As a female, I'm "supposed" to be "naturally" comfortable with children (I'm not having none.). However....is it strange I have a phobia of babies?

Toddlers are okay. They can walk, talk, and everything is fine (don't ask me to pick them up, annoying brats--)

But babies are something else. I'm afraid of them, scared of them. When I pick one up, I shake and put it back. I don't even want to be in a room with them.

I just don't like babies.

And what's bad is that my Auntie had a baby, and me and my cousins are close. So when I go over,  I have to avoid her room. And if my cousins are in there, I just peak in but that's all.

People think I'm weird because I get overly excited about baby animals, but when it comes to babies of my own species, I want nothing to do with them.

I mainly think that's one of the reason I'm Asexual in the first place.

And I don't wanna spay myself. I like my ovaries, thank you very much.

It's an embarrassing phobia that I don't like saying. I feel uncomfortable when I'm around babies.

My pedophobia is embarrassing >~<