You Make My Heart Smile

I in no way created the artwork above. I might be trying to become a digital artist myself, but I'm no where near the level needed to make the work above lol.

Some of you may know, others may not, but I am now in a relationship with @SleeplessDolos - The very person who made the lovely artwork of us, as our two personas, above!

If anyone checks out June's Art Book talking about us, you will all see how romantic it is. Nearly killed me via sweetness and fluffiness - not because I didn't like it, but mainly because of how the hell am I supposed to match up to that?! 

Not even a month in the relationship and I can tell you with a straight face she is the romantic one out of the two of us. Hell, she's liked me for a year and I didn't even know! I'm a very blind and oblivious person when it comes to things like romance. Typical that I can write romance, but I in no way can understand it in real life.

However, I'm a very blunt person. I like to be respectful of course, but I have little to no brain-to-mouth filter and grew up on, sometimes harsh, honesty. So, I'll leave the romance to June for right now and just tell everyone bluntly because I know I would screw up otherwise lol.

We both haven't started dating long, but both of us really want this to work between the two of us. It'll be hard work of course, no relationship you want to work out would be easy by any means, however I'm more than willing to put in the work needed and more to try and make sure the both of us last for a long time if not forever. She's a catch I don't want to let go, you know?

I'm not the smartest person. I'm blind when it comes to social norms and romantic things. I'm a huge airhead. I get confused easily. I tend to be awkward when it comes to social interaction with people I don't know very well. I'm not the strongest person. I'm not even the most prettiest or handsome, or whatever word you want to use, person out there. 

But despite all that, June still fell for me. How in the world that happened, I have no idea.

Having said that, how we got together is pretty hilarious. Told my best friend who is like a sister to me how it happened and she lost it, laughing up a storm. But I think I'll save that story lol. It's like my own little funny secret to keep.

I in no way want to keep my relationship with June a secret - it's why we both are coming out and telling everyone. Not just in our real lives but in our online lives as well. Mainly because it's a huge part of us and even how we met.

The first time I talked to June was when I messaged her to be able to use Shears, one of her OCs, in my stories. Do you all know how much I was freaking out and debating on even asking? Mainly because of nerves and me being social awkward lol. I loved her stories, still do, and her artwork. So when she messaged back I nearly lost my mind - especially when she agreed to me using Shears. I got started on that story so fast it surprised her lol. Undertale brought us together. Go figure lol.

In any case, both of us talked about it and we decided to let everyone know about us. I like to keep my life private usually, like what my real name is and stuff like that, but I don't want to keep what I have with June private either. Not something I should hide like I'm ashamed of.

June knows who I am and my name obviously, just saying that now before anyone freaks out. Do not want any misunderstandings lol.

Oh, does everyone want to know one of the first things I asked when I asked her if we should let our followers and everyone know about us?

"But, on a serious matter my dear, I have to know; Do we let our followers know? Lol, might get us some ship names lol. What would our ship name be?"

Word for word right there lol. I of course read the comments on June's page where she let everyone know about us and someone said something about fanart too?

If anyone, and I mean anyone, comes up with shipnames and fanart for the two of us - I'll be so proud. Flattered, totally. But so much pride on being apart of this community and having such great followers and friends. Not that it's saying much, as I'm already so proud about those facts already.

In any case, that's all I wanted everyone to know for right now. Thanks for taking the time to read all this! Here's hoping I don't mess this up, right? I know I'm a lucky person right now, to be with someone who makes my heart and lips smile, so I'm really hoping I don't mess this up lol.

Oh, on a side note, hopefully soon I'll be able to show my not-that-good-yet digital art with everyone. Just a heads up on stuff I'm working on and why writing is taking more longer than usual. Practice takes time of course. June's been helping me too by the way - she likes to hoard my artworks for some reason. Flattering, but super funny to me because I do the same with her's.

Anyway, thanks for listening to my rambles pretty much!

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