is bothering him, but I'm truly sorry. "Are you leaving?" his mother asks. "Yes, have some things to do." "Okay, I'll see you later, bye Lisa!" she gives me a hug. "Bye" I smile and leave the house. I have never been this happy to leave a house..

I head back home and open my front door. "I'm home!" I say. "Welcome back" my mother says. "How was your day?" "It was okay." "What happened?" "I don't want to talk about it" I say and head to the kitchen.

"Lisa, you can tell me anything" she says. "I know, but I'm not in the mood." "Has something happened between Lucas and you?" "Maybe" I say quietly. "What has he done?" "Mom I said I don't want to talk about it" and I head to my room.

"There's something you need to know!" she screams. "What?!" I scream back. "You'll see." I roll my eyes and enter my room.

"What are you doing here?!" I ask surprisingly..