(I'm super sorry for this idk what came over me)

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.
I hate the way you lied to me.
I hate the way you told me we were fine.
I hate the way you would come home late.
I hate the way you told me you loved me.
Why did you do that?
You knew you didn't love me but you decided to lie?
I trusted you with everything I had in me.

I gave you everything you ever wanted.
Was that not good enough for you?
I did everything for you.
EVERYTHING.
I used my money on you to get you whatever you wanted!
I gave you a place to stay when your parents kicked you out!
I took you out constantly.
I went wherever you wanted to go.
I always gave you my attention.
I helped you through your rough times when I was going through rough ones myself.

But it wasn't good enough was it?
Apparently not or you wouldn't have left me now would you?
Never once do I recall you asking to take me on a date.
You hardly gave me anything while I gave you everything.

Never once did you ask me how I felt.
Never once did you ask if I was okay.
Never once did you ask if I was hurting.

You had my heart but you wanted more.
Someone younger, a girl perhaps?
A pretty, young, girl that would also do anything for you?
What're you gonna do, break her heart like
you broke mine?

Or maybe she'll break you're heart  
and you'll feel the pain that I'm feeling now.
Just maybe that'll be the case.

I wanted to marry you.
I had the ring and everything.
So much for that.

I thought you loved me the way I loved you.
But you didn't.
You lied, you cheated, I could go on and on.
You've done so much and you don't even care.

Do my feelings not matter to you?
Don't know why I even ask when I know they don't matter to you.
They never mattered to you did they?

I really thought I was going to be with you forever.

You were my first kiss, like I was yours.
My first date to prom.
My first boyfriend.
But that doesn't matter does it now?

No, clearly all that matters is how you feel.

You're selfish.

You only want what's best for you, don't even try to deny it.

We promised to never hurt each other and now you've hurt me in a way that can't be healed.

To top it all off you're not even sorry.

I hope you have fun with her.
Maybe she'll be enough for you.
Maybe she'll be everything you ever wanted!
Perfect! Something I'm not!

God I hate you.
I hate you so much.
I hate you with everything I have in me.
With love I say go to hell, Brendon.

But lastly of all.. above all the things I've listed..
This is the one I hate the most...

I hate that I still love you.

                                       - Dallon Weekes

(I have no idea what came over me this thing is sad. I'm sorry XD I won't usually write sad stuff so don't worry! Hope you enjoyed! Even if it was sad
                                              -xXCollarFullXx)