Its all in my head...

All I see is darkness. I look around for any sign of my friends. I start to walk around and try not to let my anxiety get the best of me. As I do, I get an overwhelming feeling of dread and despair. I ignore it the best I can and keep walking.

"Your worthless..." a whisper-like voice says. 

I stop and look around 

"W-what? who said that?" I ask. not receiving an answer.

"Your pathetic... your stupid... your worthless..." the whisper-like voice says again.

"N-No I'm not." I reply.

"No? then why don't you ask your friends?..." After the voice said that, Angel and Luna appeared.

I smile and jog over to them "Angel, Luna! I'm so happy to see yo-" before I could finish, Luna pushed me roughly and I fell to the ground.

"Why do I waste my time with you." Luna said and she looked down at me. I look up at her with shock in my eyes. She has never been mean to me before.

"The only reason why we hang out with you, is because we feel sorry for you." Angel said.

"w-what? no... you guys said that that you cared about me. You are my friends!" I reply

"Oh give it a rest, Ri. We all know how pathetic you are from your little 'sob stories'. Your just a weak teenager who doesn't who cries about stupid crap." Luna said rather distastefully.

I stand up and take a few steps back. I try not to let my tears fall. 

"Th-this isn't l-like you guys, what happened to you?" I ask.

"Pfft- you really thought we were telling the truth when we said we cared? Get your head out of the clouds! You. Don't. Matter." Angel said cruelly. 

I feel tears roll down my cheeks and I run away. I hear Luna and Angel laugh as I do. I run and run, wanting to get away from the black. But, I trip and fall in front of a pair of black converse and tan combat boots. I look up and see Tom and Soviet Union looking down at me with scowling faces.

"Why do we even like you?" Tom says.

"Your just a little girl who cant stand up for herself and depends on others to fight for her." Soviet added.

"Your just a pathetic, dumb, sorry excuse for a girlfriend." tom said and turned away. Soviet walked away and Tom followed, leaving me alone. I lay there on the ground and cry... 

everyone hates me... 

nobody likes me... 

I'm pathetic... 

I'm stupid... 

why do I even try?...

 ~~~~~~

"Riley? Hey Riley! Are you okay?" Angel says as she snaps her fingers in front of my face

"H-huh? what?" i say.

"You were spacing out for a while, you good?" Luna asks.

I take a look around and see that I'm back in the house with my friends. I sigh and smile a little.

"yeah, I'm okay."

Its just all in my head...





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