In Case You Don't Live Forever Pt. 2

(This is for @HeartOfAPsychopath who wanted a part 2! I hope you enjoy! I tried my best <3 )

(Whenever it comes to the texting part, the 'unsent' one just means he didn't send it, in case there was any confusion)

x x x

Those words echoed through his mind almost every day now, they wouldn't leave him alone.

He had sounded so broken when he spoke... Dallon could remember it all very vividly.

(Le flash back)

"N-No. Go be happy, you d-don't need me you have her. I j-just had to get that off my c-chest. Dallon I love you with all my heart, even if you will never feel the same. I will never stop loving you, ever. I hope you have the best life with her," Brendon says, and Dallon notes the way his voice breaks.

He turns away from Dallon and walks to his car, tears still streaming down his cheeks, and Dallon can feel his heart shatter a bit.

Brendon loved him..

The boy he cared so much about loved him.. and yet he let him slip through his fingers.

(End of le flash back)

Dallon lets out a shaky breath.

He sits up and looks at his "wife" who was laying in bed beside him. He missed Brendon.

He wanted to hang out with the boy again like he always used to do. He wanted to make Brendon smile, make him laugh.

He would do anything to have his old friendship back with the cute boy.

They were so close..

Dallon hadn't even noticed Brendon felt that way, he was too caught up with her.

But when he thinks about it now, he realizes there were so many signs. Whenever they would hang out and Dallon would say he had to leave to go be with her, Brendon always had this look of sadness in his eyes but he always masked it with a smile and gentle nod.

Brendon had always looked at him with such love and admiration but he never thought anything of it, he once again was too focused on her.

A few tears roll down his cheeks, and he runs a hand through his hair. He silently gets up, and walks into the bathroom.

He closes the door and locks it, before he looks up at himself in the mirror. He looked a mess.

His wedding was only a few days ago, and he had postponed their honeymoon because he was so upset over Brendon, he told her that he just felt sick, and that they'd plan another trip on a later date. When she asked again, he simply said that he'd rather spend time at their new house.

Every night since the night of the wedding he had just cried. He missed Brendon so much, more than he actually wanted to admit.

He turns on the sink so that there's a gentle, and quiet flow of water coming from it. He splashes some on his face, trying to get rid of the redness on his cheeks, and the tear stains on them as well.

After he somewhat successfully does this, he turns the water off, and he takes a deep breath. He decides against going back to bed, he didn't even want to be in the same room as her.

He remembers how Brendon would speak about her in a sickly sweet way. He tried to be nice, for the sake of Dallon's happiness, but if you looked hard enough, you could see through his lies.

Dallon turns off the bathroom light, and he very quietly unlocks and opens the door, before he tip toes out into the hall way.

He walks to the living room and he sits down, turning on the tv, and making sure it was at a lower level in case she were to wake up. It was almost 5 am after all.

He puts on a movie, not even really focusing on which one it was, before he grabs his phone and looks through it. All the wedding posts were just sickening to him now.

He scrolls through a few of his friends posts before he finds something that brings tears to his eyes.

It's a recording of Brendon singing his song, the song he wrote for Dallon. The song that confessed all of his feelings. The song that made Dallon realize his huge mistake.

Dallon turns down the tv, honestly at this point it was just back ground noise.

He slowly and almost hesitantly plays the clip of Brendon, and he feels his heart shatter all over again. He can hear the emotion in Brendon's voice and it just makes him feel worse.

The poor boy was singing his heart out for Dallon, his heart broken emotion clearly shining through his angelic voice.

Dallon has to turn off the clip so he doesn't cry, though it wouldn't be any different. He'd cried almost every night when thinking about Brendon and the whole wedding idea.

His friends had constantly been texting him, and every single one of them told him to call Brendon.

He had said no almost every single time, but tonight he was considering it. He was a wreck, and he just needed to get his emotions out.

He didn't even care if it was 5 am, he didn't care if he answered, he just needed to text the young boy who he now realized had his whole heart.

Dallon shakily goes to his contacts, and he taps on Brendon's, his hands shaking as he does so.

                    x x x x x x x x x x x x
 
                              5:10 am
 
                         Brenny
_____________________________
                               

                           DallonJWeekes: Brendon I know you probably never want to talk to me again but I want you to know I'm sorry
                                                    [delivered]

                            DallonJWeekes: I know sorry will never cut it but I had to say it. Brendon I'm an absolute wreck without you, and I feel so dumb because I didn't see the signs you were giving me

                                                    [delivered]

                          DallonJWeekes: You hated her but you wanted me to be happy so you never said anything at all. I miss seeing you everyday, I miss your voice, your smile, the way your face lights up whenever you start talking about music. I just miss you
                                                    [delivered]

                          DallonJWeekes: You deserve everything in the world B, if you ever want to talk again I'm always here

                                                    [delivered]

                     DallonJWeekes: I love you

[unsent]

5:20 am

Brenny : I accept your apology, I could never be mad at you long Dall

Brenny And Yeah, you're right. I definitely hate her, but I just wanted you to be happy Dally. I'm still hurt about this whole thing, but I'm willing to try again with you

Brenny : Do you maybe wanna meet for coffee later? We can talk then if you'd like

                          DallonJWeekes: I would love that so much Bren. Thank you for even talking to me, I'll see you around.. say 11? At the coffee shop downtown?

Brenny : Sure! I'll see you there Dall 

                       x x x x x x x x x x x x

(Small time skip)

It was now almost 11, and Dallon was currently walking to the coffee shop. It wasn't far from his house, so he decided to just walk.

He almost had a skip to his step as he walked, this was the first time he had been happy in awhile.

He already had it all planned out.

If Brendon really accepted his apology, and if he actually wanted to try, Dallon would call it off with his 'wife', in other words eager a divorce, and he would try with Brendon.

He just hoped the raven would actually want to try. Dallon honestly didn't know what he'd do if the boy said no.

He would of course get over it, and understand Brendon's reasoning, but he would never feel complete. The boy now had his heart, and he was getting to choose what he wanted to do with it.

As he reaches the coffee shop, he suddenly becomes a bit nervous, but he immediately pushes it into the back of his mind. He knew as soon as he saw Brendon, everything would be okay.

After he orders his coffee, and Brendon's since he knew his favorite, he sits down at a small table close to the front so he could watch the door.

Every time the little bell above it would jingle, his head would snap up, and he'd look to see if the person entering was the one he was waiting for.

Almost every time he looked up he was disappointed, none of them were Brendon.

Had Brendon decided against coming and he just didn't bother to tell Dallon? Did he want to try and talk again?

Dallon's anxiousness has started to get to him, but the sound of the bell dinging again pulled him out of his trance.

When he looks up, a smile immediately makes its way into his face.

Brendon came walking in wearing a simple sweatshirt and black ripped jeans, yet Dallon thought he looked perfect.

Brendon looks around for a second and when his eyes land on Dallon, he smiles. It was the smile that Dallon had missed.

The younger quickly makes his way over, and he wouldn't admit it, but he smiled a bit more when he realized that Dallon wasn't wearing his wedding ring.

"Hey," Dallon breathes as Brendon sits down, his bright smile still on his face.

Brendon giggles and he's still smiling as well. "Hey Dall," He says, happiness laced in his voice.

He looks at the cups of coffee, and he realized that Dallon had already ordered for him. Brendon shyly pulls his cup over and he looks up at Dallon.

"You ordered for me?" He says, his voice soft and shy now.

Dallon nods, "Yeah, I remembered your favorite. I could never forget.. it's basically just a cup of sugar, with a tiny splash of coffee."

Brendon laughs, and Dallon smiles at this. He was making the boy smile, and that made him happy.

"It's not that bad! At least I don't drink it straight black like you do, now that's nasty," Brendon giggles out, and he sticks his tongue out as he gestures to Dallon's cup.

"Well, it's better than your cup of sweetness, honestly you could probably just ask for a cup of liquid sugar and you'd have your coffee."

"You drama queen, it's still not that bad Dall. How bout this, you can like your coffee, and I'll like mine?"

"Fine, deal."

They both laugh, and Dallon can see that there is a light blush on Brendon's cheeks. It was light, but enough to be noticeable.

This made him smile more if it was even possible. He was making the younger happy, he was making him blush.

This was the best feeling to him, knowing that he could make Brendon feel happiness even if he had just previously hurt him.

Brendon snaps his fingers, and that's when Dallon realizes he was staring.

"Dall? Why were you staring?" Brendon asked, confusion in his voice, but you could hear his curiosity as well.

"Why was I staring? You're just adorable, I can't help myself."

This makes Brendon blush way more, and Dallon smirks at this. The raven just covers his face with the sleeves of his sweatshirt, and he doesn't look up at Dallon even once.

Dallon carefully pulls Brendon's hands away from his face, and he pushes his cup over to him more.

"C'mon, I paid for the cup of sugar, I at least expect you drink it. I'd rather you not hide your face from me as well."

Brendon huffs, and he pouts a little, but it quickly fades away as he takes a drink of his coffee.

They just sit like that, making small talk back and forth for what seemed like hours. Dallon was the happiest he had ever been in a few days, and he could tell it was the same way for Brendon.

When they're done with their coffee, they stand up and the walk outside, Dallon ends up holding the door open for Brendon.

When they step out, Brendon turns to Dallon with a soft smile.

"I had fun, Dall." "Me too, Bren. So, uh.."

Dallon quietly trails off and Brendon steps a bit closer, worry and concern written on his features.

Dallon doesn't know what got into him, or where the confidence car from, but he suddenly leans forward and captures Brendon's lips with his own. He caresses Brendon's jaw gently as he does so.

Brendon lets out a soft squeak, but he kisses back, the initial shock having worn off.

When they pull away, they're both smiling like idiots. Brendon puts their foreheads together and they stand there, Brendon being content in Dallon's arms.

"Can we please try again?" Dallon rushes out, and he looks into Brendon's eyes.

Brendon just smiles and kisses him again.

"Of course we can try again. I was hoping you'd say that."

Dallon quickly hugs Brendon tightly, and Brendon laughs as he hugs back. Dallon couldn't stop smiling now.

He realizes it was a foolish mistake to let Brendon slip through his fingers the first time, and now he was going to do everything in his power to make sure it never happened again.

(Ayyy a happy ending! I hope you enjoyed! If you don't like it, I can totally change some things :)

-xXCollarFullXx)

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