Avni was sitting in garden while sipping her coffee but she looked completely lost... she almost burned her mouth twice... she kept coffee cup aside and crossed her arms together and thought something... one pair of eyes were watching every actions of avni... the person moved to avni and called her name....

Person : avni Di....

Avni turned around hearing anvi voice and saw she standing in garden with another two cup of coffee...

Avni : Anvi why you standing there... come here...

Anvi walked around and sat beside avni... anvi passed a cup to avni... avni took it...

Avni : thank you!

She said before sipping her coffee... anvi sipped her too... she stopped sipping her coffee and looked at avni who was sipping her coffee.

Anvi : avni Di...

Avni stopped and looked at her...

Avni : hmm!

Anvi : where are you lost? I am seeing past few days you sit in garden and get lost in deep thoughts.... is there something bothering you... if is then you can share with me.... maybe we can find solutions off it.... Di don't stay quiet....

Avni : nothing is serious anvi... I was thinking whatever happened in our life... don't worry no harm will reach to Neil... any harm reaching to Neil should pass to me before harming Neil.... I will save Neil from every danger even if I have to risk my life... I'm ready for this... anvi but not anyone Neil be alone or suffer in pain.....

Anvi listened to avni was feeling happy..... avni kept the cup on the table and held anvi's  Hand... anvi looked at avni confusingly...

Anvi : Di.....

Avni : I am taking Neil out today.... promise me you will stay with Neela ma... if Neil is my life then you are no less too... I don't want to lose you or Neil.... promise me that you will sleep  with maa... and don't leave her telling her okay.... I don't know how long it will take me to come back... but promise you or maa won't step of house in night....

Anvi : I Promise you Di... I won't step out of the house... but Di where are you taking Bhai with you...

Avni : I don't know myself... maybe somewhere it gives me peace.....

Anvi : okay.... should I bring your lunch here or you will come inside....

Avni : Actually anvi I am not felling hungry so I won't to eat lunch.... you have yours.... till I see if Neil is wake or not....

Anvi : Di it's  not happening.... you are missing her meals... I have not told Neela maa but if you continue doing this then I have to complain to her......

Avni : okay baba don't complain... I will have my lunch... you sometime I doubt do I have one maa or two... you always act like my mother... but you know I love you...

Anvi : you should be like this... and yes if you don't follow your meals then I can become your mother... love you Di too... come let's go before you leave with Bhai....

Avni : yeah let's go...

Avni picked up her both cup and walked with anvi who was holding her own cup... they both walked inside and saw kaka sitting on table... seeing him like that avni asked  anvi to see kaka while she takes the cup in kitchen... anvi Nods and give her cup up avni... avni taking three cup went to kitchen....

Anvi walked to kaka and called him...

Anvi : kaka...

Kaka looked at anvi  and at the same time avni came back from kitchen... avni looked at kaka too...

Avni : kaka what happened? You look worried!

Kaka : nothing beta... just have headache... I will be fine.....

Avni : kaka take rest... since morning you are working in kitchen... anvi please give kaka head message... he will feel better after that..... hmm!

Anvi : okay Di.... kaka you take rest I'll be there in few minutes....

Kaka : beta it's not needed.... it's small headache I'll be fine after taking rest... you don't worry....

Anvi : kaka I won't listen to you... you go and take rest... I'm coming in room with oil...

Kaka nods knowing they won't stop... anvi looked avni who was smiling seeing anvi's concern for kaka....

Avni : after giving head message to kaka have your food and sleep in maa's room... okay ana don't worry about me or Neil...

Anvi : I don't have to worry about Bhai as I know you there to protect him... but that doesn't mean you shouldn't be taking care of yourself.... please before going have something to eat....

Avni : okay I'll have something light...

Anvi nods and goes to kitchen to get oil for kaka... while avni took bread slices and cuts some salad with them... she then made two sandwiches for herself... she quickly had her sandwiches and drank glass of water... she then decided to make two more sandwiches for Neil....

Soon as she finished making them... she kept in plate and filled a glass with orange drink... taking the tray she walked to Neil's room... she opened the door and saw him still sleeping... she smiled at him then moved inside and kept the tray on table... she settle herself next to Neil and ruffled his hair....

Avni : Neil.... Neil.... Wake up.... it's evening....

Neil hearing Avni's voice... he stirred in sleep and turned his body to Avni's lap and slept hugging her waist.... avni felt butterflies whenever Neil hugs her stomach... this wasn't first time.... avni composed herself and called his name again very softly and lovely while ruffling his hair....

Avni : Neil... Neil ... don't you want to come with me out.... if you sleep then how will we go out.... i promise after we come back you can sleep like this..... please wake up now....

She said while ruffling his hair.... he slowly distanced himself  her and opened his eye... he looked at her before  turning his gaze somewhere else.... nothing is new for Avni.... she knows every little actions of his.... avni sighed and smiled at him....

Avni : we going out.... before going you need to eat then have your medicine..... okay....

Neil nods and gets off bed and walks to washroom... knowing what Neil's wants... she too got off  bed and went to his closet and took a towel out... she walked inside the washroom as it was open... Neil never locks the washroom door from inside as avni said not too....

Avni pushed the door bit and saw Neil washing his face... she smiled and stood behind him..... Neil turned around washing his face... avni gave him Towel... he took it and wiped his face... then gave towel back... both walked out of washroom... avni kept the towel on couch...

Avni : i have sandwiches for you and orange Juice.... if you want to something else then let me know...

Neil nods and sat on couch and starts eating his sandwiches.... avni smilingly walked to Neil's cupboard and set his cupboard neatly.... she came back to bed and aside and pulled Neil's medicine and starts reading them to see if they are expired or not... checking them she kept the rest back and took one of them.... then she walked to Neil and saw almost finished ana drinking juice..... Neil drank his juice and looked at avni...

Avni : here have this after five minutes...

Neil nods... while avni left the room.... while Neil was lost in thoughts....

Neil ( mind) what will happen today? Avni is behaving  strange today.... first time she didn't feed me.... why? Has she understood that she won't get love from me.... but why does it hurt.... that what I wanted... not her to close to me... why I am feeling hurt...... it's good for you Neil she won't be coming behind you... you should be happy.... Neil... she will only be in pain with you.... let her go Neil... she deserve better.... yes Neil you should let her go.... you don't deserve love, care.... why would anyone like you will get love care.... I don't have anyone.....

He stopped as he heard door opening... he saw avni coming inside with something in her hand... he frowned and thought to what it could be....

Avni : did you took your medicine....

Neil: I was taking it....

Avni : okay...

Neil took his medicine while avni kept whatever she brought on table.... Neil stood up and followed her to table... he saw photo of himself smiling...... he got heart attack seeing himself smiling......

Neil ( mind) is this really me.... can I really smile....

He was confused with his own behaviour....avni turned around and saw him lost... she Knew what he was thinking...

Avni ( mind) this is you Neil... your smile is real... I will make sure you always smile.... no one can take your smile... that's my promise to you......

She looked at Neil who was still staring at his own picture... she clicked her finger front of his face...

Neil : huh....

Avni : where are you looking? And you know this picture anvi gave me... isn't cute... how cute you look when you smile....

She said smiling at  him while he was thinking is it he cute when he smiles... his mind and heart were playing up..... Neil Moved his gaze from the photo frame and avni....

Avni : Neil we should leave... let's leave... hmm!

Neil nods his head and followed behind avni... avni stopped at moment and turned around then she held his hand in hers...... he looked at her but didn't removed his hand back....

They both walks down and saw anvi sitting on couch with phone on her Hand... avni called anvi... anvi turned and looked at them...

Anvi : Di you didn't left yet... I thought you guys already left....

Avni : we were just leaving... you tell did you eat... is kaka fine now...

Anvi : yes Di I had something to eat and kaka is also fine... he is resting in his room...

Avni : okay... we should leave now... call me if there is problem... and do tell Neela about us going out....

Anvi : okay di I'll.... bye...

Avni : Bye!

Avneil walked out of the khanna House... avni asked Neil to sit on passenger seat while she will drive... Neil nodding his head sat on passenger seat.... avni took her seat and starts divining to their destination......

An hour later avni stopped a car and Neil got confused seeing the place.... he looked at her while avni got out off the car and went to Neil side and opened door for him.... she gave him her hand... he kept his hand in hers and came out.... he was totally confused souls seeing avni strange behaviour since morning and now this place.......

They both stood front a beach and looked at each other.....

Avni : I know you confuse thinking why I brought you to beach.... there is something I want to know from you.... Today whatever I ask you truly have to answer.....

Neil again got confuse... he wasn't getting what she wants to know....

Avni : don't worry on right time you will understand.... come let's go.....

They both walked To beach hands in hands.... at one time avni stopped walked.... Neil too stopped not feeling avni beside him....

Neil : what happened ... why you stopped here.....

Avni : can you see what's front of us.....

He looked at front of them hearing her... he saw sea but confused took over him....

Neil : it's sea... but why we stopped here....

Avni : I'll explain you.... let's seat here and enjoy the cold breeze....

They both sat down front of sea... their hands were still entwined with each other.......

Avni looked at the sea before speaking to Neil...

Avni : this cold breeze hitting us... the blue sea.... Neil you know meaning us this.... it means peaceful... we feel when this cold breeze hits us.... and this sea looks beautiful.... we come to see sea and getting hit by this breeze... Neil life is not same.... things are not same..... everyone has their pains hidden Neil.... today I have brought here for a reason.... today whatever you do but you won't escape from telling me.....

Neil till was smiling faintly hearing but soon stopped smiling as avni spoke about pain... somewhere in his heart that today will reveal his bitter horrible life.....

Avni : I want to know everything about you  Neil... every pain of yours Neil.....

As she said Neil clenched his jaw and Teeth.... she was pushing him to remember those days which he never wanted.... a anger rushed to his body...... his body got stiffed hearing her... the Hand he was holding sudden become tightened.... avni felt pain but she controlled..... today she wasn't to let him go without sharing his pain with her.....

Avni : today you will tell what pain you hiding.... what's your actually reason you not smiling.... a reason why you don't step out of house..... I need to know every reasons of yours...... every reasons..... means every one.......

Soon as she stopped she heard a loud scream..... Neil anger was rosing up every minute as she spoke about pain at end he screamed his heart out making avni scared.....

Neil : ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

Neil immediately moved from her and crossed his legs to his knees and hid his face.... avni was sacred hearing his scream..... but she had to be strong for him for their love... she had to be......

She kept hand on his shoulder...

Avni : Neil......

Only this name haunted him.... why is Neil khanna? He jerked her hand stood up... his eyes were painfully red... he made her stand by digging his nails into her shoulder... she wanted to scream in pain but couldn't....

Neil : whhhhy.... you want to know.....

Avni tried controlling her pain..... but Neil kept digging his nail into her shoulder deeply.....

Neil : Speak up...... why you need to my pain.... what will you do..... knowing my pain.... you also leave me like everyone...... why..... am that bad..... everyone leaves me.... why because I'm sin child.... Because  my birth mistaken......... why........... what will you do..... huh...... why aren't you saying anything......... why......

He pushed her and turned around to  leave but froze on his spot as he heard her voice.....

" I want to know your pain....... because I love you...... I love you.... Neil..... I really do...... I really love you...... give me chance to love you.... let me heal you..... give me one chance Neil...... I'll die without you Neil..... I only have you to call mine....... please I beg you..... let me heal you love you........."

She begged him to let her love him but the question revolved around his mind does he deserve it..... she fell on the floor crying badly begging for him.... for her love.... for their love.... She wanted to heal him.... she wanted to him only.......

Neil was rooted on his place hearing her...... Neil slowly closed his eye and remembered his Bebe words......

" if someone ask for chance then give it.... maybe that person is for you only... maybe that person was destined for you.... god is never unfair.... on right time he sends someone to heal the Broken Person"

He remembered how is bebe explained him when he was 5 years old boy..... his eyes was still close when Avni's face glowed front of his eye..... he opened his eye and saw his Bebe reflection giving him thumbs up..... he cried seeing her........ soon she disappeared in the air.........

He could hear  her sobs..... he didn't turned to her.... he didn't had any courage or could show his painful face.......

Neil : you..... wanted to know my pain..... then  listen....

Avni snapped her head to him.... she was in fixed position should she be happy or sad..... happy that he is sharing his pain and sad for their fate.... she never thought she would confess her love to him..... she never wanted......

Neil : my life...... my childhood..... my entire existence which I still question myself..... my mother..... or  women who never wanted to give me birth.... she never wanted child.... she was ready to abort me....... a mother killing her child before that child could come in the world...... my father never saw him..... he died before I was birth..... never heard of him........ he died because of my so called mother.... she called him..... just because he wanted me..... only he died because he decided to keep me..... my mother give birth me to but never give me  those cares or love..... never...... I carved for it but she never felt sympathy for me..... I  cried......... I cried for her who never cared about..... swetha Khanna a selfish women...... my father Prakash Khanna.... must have heard their name but what about their son..... I was dead even being alive..... for all world I was dead.... dead but a alive soul...... my Bebe my grandma my father mom wasn't aware is this between Prakash and swetha khanna... she thought are prefect couple..... when she got to know about her son death she was shattered.... she cried.... but my so mother didn't shed a tears..... why would she when she is the who killed...... Bebe stayed with us few months when she noticed behaviour change in swetha..... she got to know about my so called mother motive...... Bebe immediately took me with her ana warned her not to come front us..... it's was even month when my so called mother got married again..... two years passed her with her torture..... Bebe passed away due to heart attack.... she was heart patient....... she also left leaving alone..... my so called mother was pregnant with another man..... when Bebe died I was forced to live with her....... I didn't had anyone.... I couldn't lived alone........... since I started to live there my so called mother never gave me attention.... a servant was kept for me to after my needs.... I was only two years child that..... ..... my life passed like this....... when I was 10 years old..... my step sister was 8 years old..... yeah my mother gave birth to girl...... she loved her but not me.... she always called me sin child..... I was 11 years when I got raped by step sister...... she raped me...... she did..... I didn't cried because somewhere I knew this was my fate........... 18 years old when I got to know my so called mother died....... she died in car accident...... I didn't had say pity on her....... I never saw my steps family..... when they came back to  my life three years ago..... my step father starts beating me..... hitting me..... my step sister accused me thinking I have killed her mother....... everyone hates me.... I'm the blame to every death...... my father died because of me...... Bebe died because of me...... my so called mother died because of me...... I am sin child...... you should also leave me avni...... you don't deserve this person...... i will kill you too..... after all I am murder.... a bloody murder....................

He slumped on the floor as he finished........

Here is the update.... I did warn some of you that this one was going to highly emotional chapter.......

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