Hello...

I'm sorry. I say I'm gonna be active from here on out, but it's really hard for me.

Don't get me wrong I love talking to you guys and meeting new people, but you know when life hits you..., and it hits you really hard..., it's kinda hard to get back on your feet.

So here's the story.

It was during late August, school had JUST started and I wanted this school year to be the greatest. One day I come home on a Friday and my mom's closest friend was at home.

She was ready to leave and told me and my sister to get changed, "we're going somewhere."

I get changed and I ask where are we going and nobody would tell me. So I call my mom (she wasn't at home) and ask here where was she and were are we going.

Her voice sounded weak and I thought she was just tired, and she told me, "don't worry we have a surprise."

I got excited thinking we were going somewhere fun. My mom's friend tells me and my sister, "Now when we get there, try not to freak out."

I'm getting really anxious so I ask, "Where are we going, nobody's telling me!!"

She said it involved my father, and at the time my mom and dad were arguing A LOT. And I was really mad at him, because whenever he was mad he would run off to his car and get fresh air.

In my head I was thinking, "I don't want to see that jerk again until he apologizes."

I'm sooo stupid for thinking that.

(Btw I'm sorry if this is long..., you don't have to read it, but I would appreciate if you did)

We arrive at a hospital and I'm crazy confused. We go inside, do some walking, then there was a big door. We went into that big door and it was a long carpet hallway.

The lights were dim and I see EVER SINGLE PERSON my dad ever knew.

My mom sees me and she looks like she's been crying for soooo long. I'm getting really worried and ask what's going on.

No one would tell me....

Everyone just hugged me and said it's okay, and they ALL looked like they have been crying. I tell my mom, "What's going on!!"

She and a couple of friends say, "Your dad has been in...and accident."

...accident...

My mom comes and hugs me and says, "do you want to see him." She choked on her own words. I slowly say yes. And the BIG white door with a sign that says Intense Caring.

My mom, sister and I walk in...we went into a room and saw...my dad.

...

Not moving, hooked with machines, and everyone surrounded by him crying.

My heart just dropped, seeing my dad like this...it made me want to believe it was a dream.

My mom says to go up to him and try talking to him, and she starts to cry. It was so hard to even look at my dad in this state and she tells me to talk to him.

I go up to him and just look, my mouth couldn't physically move. My mom raised her voice as she's still crying, "talk to him! You're his kids, he might wake up by the sound of your voice!"

Imagine...imagin yourself...as a young teenage girl, whose life was perfectly normal...see her dad not moving...and your mom saying he might wake up by the sound of your voice.

...

That was very heartbreaking.

After ten minutes of just saying, "Hi daddy...can you hear me?" My mom sends us off into the long carpet hallway again.

I'm balling my eyes out and everyone says, "don't worry he's going to be fine. He just got into a little accident."

I'm very sad and mad ALL AT ONCE!! I ask my mom and her friends (who are all surrounding me), "what was the accident?"

They said, "oh he fell and hit his head." My sister believed it..., but I didn't. They send my sister to the cafeteria area to get some water or something, because she's very young.

She was gone and I asked, "what actually happened. There is no possible way that what I just saw was JUST a small accident and he hit his head."

They said don't worry and I start to yell, "what HAPPENED!!" He's my dad and they won't even tell me how he got into this state.

My uncle comes in after my mom just told him to tell me what happened. He sits me down a far from everyone else and tells me not to freak out when he tells me this.

He made me promise not to freak out, and I kept it.

He tells me the entire story..., of how this happened to my dad.

(You can skip this part, because it's not suitable for most people)

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My mom asked my dad to check up on the store, because the employees were saying some customers we being scared off. (This is at night btw).

So my dad checks out the store and sees a homeless man there. My dad politely asked the man to please go somewhere else, because he was scaring off customers. The homeless man had a knife on him.

The man wouldn't budge. So my dad raised his voice a little and asked home to leave. The both of them got into and argument..., and...,

He.... he stabbed my dad!! He stabbed him next to his heart.

The man runs off from fear and my dad runs inside the store. The minute he went inside he collapsed and the employees called the ambulance.

While he was in the ambulance the paramedics asked my dad what happened. He told them everything and...his last words before he fell unconscious..., was tell my wife and kids that I love them....

My dad thought he was going to die....

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This is getting super long and IM DEEPLY SORRY!!

I just wanted to clear up some things. Everything after that to me was a blur. Whenever his finger would move EVERYONE would get up and run to the door. The doctors and nurses said you can't do this your causing so much noise and we'd apologize every time this happened. The doctor even said that it's been 3 weeks and no sign that he's concise. He gave the mom the option to pull the plug and let him die...WTF!!!

And if you don't believe me and said I made this up for attention. No I'm not. Here's proof ⤵️

I became numb after that, I couldn't even cry when I'm around him anymore. They caught the homeless guy that almost KILLED my father. And my dad is still rehab. It's been 9 freaking months since this happened.

And I could draw anymore because of this. He was the reason I draw, he was my inspiration. And now that he's like this, it was like my inspiration disappeared.

But just last night I decided to pick up my pencil again and draw.

This is the first drawing I drew in 9 months. And I hope you all like it.

Well that's all for today and if there were any chapters that I've missed while I was gone and you would like me to see. Tell me I would love to see it. And IM SORRY MY FRIENDS AND LOVE AND MISS ALL IF YOU!!!

I'll stick around more often okay!! (Btw I would like to make a shoutout to MCCplayer for remembering my birthday!! I just turned 16 and I can't wait to drive)

OKAY OKAY no more sadness, this book is going to be super happy from here on out!!

Well that's it for now...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................BYE BYE!!!

(Man I missed doing that)