A silent was around the house.... sobbing was heard but whose.... silent crying was heard but in all these one person was smirking looking at their condition.... the person who was smirking was none than Juhi dad... he was smirking his seeing their condition..... the gun he had in his hand he lifted up to Neil's head..... Neil who was looking down and crying silently.... he snapped his head hearing Avni's screaming his name...... avni who was also crying silently seeing Neil's condition saw Juhi dad pointing gun at Neil.... she didn't want to lose... she can't lose the person who she Loves.... her legs and hands were tied which was not allowing her to do anything.... not getting any option she screamed his name....

Avni: Neillllll.......

Hearing her scream not only Neil snapped his head but also Juhi looked at her father then at Neil......

Juhi dad :  Neil khanna because of you...... I didn't get money.... or property on my name..... to get your property on my name you have to leave this world..... you have to die..... good bye........

He pulled the tigger....... before someone else shot Juhi dad at his back.... bullet hit his back... the gun dropped from his hand and fell on the floor with thud landing on his stomach to ground.. ..... his back were covered with blood...... avni closed her eyes tightly hearing gun shot and screamed Neil's name again.......

Avni : neiiiiiilllllllll.........

Neil who standing there front of Juhi's dad with eyes closed.... his mind and heart prayed for Avni's happiness...... a tear escaped from his eyes..... but not feeling anything he slowly opened his eye and saw Juhi's dad body on the floor....... then his eyes traveled to avni who crying..... he ran to avni without caring about Juhi or bothering who shot Juhi's dad........ Neil immediately untied the rope from Avni's legs and hands.... he pulled her in hug.....

Avni hugged him tightly feeling his presence.... she hid herself in hid chest and sobbed making his shirt wet.... while Neil tightened the his grip on her......

While Juhi stood there staring at her dad died body.... tears made through her eyes.... whatever happened he was still her dad.... she got the love from him though it was all fake..... she was pulled in hug by who shot her dad.... she cried hugging the person.....

Person : Juhi..... baby stop crying.... he doesn't deserve your tears.....

Juhi : vi.....dyut......

Yes the person who shot her dad was vidyut himself.... vidyut rubbed her back and hugged her more tight....

Vidyut : don't cry....... Juhi......

While Juhi was crying over her dead dad avni was still crying hugging Neil in shock..... she was poor soul too.... she lost her parents in young age then losing someone again who is very close to your heart it did scare her lot..... Neil didn't knew how to stop avni.... so he forcefully broke hug and pulled avni from himself.... he saw her eyes closed and tears dripping on cheeks..... Neil moved his thumb to her cheeks and wiped those tears.... he then move close to Avni's head and kissed her forehead.... he left his lips there for few minutes...

Neil moved his lips back and looked at her.... he saw her opening eyes slowly.....  avni opened  her eyes and looked at him...... before Neil could say anything avni crashed in his  arms..... while he hugged her back.....

Avni : don't...... leave me..... I'll die without you..........

She stopped as Neil pulled out off hug and kept his palm on her mouth not letting her further speak......

Neil : shh..... no death..... I don't want to hear any death......

Avni hugged him again and nodded her head..... they were hugging each other when they heard vidyut's voice..... AvNeil separated from each other and looked at each other before looking at vidyut..... Neil stood up first then gave his hand to avni.... avni kept her  hand  in his and stood up.......

Vidyut : I know sorry won't be anything..
But........

Before vidyut could complete Neil himself spoked.....

Neil: I don't.... have anything to do with you....... please whatever you to say please stop it...... because of your wife or whoever she is to you.... has said a lot us...... see whatever happened was density for me....... see man I don't think there is anything left or to say something..... everything is already destroyed.... your girl and you thought I was Murder of my own so called mother when the fact is her father killed my parents..... her father made  me orphan..... she got mother and father love but what about me..... I never saw my father face..... on top that she tried killing me.... why because her mind was brainwashed thinking I have murdered her mother.....getting blame of someone murder I didn't expect.........

Neil stopped himself from speaking and looked at Juhi who was in vidyut arms.... Neil sadly smiled.....

Neil : your...... girl simply ruined everything..... before anything we were step siblings but did she never accepted.... no she didn't..... she ruined it..... she was child...... even I was child When I lost my parents..... she got their love, care....support.... they pampered her but what about me..... my childhood was destroyed...... every abused me either being physical or sexual...... I am..... even sure..... your girl..... doesn't even..... when she rapped me.......... she raped me thinking I was toy or something..... the strange thing was her father made her do this..... she was so blind in  fathers love that she fucking raped me........... she tried killing me many times like her father did....... in her and her father there is no difference..... she was used like puppet by her father and he used her wrongly........ I was broken..... pain.... I had no one...... but this girl front of you....made me believe what life is...... only I or god knows how many times I tried killing myself...... I tried killing myself because I was tried of all this.....  I hated my life.... I hated to live.... for who should I live for her.... so she could kill me anytime.... it would be much better dying myself than from her or father.......

His were filled with tears..... his all pain all this years were clearly showing the pain and anger..... he wanted to end this pain.... he can't keep this pain into his heart which was breaking down every moment...... those pain he suffered can never live in peace.... today was the best opportunity to speak out his heart..... two people were silent expect one who was crying holding his hand tightly......

Neil closed his eyes and shooed his tears....

Neil : many....... tries...... you tried killing a poor.... soul.... anvi.... what did she do you.... she is poor soul..... you tried her killing...,.. I stayed quiet...... but that day you crossed your limits...... you tried killing Neela aunty....... why because that........ anvi was growing bonding with them........ I still stayed quiet..... my silence was my weakest for you to use.... which you did  very well.......... since childhood I stayed silent and tolerated all the pain but not anyone...... I can't do this anyone...... kill me or leave from my life forever....... I don't want to see any of you....... leave from my life......

Juhi was listening to Neil's word and came out of vidyut  arms and looked at Neil..... but Neil Turned  his way.......

Juhi : Neil......... sorry.........

Neil controlled his anger hearing her voice.... he immediately turned around and looked at her......

Neil : sorry...... why sorry..... will you sorry can give me my childhood back..... can your sorry give me my father back..... can I get my bebe back...... can I get the love care.... from parents back...... can I..... no... then you bloody don't have to say sorry..... because sorry doesn't mean anything..... your sorry won't heal my pain..... your sorry won't heal my marks on my body.... will it.... your sorry won't bring my happy life back....... your won't get anything back in my life........ your sorry won't leave the fact you raped me..... what was my fault....... why.........

Juhi was crying hearing him too..... guilt was overpowering her...... she lifted her head to meet Neil's teary eyes......... Neil was only looking at her.... Today he wasn't going to back out.....

Neil : imagine...... I did this to you...... would you still accept my sorry...... you don't get me..... you used me like toy.... you know when you are born I had hope thinking you won't be like my so called mother or step father but you always proved me wrong..... you were worsen than them..... I thought you will support me .....but you made me to hate myself to core......... you had your mother father but what about me..... I had no one..... but still you played with my heart..... my heart was innocent and you took the advantage of my innocence......... I hate myself meeting you again....... I hate saying that you are my step sister..... I wish I wasn't born....... you made my life like hell........... don't never think I will forgive you what you did to me.... or poor my heart.... what did you see.... before I can't be healed.... why so.... am still bad.... you accused me something which I never did..... I would never kill that women in my  dream.... but you made my poor heart believe your words..... I was stupid to believe you..... I was feeling guilty thinking I killed my parents..... I thought they died because I was sin child of your  mother.... she was right I am sin child..... but not anymore I will let anyone break my heart...... I begging you both to leave my life and from my little family..... I got family love by people who was never mine..... the family who should Love disowned me....... leave from here..... don't ever show me your face...... I hate you whatever you made me suffer...... i regret why i was born........... your father...... your mother..... yourself made me believe like I was child be sin only..... no one is tried knowing my pain.... everyone become selfish........ before I bust more anger on you..... leave from here..... I never had any relation with you or will have it...... nothing is between us......... I only have avni....... anvi...... Neela Aunty.... kaka as my family...... I don't need you.......... I don't need you...... being with you will only have me pain...... leave....... never show me your face.......

Neil finally diverted his gaze from Juhi and looked at avni who was crying standing beside him.... he turned to her and wiped her tears..... he then pulled her side hugged..... Avni hid herself in his chest..... Neil slowly caressed Avni's hair...... he then without looking at Juhi or vidyut spoke......

Neil :  leave from...... here..... my girl needs me...... my girl needs me...... don't make complicated anymore..... leave us alone.....

Juhi was dragged by vidyut.... Juhi was crying messily seeing Neil like this.... she has realised her mistake but it's too late...... she broke him to core...... she broke everything.... she was blind in her mother death revenge.... she was blind in her father love which was only fake..... she broke every relation only because of revenge..... she was crying bitterly but vidyut didn't stopped and dragged her till out of House and pushed her in the car.... it pained him too but he was helpless.....

Revenge is way to destroy only.... no matter what you try to destroy the person or take revenge but at the end you will be suffering too... that's what happened with Juhi.....

Both child from same mother suffered.... both were siblings but time and situation made it worst for them....

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In big mansion.... a butler were working.... then Sudden 20 years old girl came calling a butler name......

Girl : Mohan kaka.....

The butler called mohan turned and saw his younger boss.... he passed her smile.....

Mohan kaka : betiya..... you woke up early.....

Girl : kaka I have college.... did Bhabhi wake up?

Mohan kaka : no anvi betiya..... madam ji is still sleeping.....

( anvi's outfit)

Anvi : okay.... when Bhabhi wakes up then inform her that I left for college....

Mohan kaka : okay betiya..... should I serve you breakfast....

Anvi : no kaka.... I'll have in collage.... if you don't mind then could you make cold coffee for me....

Mohan kaka: why not betiya..... take sit... I'll bring you coffee soon.....

Mohan kaka left to kitchen while  anvi took seat on dining table with her phone in hand....

She was going through her phone to check message when she heard mohan kaka voice... she kept her down and looked at mohan kaka.... mohan kaka placed the coffee on table...

Anvi : thank you kaka....

Mohan kaka smiled and went while anvi starts sipping.... soon she finished her coffee and left the house after telling mohan kaka about her leaving.....

While in room in the same mansion a couple was sleeping in each other arms.... their smile was appeared on their faces.... the boy hands were tightly wrapped around the girl waist... while the girl head was on his chest... her hand was behind his hair and another was around his waist.... both were sleeping peacefully without caring about anymore or disturbance......  the sun was peeping through the window but the couple didn't feel any sun....

Sun wasn't not able to wake this Couple but how can someone  let them sleep peacefully.... soon the room was heard loud wailing cry....

The boy woke hearing  loud wailing cry.. .... he smiled looking at his love.... he kissed her forehead and tangled himself from her.... he covered her with duvet and got off the bed..... he moved  to pink cradle.... he smiled seeing his baby princess cuteness while she was crying...... Neil stopped smiling seeing her cry getting louder and more...... he slowly removed the teddy from his princess hold and picked her up in his Arms..... soon as his princess felt her father touch she stopped crying making him smile brightly.....

( Their adorable princess)

Neil kissed her chubby soft cheeks few times.... she giggled feeling her fathers stubbles tickling her soft skin.... Neil smiled hearing his princess giggle..... Neil took his princess in his Arms to bed.... he sat on bed with her in his lap... holding her carefully.... he then looked at his wife who was still sleeping.....

Neil : mamma still sleeping..... so what does my princess wants to do.......

Instead of replying she threw her hands in air... Neil smiled at her... he again bend down to her cheeks and kissed... he rubbed his stubble making her giggle.... her giggle was peace to him...... his eye traveled to clock and saw the time..... he stopped tickling his princess and looked at her.....

Neil: papa will give his princess bath.... papa princess bathe time......

She smiled at her papa.... Neil smiled and picked her up in his arms and walked to washroom.... keeping her on his shoulder he made warm water ready in her small bath tube.... he undressed her clothes.... he then checked the water temperature before placing his princess inside the tube.... finding the temperature fine he carefully placed in tub and starts giving her bath.... while his princess was no less like naughty.... she threw her hand in air and splashing water  over her papa clothes.....

Neil wrapped  his princess with baby towel.... he carried his princess on his shoulder... as he entered in the room he saw his love woke up and rubbing her eye cutely like small baby.... he was blessed to have two babies at same time.... he smiled and moved to bed.....

Neil: good morning love!

His wife stopped rubbing eye and looked at him then her eye fell on her cutie pie who was wrapped in towel...seeing her cutie pie towel it didn't took a second to know Neil gave her bath.... she smiled and stretched her hand to Neil....... Neil smiled and handed his princess to her.... 

Neil : avni I will take shower too....

Avni : before going to take shower.... give me Anika diaper, wipes clothes...

Neil nods and moved to Anika closet and took outfit for today along with diaper... and wipes.... he came up to Avni  and gave it  to her....

Avni : when did she wake up?

Neil : a hour ago...

Avni nods.... Neil  smiled and moved to avni  and peck her forehead...

Neil : I love you love....

Avni smiled...

Avni : I love you too..... go take shower...

Neil left to washroom after pecking Anika cheek.... while avni removed the towel of Anika and using  wipe cleaned her body.... then she applied baby cream..... avni next out Anika diaper..... Anika was playing with her clothes by keeping her in mouth.... avni then made Anika were her cute baby clothes..... avni then kept pillow between Anika and got off bed.... she took hand wash and washed her hand.... Avni sat on bed again and picked Anika in her lap.... avni removed her Blouse then bra.... she starts feeding Anika.....

Avni was feeding Anika while thinking how their life changed 5 years ago.....

Flashback......

Neil broke hug from avni as Juhi left.... Neil wiped Avni's tears again and looked into her eyes....

Neil : avni I made a decision..... will you support me.....

Avni looked at him..... a fear overpowered thinking he will ask her to leave him.... not even in dream she can think of leaving him alone.....

Avni : I am with you... no matter what you decide.....

Neil : avni...... I want to start new fresh of my life with you.... anvi.... Neela Aunty...... I have decided to leave this country forever..... I wanna go away from India..... I don't want to live here remembering my past..... will agree to com with me......

Avni :  my life is yours.... whenever my love is then I would be there too..... I will be with you forever and always.....

Neil hugged her again.... his heart was paining but no anymore he will suffer....

Flashback ends......

Avni came back to earth hearing Neil's voice.... she looked down to see Anika sleeping peacefully..... avni kissed her cheek and laid Anika on bed..... avni got off bed and walked to Neil.....

Neil was in his towel and ruffling his hair.... he saw avni coming.... he smirked seeing her..... avni reached to him and looked at him....

Avni : why you shouting? Anika is sleeping....

Neil : she slept.....

Avni : yeah.... I gave fed her milk... she looked tried....

Neil : hmm!

Avni : but why did you scream?

Neil: I need your help?

Avni : my help in what?

Neil : getting ready.... even I want you to make me ready like princess......

Avni : are you mad.... I am not helping you.... you got meeting.... get ready....

Neil : love please......

Avni : no means no.... get ready yourself....

Neil : you don't love me love....

Avni : this won't work Neil.....

Neil : at least give me my clothes...

Avni nods and went to get Neil's clothes.... avni came back with his office wear.... Neil smirked and removed his towel making avni closed her eyes.....

Avni : Neil.....

Neil : what..... you have already seen it....

Avni : shut up shameless person.... wear your clothes....

Neil: love open your eyes.... I have already wore my boxer.....

Avni opened her eyes and looked at him then saw him wearing his boxer.... she lightly slapped his shoulder..... she then took shirt helped him wearing it.... while he wore his trousers.... avni buttoned his shirt button.... avni took tie and wrapped it around his neck... while Neil held avni from waist.....

Avni tied his tie and looked at him....

Avni : will you come home early...

Neil : not sure yet.... but I will try....

Avni : hmm!

Neil : hey what happened?

Avni : I miss you...... it Been more than month since we spend our time..... you busy with new project.... Anika miss you too.... she is only three months but her eyes only wants to see you..... please come early today.....

Neil : first all stop crying..... your or princes tears hurts me.... I don't want to see your tears.... even princess..... I can't promise but I will try to Come... this project is important for  our company... or I wouldn't spend my time in office rather spending with you and princess... only for week....

Avni wiped her tears and held his hand.....

Avni : anvi birthday is coming up.... she is going to be 21 years old..... I want to Neela maa to come..... please.....

Neil : I have spoke to Neela maa.... she will come.....

Avni : when did you spoke....

Neil : that's secret....  okay love you fresh up too.... you need to have your breakfast.... you still wake after giving birth to princess.... doctor told you to have meals on time till five months..... Come.....

Avni : but Anika is sleeping....

Neil : I am here.... you take shower...

Avni nods and goes while Neil moved to bed after gelling his hair.... he sat on bed and saw his princess sleeping.....

Neil( mind) I never thought my life will be this beautiful with you too..... my love princess made it..... I love you both so much.....

He smiled seeing his princess and took his phone to message.....

Avni came back in hour after getting ready in Saree... her hair was still wet.... she walked to bed and saw them....

Avni : Neil...

Neil looked at her.....

Avni : wake princess up.......

Neil: wouldn't she cry..

Avni : she slept.... and waking her from sleep then she will cry.... what should we do......

Neil : you see in kitchen what kaka is doing.... I will come with princess....

Avni : you sure....

Neil nods....

Neil came down with Anika sleeping in his Arms..... avni was setting their plates......

( avni's outfit)

( Neil's outfit)

( Anika's outfit)

Neil came to dining table and called Avni's name.... avni looked at him....

Avni : still sleeping....

Neil : hmm! I didn't feel waking her up.......

Avni : it's okay.... you have your breakfast.... till I keep her.....

Neil nods and gave it to avni..... Neil looked for anvi....

Neil :where is anvi?

Avni : kaka said she went to collage....

Neil : hmm! Did you speak to kaka....

Avni : yeah.... he is doing good.... he said he will come with maa....

Neil: hmm...

At evening anvi was playing with Anika while avni was cleaning kitchen with mohan kaka........

Door bell rang..... mohna kaka went to open the door..... mohna kaka saw Neil.... Neil smiled at mohna kaka.....

Avni came to hall and saw Neil..... she smiled seeing him early.....

Avni : Neil.... you came....

Neil walked inside....

Neil : how couldn't I come when my wife needs me....

He sat next to anvi and slapped her head lightly making her glare at him.... he then kissed his princess cheek.....

Neil : how are you princess... missed papa.....

He said rubbing his hand on her cheek.... anvi smiled seeing her brother...... avni went to kitchen  and brought water for Neil.... Neil took sip and thanked her....,

Anvi: Bhai  i can ask you something?

Neil : you don't need my permission....

Anvi : Bhai there is guy who called today morning.... saying about you.....

Neil : About me? Did he say anything else?

Anvi : no Bhai.... he said sorry and told you if it's possible then visit his wife....

Neil : his wife? Why would I meet his wife..... give me his number....... I'll talk.....

Anvi nods.....

Avni was making bed when Neil Come to her wrapping his hands on her waist...... she got startled....

Avni : Neil.....

Neil : hmm.... love....

He said dropping kisses on her neck....

Avni : Neil.....

Neil stopped and turned her around and locked his hand on her waist.....

Neil : why is my love upset?

Avni : I am not upset..... since anvi said about the guy..... I don't know why it hims......

Neil : even its about him..... you shouldn't be bothered..... forget the past love..... if it is him then do you think I will go.... They never existed for us nor they will..... stop worrying about them.... you said to come early so here I am but you not spending time with me.....

Avni : what does Neil want?

Neil pulled her Close....

Neil : you very well know..... princess is with anvi..... so why not.........

Avni : I wouldn't mind......

That's was all for Neil to pull her in passionate kiss.... the Passionate kiss followed another night of their togetherness....and loud Moans to be heard in the room.......

Next morning Neil wake up before avni..... he took his phone and dialled a number...... he waited when a person spoke taking Neil's breath away......

Caller : thank you for calling back...... I was waiting for your call only....... I know we don't mean anything to you...... but please come to Juhi's death anniversary......... her death anniversary is after three days.......

Phone fell from Neil's hand..... tears brimmed in his eyes.......... his eyes were red..... his body got stiff hearing her death........ avni who woke up got shocked seeing Neil like this..... she kept her hand on his shoulder but he jerked it like he did 5 years ago...... avni got sacred......

Avni : Neil..... Neil....

Not having any other option she pulled him to her arms..... soon as he felt her touch.... he hugged her tightly...... avni let him cry... while rubbing his back........

Two hour passed him crying..... he stopped crying and broke hug..... he looked at avni.....

Neil : I am sorry...... yesterday night I told you to forget about the past but now I am crying over it..... I'm sorry love...... why this pain never leaves me..... she died because of  me............

Hearing she avni knew where this topic was about....... avni just sealed his lips with hers.... she won't let Neil blame for everything.... she can't.... he doesn't have anything to do with her death..... avni Broke the kiss and cupped  his face......

Avni: you are not the blame of her death....... death is not in our hands..... Neil you need to know whatever happens is not your fault.... not because of your it's happening.... this is fate.... fate is doing this.... promise me you won't blame yourself on her death..... who called you......

Neil: vidyut...... he.... said us to come......

Avni : you won't go.... I might be selfish but I let you go there...... you won't go..... I will talk to him...... our connection with India is over now..... none us is going to India...... after anvi's birthday call kaka and Neela maa here forever...........

In afternoon Neil left for his office but his mind was still disturbed.... avni already have messaged vidyut about not coming back to India......

Avni was sitting in a room with Anika and anvi .... they were talking and playing with Anika when Avni's phone rang..... she picked the call up

Avni : yes..... no.... I'm coming.....

Anvi looked at avni.... avni ended the call.......

Anvi : Bhabhi what happened?

Avni : anvi can you stay with Anika..... I have to go somewhere.....

Anvi : okay....

Avni left the house..... she stopped at the office and ran straight to terrace..... she got angry seeing him on the terrace...... she ran to him and pulled him off the terrace edge..... she gave tight slap on his face......

Avni : what do you think you doing is right? How van you do you this.... Neil...... didn't you think about me.... about Anika...... you tried killing yourself...... why Neil..... isn't my love enough for you.... Aren't we enough for each other Neil..... why..... she died..... but why cant you understand it's not your bloody fault..... because of her you ruining your life..... you ruining Anika's life..... think about her Neil...... she is baby still..... how would she live without you.... how will I live without you.... we left India but you........ I am begging you..... stop.... this...... give me my Neil back..... I want my Neil back..... who loves me  Neil ....... I need him back..... not this Neil..... my Neil strong... brave.... you need to face your fear Neil......

She cried bending down on her knees.... while he stared her face while in tears in his eyes.......

Neil bend to her level and pulled in her in hug.... she starts hitting him on his chest.... Neil hugged her..........

Neil : sorry....... sorry........ forgive..... me..... don't leave me..... I will die without you..... don't....... I love you..... I love you.........

Avni : no you don't....... I love you... you say that you tried killing yourself....... I hate you.......

Neil : sorry..... don't hate me..... I love you......

Avni calmed her tears.... she rubbed her nose on his shirt......

Avni : I love you..... don't do this..... I will die without you Neil.... I love you.....

Neil : I love you love.... I won't do this.....

Life is strange face.... mind we're controlled.... his pain never let him..... his past never left him but he tried living with them.... he tried to live for his loves ones........

Here is the end of this journey...... I would like to say this story was not happy one but sad one..... reality of our life is like this..... not every house or family is happy..... everyone faces some problems........

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