I've been worried lately
I can't quite pin it
But I've felt it before
It's like my heart is dropping into my gut
Like a mysterious weight is laying on my chest
It feels so bad
And I think I know why
Its dread
I'm afraid
I'm overthinking
And I know what its about
It's the first thought in my mind
When I wake up
And the last when a go to sleep
I'm scared
I feel like I'm losing
I'm losing the person who loves me
I just hope it's not true
I've been wishing
On every star
Every candle I blow out
Ever magical hour.

I hope it's not true
I really do
But I think I could
I should probably contact them
Make sure their alright
Check in
But I'm scared
What if they think I'm desperate
What if they think I'm clingy
What if they lost interest in me
And have already given up
Lost faith
Moved on
While I'm still stuck in the past
I don't think I  can do that again
I can't go through that again
I won't survive
And I'm not talking about my spirit
Or my heart
I mean myself
I don't think I could live with that
Having what little confidence I have get shattered again
Having my heart ripped from my chest
Having my hope crushed
My fire extinguished.
I can't do it again
So what do I do
What can I do...

A/n
I worried that my significant other may be wanting to leave me they haven't messages me since school ended and I'm worried, I want to message them but I'm worried about how I'll come off, I just hope that they won't leave me, cause I don't think I could live through that again. What should I do?