Idk I just need to Use up my canvases lol

Ik I can't paint that's cuz I'm learning!!!
Also sorry for the creepy vibe my sister and mom were lowkey disturbed even when I told them the meaning they just stayed disturbed so like...oops??

Lol ok here ya go!

So the meaning is:

Sometimes you are stuck in the dark and need to reach the light, but it's not easy especially when the dark drags you back down. When you finally are almost there you will still have the dark continue to try.

The dark in my situation are my manipulative friends or my self doubt/body depreciation.

The light is my new new friends who love me and my best friends who have always been there for me or me being ok with my body?

The way this relates to me is that no matter how much I try to stay away from the dark parts I will always be dragged back down.

My 'friends' they will always find me. They might even be able to make me be their friend again. I easy forgive people which isn't good or bad.
Like today, they made me feel bad.
I snapped and yelled at them.
I got rid of them but I know that they will find me again tomorrow.

My body issues/self doubt. I've had them since I was little. I've never been able to get rid of it. I've always been this way and I honestly don't think I'll ever be able to get rid of it. I genuinely hate myself...I don't want pity and I'm not doing this for attention! So please don't think that :)

I'm sorry. I should stop haha before this becomes a rant lol

Ok but yeah! This is my art piece hope you enjoyed!

I'll see ya later!

Until next time
Byeeeeeeeeee!