I'm super bad at helping people with things like depression. I've never had someone else that I know have that. I don't think I was depressed, but very weak when my other account was deleted.

So when someone says stuff like "I'm depressed" or something, of course I'd try to make it better! But I always get the feeling that I'm making them MUCH worse.

I try to help something or someone about something that I can't help.

So I always just...stop replying. I try to give them space, and for me to do that, I just stop replying, hoping for them to get better in their own.

But I always feel like I'm letting them down what that happens.

I feel like at certain times, I need to say something. I want to be there in there time of need. I just don't know when. I hate that feeling, that if I come back, they'd hate me. And see me as a fake friend when I leave.

I don't want that.

I try and try...I don't think I'm helping.

I wait and give them space...I feel like I'm letting them down.

I always avoid the talk of someone's depression because of these reasons. I don't wanna ruin them. I don't want them to get worse cause of me. But when it does come up, I always try to help. I help to show them I at least care.

I want them to know I care. But stuff like this is hard to show through text.

I can't. I try. I can't. I just can't.

I want to say, when someone says stuff like their suicidal or depressed, u just wanna Say "I hope you get better, but I'm not the best person to talk about this" and only a few times where I felt SO BAD that I strongly felt as if I wasn't helping, I'd make a chapter telling those who read to help them. Cause at least you guys would be better at this stuff then I am.

But like I said before, emotion doesn't come out on text easily. So if I said "I hope you get better, but I'm not the best person to talk to about this stuff" I feel like people would see that as aggression. See that as another way of saying "leave me alone, I don't wanna deal with your problems." And I don't want that.

Don't take it as that way. Please.

I just want to let people know that. I won't tag anyone cause I do not want others to know if they're hurting. Some people like to keep those things a secret. I'll tell them to read this in private message.

Just a vent.