Ack, I know I've been talking about this a lot, but I just can't shake off the feeling of guilt and sadness looming over my head.
If you don't know yet, TordTheGaySmolBean also known as pineapple leader, recently committed suicide. If I literally spent the whole day crying from that, I can't imagine what his family and James (James_Is_Here ) is feeling right now...
and I'm sorry for that. I wanted to pay my respects somehow. I don't have anything pineapple related, so I ended up drawing something

Alex, if you can somehow read this. Please know that you were an amazing person, and you did not deserve what you were going through. And I'm sorry I couldn't help you more. I wish I did. But, we all miss you, and we hope that you're doing well up there.

~Strawberry leader

cherry_stardust  (you wanted to see the drawing so yeah. Here. :,) sorry for the bad drawing)