WARNING: This chapter might contain some swear words... I don't know... Let's see...

First, let's talk about my new Senpai (but I still haven't gotten over Daniel aka ex-senpai) because I noticed that we don't talk about him much...

We'll call him... Sam. (That is not his real name...but it's very close to it) 😛

Anyways just a few days ago he admitted to me that he kinda likes me a little.

I told him I kinda like him back....and well...that's true.

We've known each other just a few months back...and now we like each other. 😛😛

So little by little...I'm starting to get over Daniel....

but to be honest...I don't think I'll stop liking him any soon (we're talking about Daniel ok)... HOW CAN I NOT? WE'RE CLASSMATES, CARPOOL BUDDIES, AND (kinda close??) FRIENDS!!!!!

HAVING CRUSHES IS VERY COMPLICATED....

Now... Let's talk about friendships...

Good news! Me and my group of friends are ok now. Our group is not falling apart anymore. 😊

YAY!!!! Friendship problem one is solved!

On to friendship problem number two. ;-;

So.... There's this new girl in school named.... Well...let's call her Dora shall we. (That's what me and my friends call her)

She's very boastful...she seeks attention (especially with teachers) and she always acts like she's close with everyone even tho she's not...

Also, she used to be a mean bully in her old school

Majority of people in our grade level doesn't like her

Especially My squad... Because she joined our squad for a few days and suddenly she left and went on to another circle of friends.

But even tho I'm also a bit annoyed of her...deep down...I know we're going through the same path...

Now let's go to SOCIAL PROBLEM F*CKING NUMBER ONE (I have a lot of problems these days... 😐)

Recently I discovered that...a lot of people don't like me either...mostly just students in my classroom...

They say that I always want attention because I always recite in class and stuff like that to become a teacher's favorite.

Well....what can I do? I need to recite because reciting gives me grades. And I need grades because my quizzes are not enough for me to be in the honor roll.

And well... It's not my fault that the teachers like me. I'm just very polite and kind to them UNLIKE SOME B*TCHES WHO ACTS AS IF THEY ARE TALKING TO THEIR FRIENDS WHEN THEY ARE TALKING TO OUR TEACHERS

PSSSHHHHHH. 😤

Let's go back to Dora...shall we?

Me and Dora...

We're the same... I see myself in her... Maybe the reason why she's always boasting about herself is because she's also worried about what people think of her like me... Maybe she has problems with her family/senpai/friends as well...

And maybe the reason why she's always with a different group of friends is because she's looking for someone who would be true with her...

Like me...

*sighs*

My problems are so complicated...

Which reminds me... TEST DAYS ARE ALMOST COMING!!!

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Just great... Another problem to add in my mountain of problems.

I'm going to sleep now...

Goodnight 😙

~(A very Stressed) Victoria Shine