The title is not a joke. My friends are starting to leave me behind. My bestfriend Marcel is ignoring me.

It's like I dont even matter anymore. Did I do something wrong? Did I not try hard enough? Am I just that forgettable?

My depression, anxiety, and insecurities are all coming back and I'm scared.

Everyone I love leaves me and I dont know what to do.

I'm scared to lose my bestfriend. Im scared of being written off and forgotten. I'm scared that I dont matter...

Please. I need help...