It had been months since the Red Army tried to take over. Tom decided it would be the best start his own Army to try and stop Tord. However, Tom said he didn't want toward to get it to me to use me as leverage or anything so he's locked me in the my room. I haven't left in weeks. The only interaction with people I get is with Tom and or one of the soldiers when they could give me food and water.

      God I miss the way things used to be. I miss when we were all friends. I miss the times where I can run out in the woods and be free... but, as Tom has said, the past is the past. But most importantly, I miss the way that Tom used to be. I miss how you used to be so kind to me and how he'd always listen to me and take time to make me happy. Now he's so serious and he won't even take a chance at making me smile...

      I've thought about running away from the blue base before. But all my plans were either foiled or would never work... I'm scared... every blast or gunshot I hear makes me flinch... If i didn't know what they were, I could pretend that they were fireworks and stuff but I'm not that stupid. I can hear Tom yelling at some of his soldiers  through the hallways. I feel so bad for those poor people.

      What makes matters even worse, I have to wear a special collar that keeps me from turning into my Okami-Yagi form. I guess Tom thought I'd use my abilities to excape.

      "Sweetie? Are you okay?" Tom asked as he walked through my bedroom door. I don't say a word and look down at the ground. Tom sighs and sits next to me on my bed.

      "Look, I'm sorry that I have to keep you in here. I know you hate it, but it's only to keep you safe." I look at him with anger in my eyes. I stood up and faced him.

      " 'To keep me safe'?! Tom! I hate that you keep me locked up in here! I hate that I have to where this stupid collar! I hate that i cant even talk to anybody! Once upon a time, you cared about me. You took the time to make me happy. You went out of your way to make me smile... And now look where we are! I barely get to see you at all. I'm lucky if I see you at least once a week!"

      I have never raised my  voice at Tom before. But I just had so much bottled up stress and anger that I couldn't take it anymore. He watched in shock.

      "You dont know what it's like to be scared..." I said with a glare. apparently I struck a nerve saying that. The  eyes on his goggles went angry as he stood up, bawling his hands into fists.

      "You want to know what I'm scared of...?" he started. "I'm  Scared of everything! I'm scared to move, I'm scared to breathe, I'm afraid to even touch you!" He yelled. He marched up to me and I backed up a couple feet in fear. He took me by the hand and made look at him. I saw tears flowing down his cheeks.

      "You made me let you into my heart, You made me love you! I dont want you to Fucking die in my arms!"

      I was both paralyzed with fear and shock. My heart felt like it was going to explode and my breathing was shaky. He noticed this and let go of my hand and wrapped me in a gentle hug and his breathing became unsteady.

      " I'm sorry... I dont want to see you hurt anymore and this is the only way i can... I know this is unfair to you, but I'm trying my best..." with that, he gave me a kiss on the forehead and left my room.

The end