Chapter 4 : Real to Fake [edit]
You point of view
Today is the day. The day when Woohyun will be going to school. I wonder what will his reaction be after he sees all his friends. Will he remember them?
I put on my uniforms school and after done greeting my parents, I started walking to Woohyun's house. He said before that he doesnt remember the way to our school.
I'm not impressed tho because he got amnesia, right.
From far away, I already saw a charming body was standing infront of the gate while his hands in his school uniform's trousers pocket.
Hmm he still and always looks charming and handsome. As always, my Woohyun..
I smiled at him while waving at him.
"Woohyun!", I shouted his name. He turned his head when he heard I called his name. He smiled brightly then walked towards me.
His smile.. Can I j-just say 'I miss you', right now? Its just a 'I miss you' tho..Can I? I cant..? Y-Yess.. I cant. Now, he is not the same Woohyun.. B-But I really missed him a lot..
I put a bitter smiles on my face.
"Hey! Dont make that smile infront of me in the morning! Smile brigthly! Bright! More!", He pushed my mouth upwards and an un-natural smile was created on my face. I chuckled.
"I know. It just I cant believe it that I need to see your ugly face in my first day of school. You spoiled my mood. Hahaha..", I lied. I just cant believe it that I am now facing my boyfriend b-but.. why does.. my chest felt hurt? Why Woohyun.. W-Why must I, the one that you forgot?
"Again! I dont want to see that bitter smile! You're the one who spoiled my mood!", He pouted. Pfft .
"Alright, alright. I'm sorry, okay? Lets go. We might be late.", I forced myself to smiled. Now is now. Its not like we will forever being aparted. I just need to creat a new memory with you, Woohyun. Yes, new one. We need to refresh back. I will make you remember me back again, Woohyun. Till then, please wait for me, my dear Woohyun..
"Ah, by the way, make sure that my friends dont know about I got an amnesia. I dont want to hurt them if they know I forgot about them.", He sighed.
You dont want them to feel hurt if they know that you forgot all of them, but.. what about me? Dont you know that I REALLY HURTED when.. the first thing you said to me after you woke up was 'Who are you?'.. ? Y-You dont feel bad if I'm the one who hurted? I told you Woohyun, I'm your girlfriend. I am! B-But .. why cant you at least.. at least.. feel bad when you dont remember me?
We finally arrived at school. We walked side by side. I knew there were a few people staring at us. They smiled like teasing us. The whole school knew about Woohyun's accident but they dont know about he also got amnesia. What should I do? Should I told them?
"Hey! Woohyun! Hana!", I heard a familiar voice was calling my name. We turned back and we saw Sungjong was running towards us. He patted Woohyun's shoulder friendly.
"How have you been?", Sungjong asked Woohyun.
Woohyun made a coompletely confused expression. I sighed.
"He's okay but .. you know, he still feel tired from all the hospital's treatment.", I smiled at Sungjong.
"Oh! Yeah. I forgot about those annoying treatment. I felt bad for you, dude.", Sungjong lauged and teased Woohyun. He walks away and left both of us alone.
Woohyun just made an awkward smiles. I know he felt burdened by all this stuff. But its for his own good. I grabbed his hand as we are the most lovely couple in this school. Like the old days ..
"W-What are you doing? Stop took a chance on me. I'm not your boyfriend anymore! Please understood that at least!", He whispered to me and at the same time wanna pulled his hand out from my hand.
"Are you really an idiot? You told me that you dont want your friends to know about you got an amnesia. So cooperate with me. I told you that we were a couple before. If you dont want your friends getting hurt if they know about your amnesia, so you need to pretend to be my fake boyfriend. Y-Yeah, FAKE! They think that we are still a couple.", I scolded him but with a low voice. He really pissed me off. If you really dont want to hold my hand that badly, you should not said that I took a chance on you or what! I know! I know already! YOU DONT NEED TO TELL ME A HUNDRED TIMES THAT YOU ARE NOT MY BOYFRIEND! My tears gonna fall down. I wiped it before he noticed.
"Y-Yeah, I know that. You dont need to scolded me that badly.", He took my right hand and grabbed it. His warm flows inside my whole body.
"Nevermind.", I pulled out my hand and left him behind. I cant take it.. I might hugged him if he held my hand like that..
So now, we are a FAKE couple I guess? While everyone thought that we are really lovey-dovey but .. the truth is..
"Hey, Hana! For how long we need to pretend that we are all lovey-dovey like this?", He sighed while put his hand around my neck.
"Until you got your memories back. I guess.", I sighed too. I looked down because I afraid that he will see my blushing face. God, what with your flirtting attitude..? This is embarrasing..!! But I know this all fake.
I bet he sighed because he cant keep pretending that we are going out .. but .. for me.. I sighed because.. I cant believe it that it was all fake. Y-Yeah FAKE. All my reality life with Woohyun became FAKE.
We are now eating under a tree, place where we both always ate together before. This was our favorite spot. I was very shocked when Woohyun said that he wanna eat here and so I thought that he already remember but then..
"I dont know. It feels like I was attached to this place. Maybe, half of my memories were pin here somewhere but I-I.. I cant remember anything..", He held his head. He grabbed his hair tightly. He seemed hurted. He held his head like it was very hurted.
"Dont forced yourself, Woohyun. We will take all of this slowly.", I pulled his hand slowly and held it tightly. He looked at me.
"Hana.. I dont know why but when I'm with you, I felt relaxed and calmed. Thanks, Hana.", He hold back my hand tightly. He smiled at me. We were so close.
My body suddenly moved by itself and.. a-and I hugged him.
"E-Eh? H..H-Hana?", He seemed shocked. He didnt hugged me back.
"Your welcome. Its my job to make you feels relaxed and calmed. I'm really glad that you said I'm your place where you can relaxed and relay on. That's enough for me. More than enough..", My tears started coming out. Fortunately, he cant see my face. I'm glad I hugged him. I wiped my tears a bit.
He suddenly put his hands on my back. He hugged me back. Tightly. I cant breath .. b-but.. I like it..
The atmosphere was really tensed. Oh no. What should I do.. I dont want him to think that I take a chance on him. Err..
I quickly patted his back like I was patting a kid. I make it seems like I was comforted him. He twitched a bit. I need to cover this situation so that he didnt hate me because hugging him without his permission. I need to make he forget about this scene.
I let my hand go and cut our hugging session. I smirked.
"Your body was so tiny. It looks like your muscles are all gone because you always stayed at the hospital without exercising.", I made a fake laughed.
"W-What.. Damn you, Hana. You're so cruel. At least I had some muscles tho. I will build it back.", He pouted. Haha so cute..
"Nahh, I'm just kidding. Your body is just the same.", I ruffled his hair. I laughed.
"W-What do you mean 'the same? So, before, my body also tiny little thing? Like that?!", He shaked his head like he doesnt believe any shit of this. I laughed.
"Maybe..?", I laughed hardly. His reaction was really awesome. So funny.
"No no. I dont want to hear anymore of this nonsense. Its too cruel for me. I thought I had a six-pax before. So I thought maybe it went missing since I didnt work up for a month since the accident occured. B-But.. I really dont have any six-pax?! Oh no!", He covered his ears so that he cant hear my voice. He walked away with still covering his ears. He was humming a "la la la la" song. Hahahaha!
"Stop being so cute, idiot.", I chuckled. I said it to myself. I saw him went up using the stairs. He slowly gone missing.. little by little.
The truth is.. your body really is just the same. The warm, the senses,.. is really just the same. It was still there. I-I'm glad.. I hope it will remain there. I hope your warm and smell will always remain there. Dont be gone.. Stay there so I will still feels like I am still with the Woohyun that I know. I smiled.
He is still my Woohyun. He is still him. There are still 'him' that remain the same. So I cant act like a weak girl that almost give up. I need to be stronger since there are still MY WOOHYUN there. He will remember me well if I make him remember me. Yes, he will.. He will..
Thank god. I'm really happy and glad that there are still Woohyun that I know in new Woohyun. I dont care if my reality turned to fake. As long as I am with him, I CAN CHANGE THE FAKE INTO REALITY BACK.
~To be continue~ Sorry for the late update and Thanks for reading nae ♡ *(^o^)*
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