ya'll i went to the pool the other day with chloe and i got sunburned what the fukc-

im too filipino to get sunburned what in the world

tO BE FAIR-

i put on one layer of sunscreen in some places for the six hours i was there and got a lil sunburned and molly put on about ten layers of sunscreen and got much more badly burned

then emily was there and she put on one layer but was only there for four hours and got more burned than me sO I STILL THINK I DID PRETTY GOOD

chloe and i were cuddling as we fell asleep and i was at the point of drifting between reality and sleep but i heard her talk and i know it was real aND I WAS INTERNALLY SCREAMING

me: *clinging to her arm and hugging her waist*

chloe: omg molly listen to her little snores shes so cute

my heart: wHAT THE FYCK DO I DIOAOIFH HHHH

heres lil clarification:

i slept over at chloe's house on friday night with chloe and our friend maddie n mollie which was the last day of school and we met up with mom and betcha the next day at the pool then maddie left, we split up and met at mother's house and camped out on the trampoline

then during the night chloe and i froze to death so we migrated inside and went back to sleep

my allergies are really eating me alive rn can someone help

i took a zyrtec and fell asleep and now im awake several hours later and i still feel like garbage

my nose is stuffed up like a thanksgiving turkey and i cant stop sneezing

i have a problem in that cis people regularly use they/them pronouns in day to day life without thinking about it but the second a non binary person asks someone to use genderless pronouns ciS PEOPLE LOSE THEIR SHIT

and im cis btw its still a problem

i also really love when white people critisize foreigners for their mispronounciations of english words bc i can just imagine what some hispanic person who's first language is spanish must think when some pasty guy who took one year of spanish in high school tries to talk to them

next day:

one time i saw this woman in her car listening to brittney spears and singing really loud with her window open into an imaginary mic like what a queen

an inspiration

next day:

heres some doodles i did

ignore the emo one buT AINT THAT GORL CUTE

i might make her a character bc shes so cute

next day:

someone literally calculated the line distribution of a bts song and turned it into percentages im scREAMING-

i stan hoseok's forehead dont even look at me

for the school talent show a kid named spencer auditioned as a joke and got in singing "you are so beautiful" and his performance wAS SO GOOD BECAUSE OF THE AUDIENCE

all his friends (and there were a lot of them, plus they were all loud popular boys) were crying and using the flashlights on their phones to wave back and forth and they swayed and cheered him on it was so beautiful i cant-

i just realized that i made my first artbook at the end of seventh grade but now its the end of eighth grade holy moly ya'll

did you know that pink lemons actually exist but they're not used to make pink lemonade

they have pink flesh and have green stripes on the outside

google it

i only know this bc i was watching a youtube video sponsored by blue apron and i wanted to try that recipe so i went onto the website and it called for pink lemon and i was pretty sh00k

i cant try it now bc it has chicken in it but ya know i can dream

ya know someone called me a picky eater for being vegetarian

liKE BOI I LOVE MEAT ITS FUCKING DELICIOUS I JUST FEEL GUILTY EATING IT BC IT WAS ONCE A LIVING BEING AND ALL THAT HIPPIE CRAP 

apparently the average typing speed is 36 words per minute how do you people live

mine is 89 words per minute wHEEZE

ive been tryna have a good sleep schedule this summer so i dont ruin my life like i did last year

bc last year i went two weeks straight without going outside and i slept all day and woke up at like 6 or 7 pm

wAIT NEVERMIND I JUST REALIZED-

since its summer and ive got nothing to lose i might as well try that experiment ive always wanted to do where i stay up as long as i can so i can attempt a 24 hour-long sleep

not this week tho because molly wants to hang out this week

OK SO APPARENTLY IF YOU PLAY PART OF BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS BACKWARDS ITS THE BEGINNING OF SPRING DAY AND I WANNA DIE

BIGHIT PLEASE JUST LET ME SLEEP-

its like the amount of views on each mv is the total hours of sleep i miss from coming up with conspiracies

next day:

how did i unwittingly spend the entire day researching random crap and analyzing bts mvs frame by frame

on the bright side i now know some select fun things:

-absinthe: a highly alcoholic green drink that has been known to cause visual and auditory hallucinations

-the history of the rorschach test

-a quote from the catcher in the rye

-the book demian which i now need to read since it has been linked to the wings short films

-a german poem that reads: "I say unto you: one must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star. I say unto you: you still have chaos in yourselves. Alas, the time is coming when man will no longer give birth to a star. Alas, the time of the most despicable man is coming, he that is no longer able to despise himself" as one line from it is written in german in the bst mv

-how modern day koreans perform funerals

-historical korean funeral traditions

-historical symbolism of white lilies

-what "wnl" means in medical terms (spoiler alert: all it means is "within normal limits")

-various medical and psychological conditions such as eating disorders, compulsive lying, and liver malfunctions

next day:

hOW DID I FORGET JUNE WAS PRIDE MONTH WHY DIDNT I DRAW A PRIDE MONTH COVER JSHJSHS I GOTTA GET ON THAT HOL UP-

BOOM DONE