He walks to my direction and stands behind me, he lays his hands on my waist and his head on my shoulder. "You're so beautiful" he whispers in my ear. Why is me heart beating so fast? He told me this so many times.

"Eeh t-thank you" I swallow. He let's go of my waist and his finger tips are caressing my upper arm, it gives me goosebumps. I turn around and look into his eyes and he looks straight into my eyes. "Blue like the ocean" he says. I quickly nod and look down at the ground. He lifts my chin up with his finger.

He bents to my lips but then something falls. I walk to the place where it felt. "Fuck" I say. "What's wrong?" he says. "This" and I show him what felt. "It's just a stupid vase." I roll my eyes and run through my hair. "It's not a stupid vase idiot!" I scream. "Wow Lisa I'm sorry, I didn't know you became mad" he puts his hands in the air. "It's my grandma her vase, but how did it fall?" "I'm not a wizard babe."

I walk back to my room and stand in front of the mirror. This time Shawn doesn't enter my room, gladly.

I put on my bikini and walk back to the living room. Exactly at that moment Shawn takes his shirt off and I stand at the door. "Wow" I say quietly in myself. Apparently he heard it because he turns around. "L-lisa" he swallows. I can't help myself but I look at his abs.

"Shall we go?" I ask. He nods and grabs his towel. We are walking to the lake and then I fell. "Auch!" I scream. "Lisa!" As fast as he can he comes to my direction. "Are you okay?" he asks worried. "Yes, only a scrape on my knee" and I show him the spot.

He bents on his knees and gives a kiss on my knee. "Now it will be better in one minute" he smiles. I roll my eyes and give him a friendly push against his shoulder.

We arrive at the lake and the sun is shining bright. "Lisa come I want to show you something!" "What?" "Just come." I walk to Shawn and he is standing at the edge of the lake. "Here look" he points to the lake. "I don't see-." Bam, I fell in the water.

"Shawn!" I scream. "Sorry I had to do this" he screams back. I roll my eyes and close my eyes. Like I said, the lake isn't that deep so you can stand.

I feel two hands on my waist. "Hey" he says in my ear with a low voice. "H-hey S-shawn" I swallow. I'm frozen, I have seriously no idea what to do and why is he acting so strange lately, he was never like this before.

I close my eyes again and his chin lays on my shoulder. We both don't say a word. His hands are holding me thighter than before. "W-we should t-take a swim" I falter. He nods and gives a kiss in my neck. "Okay babe" he whispers. He let's go of me and I take a deep breath. Okay this was so strange.

"Catch!" I say. I throw a beach ball to Shawn but he doesn't see it so it hits his head. "Auw Lisa!" I can't help it but I have to laugh.

I swim to the place where Shawn is and lay my hand on the spot where the ball hit him. "Does it hurt?" I look into his brown eyes. Fuck, they are so gorgeous. "A little" he replies. "Come." I grab his hand and he holds it thigher, I turn around and give him a smile and walk further.

We are back in the caben. "Please lay on the couch I will get you some water and a paracetamol" I give him a kiss on his cheek and he walks to the couch.

I head to the kitchen and grab the things I need and walk back to the living room. Shawn has his eyes closed. I look at him. His perfect scar on his right cheeck, curly brown hair, his lips and his perfect nose. I smile and caress with my thumb his scar, it makes him smile. "Do you want to lay here with me?" he asks. I nod and he opens his arms.

I lay my head on his chest and he closes his arms. He is holding me thightly. "I love you Lisa" he mumbles. I didn't hear it that good so I just leave it there.

Damn, the girl who is going to be his girlfriend is the luckiest girl in the whole universe.

He gives me a kiss on my forhead and closes his eyes. We are both falling a sleep.

3 hours later I'm awake and Shawn has still his eyes closed. I give him a kiss on his cheeck and head to the kitchen because my phone is there.

I missed a lot of messages and one of them is from Brandon. "Are we still going to have that date?" I get a little smile on my face. Maybe I should give him a chance. "Sure! How about saturday?" I send. A couple minutes later I get a message back. "Okay, I will pick you up at 7 pm then, bye!" I read the message and lay my phone away.

The funeral is in two days and I'm so not ready for this. Shawn is coming too, gladly. I wouldn't survive it without him.

I head back to the living room and see Shawn sitting in the couch. "Hey" he says quietly. "Hey" I smile. "How are you feeling?" He shrugs. "Better, thanks."

I take a seat right next to him and he gives me a hug. "Why the hug?" I ask. "I just needed that" he whispers. "The funeral is in two days, are you ready?" he asks carefully. "Seeing your own sister being buried, yes sure, I'm totally ready" I say sarcasticly. "Funny Lisa, funny." I give him a smile. "Always."

"We need to do the grocery" I say. "Well, let's go then!" He grabs my hand and we are walking to his Jeep.

"Give me a sign take my hand, we will be fine!" I scream. "Promise I won't let you down!" he screams back. Yes, Treat You Better is on the radio. Shawn lays his hand on my tigh, it gives me goosebumps.

"Oh, I have a date saterday!" I say. He raises his eyebrow. "What? With who?" "Brandon." "O-oh" he says a little bit dissapointed. "Are you jealous?" I give him a friendly push. "Maybe" he mumbles. "Oh my god! Shawn Mendes is jealous! Well darling I promise you one thing, no one is coming between us, our friendship is worth gold." He smiles and gives a little pinch in my tigh.

"Fine to hear that" are his last words. Why is he so dissapointed? I thought he would be happy..