20 worried Messages
From Fans/Followers

10 Asking If i was Okay

And

9 Telling Me to talk to them
If i wanted to..

And about
10 people Who did Not believe My smile and my story
From the last Chapter...

Well...Congrats You we're Right
I guess I need to practice
My acting Huh?

Okay guys...
I'll Come Clean

Get Ready for A lot of Drama
(You can just leave if you want..)

Go On

This is Your chance To leave

Do You really want To get involved
Into My drama?

*Sigh*

Fine

For some of You who don't know..
I have Been Bullied...
In wattpad And in real life

But i think what's worst is in
Real Life...

Well Before this...

I though everything was Okay
Everything was pretty Normal

I woke Up,I smiled,i ate,i kissed my mom and dad Goodbye
and headed for school

Do you remember robin?
If you don't
technically
He Was My EX-friend
But someone ruined Our friendship
So yeah I won't Talk about that

So i came Up to him
And talked About our groupings
And our plan To pass Our
H.E class

As i was talking to him
I noticed Girls started
Looking at me weirdly
I ignored it
But it still had me curious

So after Our talk
I waved Goodbye to him
Since It was almost time for
our Next class
The girls who we're Looking at me before,
Tripped me

I fell to the ground My chin Hitting the floor and My glasses Instantly Falling off my face

People Started looking at me and
Laughing

And i slowly started to rise
I just sat there
It felt as If Everything
Was A blur to me
And I couldn't Do anything

Until Krizzel Came to shoo
Away the people and help me up

She said
When she came to Help me up
I panicked and I had fear Written all over my face

And after Some Moments
I snapped Out of it
And The Look Of krizzel's Face
Was....
It made me wonder what i did
What Happened?

After we came Home
I rushed upstairs and Headed to my room
My Mom and Dad we're out
And my Brother had a date with his girlfriend
And my other sister was with her friend for the night

And my Little Brother was with My grandparents in there house
Which made Me
The only person It the home

I Then Realized that Robin was gonna send me something through Facebook and i forgot

So I went On
But he wasn't On
So i just waited
For him

A couple Minutes My friend

Mhalyquiah said Hi
To me which i returned
But then she said

M- Uhh...a-andy You need to take a look of this..

A-Huh? What Is mhal?

M-j-just Look...

A-Ookay? Is everything okay?

M-*sends a Picture*

(I couldn't find the other One)

If You guys can't Understand
Tagalog

This Is what it means

Sophia Mae: Ayiee

Christine: Your right Bhe
You Know I'm so Fucking Pissed At those two
(Andy Sophia and Krizzel)
They keep seeking robin's attention and It literally's
Ruins My day,
Everyday

Carla Mae- Your right! they think they Can Get robin to notice them?
HA! Attention Seekers

Sophia Mae- Ayiee Christine Has a crush On robin~

I wont go on
Cause The last Ones We're just telling Me
Or calling Me names
Krizzel was No longer in it
It was all Me and they called Me ALOT of mean names

I couldn't take it anymore
So i shut My phone Off and threw My phone across the room

And i started Crying....
I didn't Like crying That much
Since it showed How weak i was..

But what hurted Me was that
Christine was Robin's Best friend in real life she really didn't show That she Liked robin and she looked So innocence
But Oh man was I wrong...

So the next day i started Ignoring
Robin Completely
I don't know why...
BUT I PUSHED EVERYONE AWAY
including You Guys

And.....The next Day
Robin Had well "Enough"
He grabbed My wrist and
Everyone Atleast Every-One of my Friends we're Looking at me
Worriedly

They All demanded To tell them what was Going on with me

They asked Me
Why i was So Pale
Why I looked So thin
Why I Looked So tried

To be honest i didn't even Notice that i was Slowly Making Myself Un-Healthy

I Looked at their Face
And Something made me snap Back to reality

The Look on their face
Made me realized How
Worried I made them
How Pissed I made them
And how
Sad i made them

Something Told Me it was my fault since it really was

I just Looked at them every single One
I ended up bowing My head and running away...

I ram Home and cried......
All the Bullying
All the stress From School
EVERYTHING
was a Blur to me

The Good news
I didn't Turn to cut myself ..

No.......

Instead

I tried To kill myself
I had enough
I went to our bathroom
And grabbed My mom's Sleeping Pills...

I grabbed 5 or more pills in my hand
And i set on the corner of my bed
Ready to end it all
And i started Crying first
Sobbing in fact
And i let out a broken scream

Before i could even Put the pills in my mouth
I passed Out of exhaustion

Everything else was A blur...
All i remember was waking up...
Seeing my Family and friends
Come up to me Giving me a big hug
And Crying

They all asked me This question..

"Why did you do it?"

"Why did you try and Commit Sucide?"

"Your only 12! You have your life put plan Out!"

Instead Of pushing them away..
I told them "Eveything"
Everything and i ended crying and Hugging everyone And i guess..it made me feel a little better
My parents took care of the bullying
And the teachers promised to not give out to Much homework to Us
And everything was well....
Okay

Once i had a hold of my phone i saw how worried i made you
Guys...How much You told me
You missed the old happy me
How much You L....

Loved Me

I'm sorry...
I'm so...sorry...
G-guys I understand If you can't Forgive me...i understand If you Hate me..
I pushed you away...I Got angry at you...
I...i-i don't deserve Anyone's Forgiveness....

*Dazzling Knees down and starts Crying

*Forgive            *Don't Forgive
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