What I don't want is people asking "Are you ok?" after this

To tell the truth, I'm not ok. I didn't want to say it but if you saw in previous posts, I have acted in a selfish way and pathetic example here on Wattpad.

During these past few days, I've been trying to battle against my past depression.

Unwanted past memories slam into my head and cause me to break.

I don't plan on telling anyone.

I want to do this on my own for now.

What has gotten me to keep going is MammaFall and Inkou-PM

They are always there and I can always count on them.

Since school has started, I've been getting more and more stressed. Last year I would not care about school and focus on the internet. Now that my mom saw my grades(only one f) she wants me to try and keep my grades above a d. As days pass, it gets harder to keep it like that and easier to drop my grades.

I don't know anymore. 

I want to cry but I don't let myself. I hold it in.

I might go on Hiatus for a while