After he puts on a Condom, Eli hovers back over me and I feel his tip press against my entrance, I gulp.

"Elias be slow okay", I practically beg.

"I won't hurt you", He reassures me.

I inhale a deep breath exhaling a shaky breath.

I put a hand on his back as my other grasps the bedsheets.

Please don't hurt

It feels like minutes pass before I finally feel Eli push himself into me as a popping sound is heard.

He only goes halfway in before he stays still.

I squeeze my eyes shut from the pain and instantly my hand grips onto the bedsheets tightly.

A soft whimper escapes my lips, Suddenly I feel Eli shower my face in kisses in an attempt to distract me from the pain I was currently feeling.

After a few seconds I feel him push more of himself inside of me and the popping sound is heard again, so he stays still again, giving me time to adjust not only to the foreign feeling, but to his very large size as well.

Eli pulls all the way out of me before he pushes himself back inside of me again.

He starts making little thrusts and the pain starts to fade away with time.

What was once pain has now turned into pleasure.

"Does it still hurt?", Eli's husky voice asks.

I shake my head, "it doesn't hurt anymore"

I lean my head to the side as Eli attaches his lips to my neck.

My hand runs through the back of his hair as his thrusts begin to become in a fast pace, but they're still gentle enough to not hurt me.

I couldn't help, but smile noticing how careful and gentle Eli is being with me.

A soft moan pushes past my lips and I let my head fall back onto the pillow.

My hand let's go of the bedsheets and I place it flat on Eli's back.

I can feel his muscles flexing each time he thrusts.

Eli's kisses trail down my neck and up meeting my lips as we begin to French kiss.

Eli's pulls out of the kiss and buries his face in the crook of my neck as his thrusts become rough and faster.

He places both of his arms under my legs spreading them out more and I feel his large size more deep in me.

My tongue runs down his neck causing Eli to let out a soft moan.

"I love you and will always love you forever", I whisper into his ear running my fingers through his hair.

"Forever"

I kiss his jawline before a moan pushes it's way out when Eli hits a tingly soft spot in me.

My nails scratch down his back and I dig my heels into the dimples at the bottom of his back.

I realize the headboard of the bed is hitting against the wall hard.

"I love you too baby Forever", I hear Eli whisper.

"You promise babe?", I say my hand running down his back.

"I promise", he replies.

I start to feel an unfamiliar, but amazing feeling in the pit of my stomach.

I'm about to cum, but somehow I want it to have this moment with Eli a bit longer.

"I'm almost going to cum baby", Eli moans as his thrusts start to slow down.

"Me too"

I feel tightening in the pit of my stomach increase making my eyes start to roll back.

I let out a loud moan as I feel my walls tightening around Eli's length.

"Cum for me", Eli moans out.

And just like that I cum.

I become a moaning mess.

My legs drops onto the mattress from around his waist.

Eli wraps my legs back around his waist as he thrusts hard and fast inside of me.

"Oh fuck!", Eli grunts.

I feel his large size twitch inside of me and feel him cum.

Eli pushes his himself all the way in before he pulls out of me causing me to twitch from the loss of contact.

Eli leans down pecking my lips before he climbs off the bed walking over to the trash can.

I watch as he removes the used condom from around his length tossing it in the trash can.

Eli walks back over to the bed and climbs underneath the bedsheets.

"Are you okay?", Eli asks when he notices that I'm not moving.

I nod my head, "yeah just a bit exhausted", I say breathlessly.

Both of our chests were rising up and down at a uneven rate. We were both sweating as well.

Both of our cheeks were a little red.

"Are you hungry?", Eli suddenly asks turning towards me.

"A little", I reply .

"Let's go bring some food up yeah?"

"Okay", I sit up on the side of the bed my feet touching the carpet.

I notice my legs shaking every time I'd bring them in close together.

weird

Remembering what Lulu told me about her first time made me feel calm to this knowing it was completely normal.

"Was I too rough?", Eli interrupts my thoughts as he notices my legs shaking.

"No babe it's okay I'm good", I say bursting into laughter at Eli's face expression as I put over his t-shirt and shorts.

His concern was priceless

Everyone was asleep and guests from earlier have left hours ago.

We got our plates filled with left overs as we brought it upstairs.

Once we finished eating, we both laid in bed turning off the TV.

"Thank you for my gift baby", he whispers into my ear placing his arm over me hugging me tight from behind as we cuddle.

"Eli?", I whispered.

"Yeah?"

"Did you really mean you'll love me forever?"

"Yes.. I don't ever make promises I can't keep", he responds placing a kiss on my cheek.

I smile at his responds which made me feel 10x happier with choosing him to lose the most scared thing to me.

"My virginity"

"Forever"