Do you guys ever feel simultaneously depressed and ecstatic at the same time? That's where I'm at. My crush asked me a few months back to illustrate the short story He's writing, and he finally got it done and we got to eat lunch together and talk about it and hang out. It was so awesome and amazing to have s normal convo with him (and not totally embarrass myself with my awkwardness) I'm really pathetic but it made me so unbelievably happy. Then I told my bff and she's acting really weird. She has been this way for a while, totally uninterested and dry. I don't know what's wrong with her. Normally she would be totally happy for me. I feel like I did something wrong. I know I didn't, but she's acting so strange. I love her and I'm worried about her. When I ask her what's wrong, she just says fine. Always fine. It's like she's depressed, but I've never known her to struggle with depression before. Can you guys pray for me? It was an awesome, and extremely stressful day and I'm feeling really burnt out and overwhelmed.