Jake and I may just be over, you guys..he just doesn't care anymore...He says he won't talk to me because there is nothing to talk about, he takes it as a joke when my friend told him eventually I will walk away. Then he gives me this huge grin and a longer-lasting hug when I'm going home like no shit just went down.

It's so stupid...then all my friends say I seem so much happier around my friend Josiah, who is graduating in 6 days. ((The first time Josiah and I met was we were singing All of Me together by John Legend.))

But I don't know. Jake is killing me but I'm breaking my heart sticking around.