So, I was homeschooled as some of you know, but things came up and I have to transfer to a private school. I don't like the fact that I have to wear a skirt but....

The thing is, I've always been an easy target for a bully cause I'm quiet, and I'm afraid to talk to other people. Which means I won't tell, so I'm an easy bullying target.

Not only that, like I said in "I hate myself" is that I cry very easily. And that behind a screen, I don't have to show my face. But now, imma HAVE to show my face. I'm just afraid.

I was bullied in the 3rd grade (I was so sad then it wasn't funny. I'd get headaches every time I'd go home from crying), in the 5th grade (It only lasted half a year because I started to ignore them and they stopped.) but both times really made me weak. Which is why I cry so easily now.

But now I'm going back around a bunch of kids, and teachers who don't care. From just walking around the campus, and listening and observing the kids, in pretty sure imma get bullied. They all seem very...ghetto....the high schoolers and grade school kids at least.

There's already drama going on as I'm super afraid of getting bullied. Cause if I do, I'm done.