Chapter 5 : Relief [edit]

Hana's point of view

"Kringgg".

I packed my lunch box and stand up. But sudddenly someone grabs my shoulder. I flinched a bit. I turned to check who's hand was on my shoulder. Then..

"Hey.", he said.

"Eh? Oh, its just you, Sungjong." I exhaled.

"Heh, you thought who would dare to touch your shoulder other than me and Woohyun?", Sungjong laughed.

I just smiled back to him.

"So... where's your boyfriend?", He asked then pushed me down on my sit. He pulled a chair and sit while facing me.

I put my lunch box on my desk. I stared at him.

"Who? Woohyun?", I asked. My heart just skip a beat whenever I heard or say Woohyun's name.

Sungjong make an ugly expression then said, "Yeah, of course Woohyun. There is no one else."

"Oh. Hahahaha..", I gave him a fake laughed. Well, now.. he is an EX-boyfriend..

"... I know right. I'm so stupid. Hahaha.", I laughed again but then, Sungjong just staring at me with silence.

My back start sweating. Oh no, why did he staring at me like this?

"E-Err.. is there something on my face?", I asked him with a shaking voice.

He just stay silence and keep staring at me.

Oh god. Whats wrong with him?

"E-Err.. Sungjong?", I waved my hand infront of his face.

"E-Eh? Hah? Y-Yes? Why?", He snapped and quickly turned somewhere else.

"I asked you, is there something on my face? Why did you stared at me awhile ago?", I looked at him. We made an eye contact.

"E-Eh? No no. Theres nothing on your face. I-I'm just.. spacing out. So, yeah..", He looked at me but then he looked at somewhere else again.

I took a glanced at him and I saw ... h-he is blushing?

"H-Hey, are you sick? Your face looks red. I mean, VERY RED.", I'm shocked. I tried to look again but he quickly got up.

"E-Err.. Its okay! I-I'm fine! Err.. I think I need to go. My stomach keeps growling. Hehe. See ya later, Hana.", He already leave before I get a chance to say goodbye.

"Hm. O-Okay then. I need to search for Woohyun.", I took my lunch and leave to search for Woohyun.

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*At the rooftop*

I opened the rooftop's door and I saw a boy figure was sleeping onto the wall.

"Eh? Woohyun?", I whispered with myself.

I walked towards him and sit beside Woohyun quietly without making any sound. I took a peek at him while he is sleeping.

Hm, he sleeps like a baby. Hahaha.

I dont want to make he wake up so I just stay quiet while staring at him.

I heard his snoring. "Pfft..", I laughed a bit.

Suddenly, he start moving a little bit. I flinched. I quickly covered my mouth.

Oh no. I might wake him up.

Then, he suddenly start snoring again and I quickly covered my mouth so that I didnt burst into laugh again.

I looked at him again. But then, sunlight start disturb his sleep. The sunlight slowly approached on his face delightly. I could see that he start to moving uncomfortablely because of the sunlight.

I quickly changed my place and sat closely infront Woohyun. I spread my arms and move closely to him until I could feel his breath.

I make sure that there is no even a single light can reach his face. I covered him up completely.

Jeez. B-But .. this is so close! Oh no. My heart is pounding so much. Calm down, Hana. Calm down.

I look up. I cant look straight at his face because his face is too close with mine. Oh my god, I can feel his breath on my neck.

I quickly looked at him. I cant look up again cause his breath is tickling me on my neck. Jeez, but this is also.. w-we.. WE ARE TOO CLOSE.

Err.. what should I do? I cant stand looking at him like this. This is the first time I look at him this close since that accident. I stared at his eyebrows.

My left hand start moving slowly without my permission. I slowly approached his eyebrows. I touched delightly without making his wake up. So smooth.. and pretty.

Then, my hand starts moving to the corner of his eyes. I wiped smoothly. I miss making an eye contact every single seconds with this eyes..

Next, my hand poked his nose slowly. Breath slowly. Its not like your oxygen gonna empty because I will rather give mine to you..

Before I can reach to his lips, his eyes suddenly opened. Oh!

I quickly moved backwards. I stared at somewhere else. I just hope he doesnt realise what I'm doing just now.

I looked at him and I saw he is staring at me.

"W-What?", I asked him without looking at him.

"Since when you are here?", He answered me with a question too. I saw he standing up and patted his bottom. He spread his arms to make all his muscles back to their places. He yawning then.

"Since.. just now?", I answered unsure.

"Heh, what was that? What a stupid answer you got there.", He smirked. He then patted my head and give me a signal to get up.

I quickly get up and lean on the wall.

"So.. what are you doing up here?", I asked him while looking at him.

"Nahh, at first I was thinking about something but then I got tired and sleep.", He said that and leaning on the wall same like me.

"Oh, I see. About what you're thinking?", I sneak a peek at him.

"About Sora.", He said then stared at me. I quickly turned away.

S-Sora? That girl? His first love?

"Oh. What about her?", I asked calmly and make an expresionless face.

"W-Well, you know.. You.. and I.. we are now a couple, right? I mean, fake couple.", He managed his words carefully.

"Yeah. So?", I tried to answered as calm as I can.

"W-Well.. I'm afraid if she finds out about us.. she will sad. And I dont want to make her sad. S-So..", He suddenly stop talking.

"So?", I asked him to continue his words.

No.. please dont continue.. I dont want to hear it. I dont want to hear anything. STOP. PLEASE STOP.

"S-So.. hmm.. I think.. we should..", He wants to continue but ..

"Oh my god. I didnt eat my lunch yet. I need to go to the canteen and buy some bread. You want some, Woohyun?", I cut his words and wanna leave this place as soon as possible but he suddenly grabbed my arm.

"I-I think.. we should stop pretending. I mean, this fake relationship. We should end this.", He continued his words.

God.. why are you so cruel to me? Where and what is my fault? Now I got a second break up?

I just stared at him without any words come out from my mouth.

I thought so, Woohyun. B-But I dont expect its gonna be this soon. We just starting to pretend and .. I was quite happy.. eventho I know this is all fake. B-But.. why cant you.. just give me feel this little happiness a little bit longer? Why must you make me suffered all myself like this, Woohyun? Why..

"Hana? Hey..", He pulled my arms and grabbed my shoulders towards him.

"I dont understand.", I said and looks down and stared at my shoes. I dont want to understand.

He sighed.

"I mean, I want to break up with you. I want all this fake relationship end.", He said that smoothly but I why did I heard his words sounds harsh to me? He wanna break up..

"I dont hear you. I need to go.", I lied and quickly walks away but I stopped because I can feel his gentle hand was grabbing my hand.

"Hana, please.. I cant do this. I.. I felt guilty towards Sora.. Please, Hana..", He begged me while staring at me gentlely. No, please dont .. I stay silence and let him talking.

"Hana.. I've been thought about this many times. Please, Hana. I cant stand it when I think that all this stuff will make Sora cry. I hate it. I dont want that happen. I need to protect her. Hana, please.. you gonna help me, right? You're the one who said you gonna find her together, right?", He walks towards me and look into my eyes.

I quickly looked down on my shoes and my tears started falling down. One by one. On my shoes.

Y-You said.. exactly the same like what you've said to me before..

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-FLASHBACK-

"Hey, Hana.", Woohyun called me. He's now took a nap on my lap on a bench.

"Yes?", I smiled at him while tugged his hair behind his ear.

"You know..I really love you. Very much.", He continued. He looks at me and our eyes met.

"How much?", I teased him and poked his nose.

He giggles and he looked at me again.

"Emm.. from sun back to the moon. That much.", He smiled at me while said that.

"Woah, that much?", I giggled at his answers.

"Yes, that much.", He looked at me seriously.

"Aww, so sour of you, Woohyun oppa.", I kissed his forehead and laughed.

"H-Hey. Thats not fair, you thief.", He laughed.

"Eh? Thief? How dare you..", I grinned and kissed his cheeks.

"E-Eh? H-Hana! You stealer!", He pouted.

"What? Now, a stealer?", I made a fake angry expression and kissed his lips. Long one.. and a deep kiss..

My lips met his lips. At first, he looks shocked but then, he started closing his eyes and we started drowning in our kiss.

"Heh, you are such a good kisser. I'm shocked, Hana.", He teased me and smirked at me. He got up and put his arm on my shoulders.

"W-What..?! Eee! Pervert!", I knocked his head. Jeez, so embarrasing. This idiot..

"Hahaha. Dont be shy, my love..", He poked my cheek.

"Shut up!", I pouted but then I laughed together with him.

After done laughing so hard, we started enjoying the breeze and lake scene. I leaned my head on his shoulder and he lean his head on my head.

"You know..", He said and stopped.

"What?", I asked him smoothly.

"I dont want to make you cry. I hate it. I dont want that happen. I hate it very much.", He said that while calmly playing with my hair.

"I know.", I smiled at him.

"I want to protect you. I will protect you with all my strength eventho its hurt.", He smiled back and our eyes met.

"Yes, I know.", I nodded and smiled brightly.

"I really love you. Very much. Dont ever leave me. Whatever happen. Dont ever ever ever leave me. You know that?", He asked me with a serious expression.

"Yes, Woohyun. I know. I will never leave you in whatever situation. I will always be by your side.", I touched his cheek and smiled at him.

He smiled at me back. He nodded.

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-FLASHBACK ENDED-

Y-You said.. exactly the same like what you've said to me before.. just this time.. its different because.. you are not talking about me. You wanna protect other girl. You dont want to protect me. You dont want to make other girl cry but you dont care if I cried..

"You know..", I whispered slowly.

"Hm? What? I cant hear you, Hana.", Woohyun approached me slowly.

"...You're so cruel..", I whispered slowly and he cant hear my voice because of my voice was drowned in my tears.

"What, Hana? I cant hear you. Louder.", He stared at me while I was looking at my shoes.

My tears started falling one by one. You're so cruel, Woohyun..

Woohyun still infront of me waiting for me to look up. I quickly calm myself.

"If..", I said to him without looking at him and still looks down staring at my shoes.

"If what?", He asked.

"If.. we break up and end this FAKE relationship, what will you do if all our friends ask about it?", I asked him and still look down at my shoes.

"Emm, I will just say that I didnt love you anymore..", My heart throbs. I-Its hurt..

"..and that we will just remain as a friend?", He answered while facing me.

How come you can said that so calm, Woohyun? Is there really no space for me in your heart? Is there really no me left inside you? Dont you feel any guilty feeling when you said that? How come..

"Oh. I see.", I replied him after spaced out for awhile. He's still standing there facing me.

I look up at him and stared at him.

"Okay then. We will break up.", I said to him. He looks shocked.

"Oh, no. What I mean is.. Lets break up.", I smiled at him.

"O-Oh.. okay..", His voice was trembling.

"E-Err.. are you okay, Hana?", He asked me.

I made an confused expression. I am not okay..

"Y-Your eyes.. looks red..", He said and our eyes met.

I quickly turned away.

"Nahh.. its was because of dust went in my eyes. No worries.", I lied to him.

"Ohh. I see..", He shook his head and believed me.

"I think you should go.", I said with a cold voice.

"E-Eh? Why? Lets go together.", He pulled my arm.

"W-We cant. Because we already broke up, right? So we cant no longer walk together like the old days. So, you go first.", I gave him a smile. He seems shocked.

"O-Ohh.. O-Okay.. See ya..later..", He leave me alone on the rooftop after saying goodbye. And I officially got a second break up from the same person.

Hahaha I'm gonna laugh. Why do I feel like I need to be pity? My life is so .. sucks.

"I'm.. really an idiot..", I sat down and lean on the wall.

I covered my whole face with my palms.

"...Hahaha. What am I crying for? Its only a fake relay to begin with. And.. it also a second time.. Hahaha.. You really, an idiot, Yoo Hana.", I laughed by myself but then .. tears started falling and keep falling down on my cheeks.

I need someone to rely on. I cant handle all of this by myself.. I cant..

But then, I felt like someone suddenly sat beside me and patted my head gentlely.

I was shocked so I looked up and I saw ..

"Sungjong..?", I looked at Sungjong and I saw he is smiling at me. Brightly.

"W-What.. but w-when.. ?", My voice was trembling. Did he hear all of it? From where to where?

"From the start to .. the end..", He just smiling and keep patting my head like I'm a kid.

My chest feel .. tight for a moment .. but .. somehow, I felt really relieved..

"S-So.. you know already?", I asked him.

He just nodded his head and still patting my head. No, dont.. if you keep doing this ..

I might rely on you, Sungjong.. Dont..

"Hana..", Sungjong suddenly called my name and I looked at him with my wet and red eyes from crying.

"..You know, you can rely on me actually.", He said with a calm expression and smiled again and again.

Uggh..

"Tsk tsk..", My tears start falling little by little and my voice cracked and became louder and louder.

He quickly hugged me. I bumped my face onto his chest. I cried as much as I can. I released all my stress, depress, hurtness and sadness OUT today.

"Now, now.. let it all out. I'm here for you, Hana.", He said that with a smiled on his face and patted me on my back.

This feeling.. its been along time I've never being comforted to. Like I thought, I really need someone to rely on if I want to make Woohyun remembers again. Somehow, I felt really relieved and glad that Sungjong is the one that I can rely on. Thanks, Sungjong..

When I released all my story to Sungjong, my chest feel .. very LIGHT. I feel relaxed than before.

"Em, now I see. So, that pabbo (Woohyun) got an amnesia and he cant remember anything about you and me and all his friends. But he do remember his first love. So, it seems like he lost his memories about his current life and he is now think that he is in his past life.", Sungjong said one by one about how he understands the story that I told him.

I just nodded as the guess he made was right. He also nodded along.

"Hm, then I will help you to make him remember about you, about me and about everything before the accident, okay cry baby?", He pinched my cheek and smirked.

"Okay.. Huh? H-Hey.. I'm not a cry baby.", I smacked his hand.

"Hahaha. Okay okay, cry baby.", He laughed and ran off. He waved at me and he's gone afer the rooftop's door closed.

"Pfft..", I laughed. Jeez, Sungjong..

"HEH! I HEARD YOU LAUGHING! HAHAHA!", I heard Sungjong shouted from behind the rooftop door.

I glanced at the door. "Pfft... pabbo Sungjong.", I laughed again and quickly turned back to classroom.

Relief. That how I felt right now. I thought by myself that I can handle Woohyun's problem all by myself but .. actually .. I absolutely cant. I'm a girl after all. I'm just a weak creature after all.

I'm really glad that I let all out and told Sungjong all about my problems. I really do feel really glad.. I smiled while walking.

So now, I have a someone who I can rely on and ask for help when it comes to Woohyun's problems. I will make Woohyun remember again but .. not alone. Now, I will make Woohyun remember again with Sungjong. Sungjong, my friend..

~To be continue~ ♡

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