"Shhh. Calm down now okay? I'm here."

Jin said calmly as I try to calm my nerves down.

"What are you doing here Jinnie?"

I asked, confused on why he is here. I don't remember that I have my check-up schedule today.

"My, my~. So you really forgot huh?" Dr. Kim said chuckling.

I raised my one brow at him.

"You suppose to have your monthly check-up the day after tomorrow right?"

I nodded.

"Yep! And I'm honestly very aware of it. So, I don't understand why are you here? It is very unusual of you to visit me here Dr. Kim"

"I will be gone for the next few days starting tomorrow. So that basically mean that we need to re-schedule it. I'm sorry if I didn't inform you earlier and for going in without your consent." He resoned out as he offered me a kind smile. I smile back and rubbed my belly.

"Ohh. So that's why. And how did you got inside? I thought I already locked the door before taking a nap."

I said as he pulled out all the tools he needed.

"No you didn't, it was left unlocked so becareful next time okay? You can't afford bring reckless since you're pregnant."

"Arasso Appa." I said like a little girl being scolded by her dad because I forgot to do my homework.

"Yah, hajima! Anyway, let's start now okay?"

"Okay."

"Lift your shirt Y/n-ssi."

I lift my shirt and he frowned.

I look up at him confused and look at the spot he was looking at as a gasp of registration on what happening hit me hard on the stomach that made me forgot to breathe for a minute.

'Oh shit! I didn't cover-up my bruises and scars. Shit! Shit!'

"What happened to your side? And what the heck is those bruises on your face and body?" He asked.

"Y/N? Tell me, who did these to you?"

He asked as venom can be clearly feel at his voice.

I clearly know that tone as I instincly put my hand on my head and the other to my tummy to at least prevent any assualt.

I shivered and started to shake.

'No, get a gripped of yourself Y/N! Hoseok is not here! No one will hurt you and your baby! It is Seokjin not Hoseok! He will not gonna hurt you!'

'It's Seokjin! Not Hoseok!'

'It's Seokjin! Not Hoseok!'

'It's Seokjin! Not Hoseok!'

My mind scream as I let my nerves calm down. I opened my eyes and look at Jinnie, tears pooling down.

"Y/N, look. I'm sorry if said something wrong, but..Did Ho--"

I cut his off. (An: not literally Hahahaha. K bye~)

"N-no, no! Ho-hobi didn't do anything! He.. H-he can't d-do such things! No! He can." I whispered the last part.

I know he already know but I just can't.. let him hurt my husband. I know it's so idiotic but I just love him so much.

I wiped my tears and sniffed as I tried to smile.

I know Jin want to ask about it but instantly closed his mouth and silently continue his work.

I sigh as I stare into space.

I don't know how many times I already sighed this day.

I suddenly remember what hobi did the last time he came home.

I was.. speechless and really.. Terrified.

I was drying my hair as I just finished bathing as I heard the door banged loudly.

A series of heavy footstep has followed that made me freeze to the core. I didn't even notice that I already dropped the towel I was holding a while ago.
"Y/N?!" Hoseok shouted.

I knew that I need to respond quickly to avoid any harsh punishment but my mouth and my body just can't move and respond.

Hoseok called out again with angered that made me snapped back into reality.

I forced to move my body as I walk downstair quickly nearly tripping and sliding down the stair head-first.

My heart thumped loudly as I steady my body and gripped at the railing tightly, afraid something bad happen to my child.

Before Hoseok yelled again I quickly responded with a shaking voice.

I saw him sitting messily at the sofa, obviously drunked and angry like a mad-crazy bull, staring at me like he just saw a red curtain making him mad and ready to attacked.

I looked away and focused my gaze on the floor playing the hem of my shirt.

I can't even looked at him in the eyes. It made me scared knowing that the love I loved the most has already disappear in that beautiful eyes of him.

It was already replaced by an eye of a monster. Harsh, merciless, cold, and pure hatred.

What happened Hobi?

Why can't you trust me?

Where is the Hoseok I loved?

Where did he goes?

"You fucking ungrateful sl*ut! I was fucking calling you and your not answering! What are you doing,huh? Fucking with that so called doctor whom you've been fucking with behind my back and got you pregnant,huh?!"

Shocked was an understatement.

How.. Oh God?!

I couldn't reply at the moment that made him even more agigated.

"And now you can't answer beacause it's true?! Fucking shit, Y/N!" he cursed and strangled me.

I choked as he pushed me hardly on the sofa.

I arched my back as it hurt at the impact. Tears started to built in my eyes but I braced myself not to cry again infront of him. 

Hoseok chuckled darkly and caged me in his arms making him on top of me.

"Now, now Dear Y/N-ssi."  he called softly making me looked up at him.

"Why don't you stripped and dance for me? That is what you do right? Bitch?" 

My eyes widen.

'No! I'm not the same person that I was back then.'

I want to scream at him as I started crying. Looking at him with horrified eyes.

"Ehh?! Don't give me that look as if you haven't done it before. Remember, that you worked at a club, dancing while stripping and eventually have sex with stranger just to earn money."

He smirked and lean down to whispered the things that terrified me the most.

"How disgustingly-nasty right?"

Whoops~ whoops! Hope you like it guys! So sorry if it was lame~ (T o T) Huhuhu sorry for the super late update and for those who I can't reply at their comments. I'm really sorry but I do want you all guys to know that everything you comment made me smile and even laugh at how awemazing and awemusing it is. It just really made my day.

Thanks for all the vomments and love you gave these book guys. I will try to update again before school start's again. Sad!

Love lots~ *mwuah*

And ps: The mv and their performance at the BBMA was so fuckin' lit! I cried the first time I heard and saw it without even understanding what are the lyrics but through the emotion and expression they show through their dance and song. It really bring me into a sobbing mess. And kyahhhh! Bangtan won! Congrats ARMY AND BOYS!