school starts tomorrow w h y

i tried painting my nails black again and i think it went better than last time until i raN OUT OF NAIL POLISH REMOVER

i was gonna deal with my messy nails until i accidentally set my hand on top of the bottle and got a ring of black nail polish on the side of my hand oh god

chloe took me to see jumanji and it was pretty gREat i mean i already saw it but this time chloe was there so immediate upgrade

next day:

i went to bed at midnight oh god help

so we have different classes now (kinda) like i have a new elective first period and have health instead of PE

my new elective is drama

so im an introverted shut-in crybaby so i mean idk if this was the right choice

in health we were supposed to write some new years resolutions and read some out and i said "stop having so many existential crises" and my teacher said "yeah the crisis thing i think its like an eigth grade girl thing like making a mountain out of a molehill"

like yeah bc contemplating the very meaning of human existence and our purpose is totally just an eigth grade girl thing im just being dramatic because yOu havent contemplated it yourself

oh my gOd its midnight and im still awake

lets play a game called "how fucking destroyed can emerson's sleep schedule get by the end of this week"

im really loudly singing congratulations at like midnight thirty i really hope my mom doesnt walk in like "the fuck are you doing"

me, crying over jazza's son at three in the morning knowing i have school: why do i do this to myself

my eyes feel like rubber chickens

i hate myself

next next? day bc i never made a new next day during the all-nighter:

so after my all nighter day i got home and went to bed at 3:30 in the afternoon and woke up at 10 pm and stayed up til 1 am

yeet

in drama today we had to do this thing called "dramatic death" and we would all look down at a piece of tape in the center of the stage then look up at a random person and if they were looking back at us we would have to diE DRAMATICALly then we were out ok??

so i was doing pretty good since im a master at avoiding eye contact but thEN

i looked at chloe right

aND WE MADE EYE CONTACT

BASICALLY

we collapsed on the ground afterwards

drama isnt so bad

heres some pin up practice wowza

as you can tell

i did not care much to do the background

(edit: tf im sorry if im like abusing your notifcations or something wattpad is bein a hoE idk whats happening but itll just delete stuff but then i can go back to my revisions and get them back and i???)