Ok.... First. I made a DA page, it's McNugget-Senpai, also, it will have my name on there. So, might as well say my name now...

My real name is McKenna. I am not joking. I am being completely honest... I feel like I can become closer to you guys, if I let you know more about the real me...

First, I have divorced family. My mom left my dad when I was about five years old... Now, I live in two different houses. I was little back then so, I thought it was fine but, after that, everything went downhill.

We had to give away our dog, Lily, and a little bit after giving her away, she got ran over by a truck....

At school, it was awful.... I was a really messed up kid, and I didn't do what I was supposed to do most of the time. I'm also pretty sure I friend zoned another kid in kindergarten, without knowing it.

Most of the friends I had when I was in kindergarten through second grade either moved on, or literally moved away. I was alone in third grade, then there was fourth grade.

I made one friend at first, I'm not gonna tell you her name but, she was ok. Then, that girl introduced me to another girl. That girl was Birchy, or, Tiger_Lily0124. I was really shy so, I didn't talk to her much.

After a while, I realized how much of a jerk that my friend was being. Not Birchy, the other girl. So, me and Birchy both became "unfriends" with that girl, and it was just the two of us.

Then there was fifth grade. Things got a little bit better then. I made a load of new friends. And at the end of that year, I met BranchyPie, or Branchy.

Before I knew it, I had the two best friends a person could ever ask for. Yes, I have other really good friends, but those to made a difference in my life. They make me happy.

Then..... There was 6th grade. And, ha ha... Funny story but, you know the dude I told you about earlier? Who I friend zoned? Well, he was in my Tech Apps class, and we became good friends.

I told Birchy and Branchy about him, then they started to ship me with him. And, I kept denying it, but, after a while, I grew fond of it. And I agreed with them on the ship.

The guy also gave little hints. Like, he "attempted" to grab my hand in class several times. And he leaned on my shoulder once while I was playing a game. So, yeah, he's a nice guy.

........ Then 7th grade and, it got bad again. My mom has her new husband who is a jerk, and they argue so much.... I told someone about it, and they asked me how old I was. I said I was 12, and they said that I could go to court.

It hasn't got to that point yet but, it will at some point..... I even talked to some of my teachers at school about it. Sometimes, I would cry myself to sleep because of their actions....

I have always held my emotions in, never showing them to anyone.... I'm the oldest of my three brothers and a sister, and I want to look strong, not weak. My siblings may be annoying, but I care about them enough to be a role model. 

So, when it is time to go to sleep, I just let it out sometimes.... I kinda feel like crying right now....

S-Sorry this was depressing but, trust me, everything about this is true. Don't feel bad for me, I'm used to it.... You know whats funny? I'm a Leo.... And Leos are supposed to be leaders. Nope. I'm just a short little pushover.....

Sorry this was so serious, I just, needed to get some things off my chest. Also, don't go around saying my info to other people. If they wanna read this themselves, that's fine but, I don't want anyone to blurt out anything.

Especially to adults.... Well, that's about it.... I still have the rest of my life to live.... Unfortunately... The only good part about my life is my friends. They know me better than my parents do....

I'll be posting more art later. Also, for those who think that this was a completely stupid of me to make this chapter, and only think I posted this for people to feel bad, it's not. I want to feel closer to the people who actually care about me, and I don't want anyone feeling bad. Nothing can change what has happened in my life....

Once again, I will post art later.....