It was now the weekend and I was getting ready to go to the cafe for some one on with nobody doesn't make sense I know

I was currently getting ready and since taylen doesn't let me go places alone he said he will come with me and some how he found out and he snapped cause I didn't tell him so he found out and now he's in my room cursing at me for not telling him he almost hit me but I stopped him cause my brothers were home

"Fuck why didn't you tell me"he whisper shouted I was scared I just didn't want to show it and that's hard to do trust me

"Cause I wanted a day with out you"I said to him honestly he was looking at me with so much anger and yes I'll have to pay for this later on

"Oh this you will regret I'm going make you never forget not to tell me when your going somewhere "he whisper shouted while he glared at me

I on the other had was scared I just didn't show it yet
"O-o-ok"I stuttered out he cringed when I stuttered

"Don't stutter it just reminds me how it's my fault knowing that I'm the one who's making you stutter"he muttered under his breath but I heard him

I didn't reply I was so scared of what he will to me

"Well come we have to go"he almost yelled at me as he grabbed my arm this is the side of him I really hate

I followed him as we passed my brothers he put the innocent act on his face
"See bros later"he said casually bros i was almost about to scoff at that but held it in

They looked at each other and ignored what he just said
As we walked out to his car and why because he thinks if I use my car I will leave him
But no it's not that it's him I will leave because of him not cause of my car

I got into my side as he got into his and started his car up
"Can I put on my music"I asked him

"Sure just don't put nothing cringy on"he told me as he started out of the parking lot
My music is not cringy

"None of my songs are cringy"I snapped he looked at me and gave me a warning sign Yeah I should be quite now

He didn't say nothing so I put my music on one of my favourite singers Ed sheeran
His song called perfect

I found a love for me darling just dive right in and follow my lead well I found a girl beautiful and sweet oh, I never knew you were the someone waiting for me cause we were just kids when we fell in love not knowing what it was I will not give you up this time but darling just kiss me slow your heart is all I own and in your eyes, your holding mine-

I didn't even get to finish before taylen paused it he was about to turn it off but I stopped him "taylen what are you doing"I asked him as I slapped his hand away from the radio

"Your not listening to this crap and this dumb singer"he snapped I was confused well for a bit

"Taylen I can do whatever I want"I snapped at him as I crossed my arms and glared at him now I'm really asking for it

"I dare you to say that again"he threatened that made me cower back in fear I looked down and didn't say anything

"That's what I thought"he said his voice calm again he makes me so mad and I can't hold that in so I pushed him a little

Well he grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes
"You don't lay your hands on me"he yelled as squeezed my hand making it go numb I tried holding back the tears but it was no use

"I'm sorry"I cried out he seemed to have calmed down he let go of my hand roughly and went back to driving and I went back to my music

-Baby, I'm dancing in the dark with you between my arms barefoot on the grass,
Listening to our favourite song when you said you looked a mess I whispered under
Neath my breath but you heard it darling you look perfect tonight well I found a woman stronger than anyone I know she shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets to carry love to carry-

And than I was cut off by him grabbing my phone
"Stop listening to that I thought I told you to stop"he said as calmly as he could oh he's on thinking he can tell me what to do

"That's my phone your not my boss"I yelled as I tried grabbing my phone he just put it up higher so I couldn't get it

"Oh I'll show you who's boss"he snapped as put his hand up getting ready to slap me
But instead I pushed him and tried to keep him from hitting me that angered him more

"Fucking oh I told you not lay your hands on me"he yelled yet again he was trying to
I was just trying to defend my self

"You tried to do the same"I snapped he was now gripping the wheel the more I angered him the more I was in for it later

"That's it"he yelled as he grabbed my hair making me wince I was now close this face his breath fanning my face

"For now on if you keep up this attitude I will hit you got it!"he yelled angrily at me and let me go breathing heavy I just breathed out right

"Okay"I whispered I should of kept my mouth shut he angrily let go of my hair and continued as if nothing happened

Is this how my life will be forever will I ever be happy or will this keep happening because I deserve it

I deserve to get beaten every day

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We were finally at the cafe which felt like hours just kidding no really I'm not it was like hours cause he wasn't taking me to the cafe he was taking me out on a date cause when we were going to have boyfriend and girlfriend night I bailed and I payed the price for that he slapped me with his palm and back hand an That made me fall back and hit my head on the ground

But that was last week and now another week of abuse from my boyfriend
"Were Are we going"I asked him it's scares me to be alone with him

"Just going to a restaurant for our date you skipped last week"he snapped as he didn't even make eye contact with me "and you won't be able to do it again"he said as he had serious face on

Once we parked he got out and didn't even open the door for me I sighed and got out and walked up to him "this is not even a date if your not a real gentleman"I said softly
He only glared

"Well you should of thought about that when you ditched last week"he snapped he did open the restaurant door for me

I just had a look of disappointment and walked by him how can he be so cruel
"I rather die than be here"I told him truthfully he looked at me with those eyes that show when he's angry

"Don't say that"he said through seethed teeth he grabbed my arm pretending to be a gentleman but really he was just squeezing it really hard making it go a purplish blueish colour

He made me sit by him and his grip was getting harder the second as he thought guys were checking me out

"Taylen"I whispered yelled in his ear he only squeezed harder making a tear go down my face while he ordered himself a drink and didn't get me one he told me that I didn't deserve it

"Cause I said you don't deserve it"he replied rather calmly I do deserve it if any one doesn't deserve it that's him

I just sighed and looked out the window waiting for him to finish his meal and his drink so much for a date oh and it's beer so this is going to be worse when he's not drunk

"Almost finished"he slurred I nodded and turned my gaze back outside the window feeling hungry why does this happens to me what did I do to deserve this

"Pay attention to me"he said as he put his last drink down and came to sit closer to me
He also put his hand on my thigh making me uncomfortable we get it your guy who needs me to help you with your needs but why not just be with someone else

I looked at him he was giving me a crooked smile I didn't even smile back I just looked at him my bored face "Taylen can I please have something eat"I asked him politely

"There's a reason why I'm letting you have any food"he said while he rubbed my inner thigh I sighed cause I'm worthless and huge

"Please Taylen"I asked him as nice as I could he looked at me like I was stupid
He just pinched my thigh

"Go to the bathroom clean yourself up you look a mess"he snapped at me as he let me go to the bathroom

I walked to the bathroom and ignored Taylens comments about me being his and no one elses while I wondered how I got into this mess

After getting ready washing my hands and stuff I walked out and was about to go to our table and right there Taylen was kissing some other girl and giving her Nickys and smacking her but that's gross and making me mad like he tells me I'm his and than he goes with that girl

I made it up to our table and gave them a phony smile
"I'm going to go bye taylen"I said as I grabbed my stuff and walked out the door

That was easy

"Get back here"taylen yelled as he came after me I was so scared that I ran

"Leave me alone jerk"I yelled so much anger and rage against him he deserves it

"Your mine"he yelled as he almost got close to me before he could I ran another way

"Keep wishing"I yelled even louder than before and finally made it away from him

So I thought

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I was finally home safe I looked around my brothers aren't home
Because I don't know

I went into the kitchen and there was a note on the fridge

xxSamuel

Kylie we went out and will be back soon be careful and lock the door
Please don't do anything stupid-

"You really thought you could leave me"asked a creepy deep voice taylen

I turned around facing him he was so mad rage was all I could explain him

"T-taylen"I cried out and hid my face and everything else of that was even possible

He sighed "I won't hurt you unless.."he trailed off before starting again "you stay with me"he finished

I was to scared but anything for my safety plus I still love him Its just he loses his temper he's still the same I know he is

I put my head down
"Okay"I replied I was so scared but I have to keep us both happy

He came up to me he was still
Smelling bad as alchoal
"Hm good my baby me and you forever"he said as he kissed me
I had to kiss back

He lead me up to my room
And we both laid down together
And fell asleep

And I was safe

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I'm back