Your point of view

THE weather is very nice today. I'm humming a song while walking to Woohyun's room. I'm glad its still summer because I can always visit him. I'm already arrived at his room. When I opened up the door ..

"Sora! Sora! Sora! D-dont leave me! S-Sora!!", Woohyun shouted someone else name in his sleep while crying.

I quickly go to him and shake him over and over. He's having a nightmare. His forehead were full with sweats.

"H-hey, Woohyun! Wake up! Wake up, Woohyun!", I tried to wake him up but failed.

"Sora! Sora! Please, dont leave me! Dont!", he suddenly grabbed my hand tightly. Eh? Sora?

"Hey, Woohyun! Wake up! Its just a dream! Wake up.", I slapped his cheek but without using any strength on it. I tried but he still mumbling in his sleep. I sighed.

"Sora, I-I love you! I love you! So.. please. D-dont leave me again!", he said that while holding my hand that already on his cheek.

I-I love you?! Woohyun loved someone else?! Who is this girl, Sora?! Why did Woohyun could remember her but not me?!

"Hey, Woohyun! Get up! Wake up!", I took a glass of water beside his bed and poured a little water on his face.

He finally opened his eyes. He glared at me. He slapped my hands away.

"What are you doing? Dont touch me!", he turned away and covered all his body with his blanket.

I sat down beside him on a chair. I dont care about he's slapping my hand. Its hurt but who is this Sora girl? Who is Sora? Why did Woohyun said that he loved her? I dont know anything about this! I hate this feelings. Its hurt. W-why Woohyun remembered her but not me?!

I looked at him. He already sleep again?

"H-Hey, Woohyun..", I tried to talked to him.

"What do you want?", He replied me with a cold voice without look at me even once.

"W-Who is Sora?", I took a courage to asked him. I'm afraid what will his answer be.

He suddenly got up and looked at me.

"How do you know her?!", he suddenly hold my shoulders and asked me aggressively.

"M-My shoulders .. i-its hurt..W-Who is her actually?!", I'm afraid actually. Why did he looked so surprised? Who is Sora? Who is that girl to you, Woohyun?!

"She is my girlfriend.", he answered without look at my face.

"W-What ?! B-But ..", I'm gonna cry. No no. I cant. I already promised Woohyun to help him remember his memories back. I cant be so weak over something like this.

"She is my childhood friend. I always and always loved her. We already a coupled when we're in Grade 6 in middle school. B-But she suddenly said to me that she wanna break up with me. That time we're in first year of highschool. She said she wanted to transfered school and she cant believe in long love distance. Then, the other day, she already transfered from our school and left me without any words even a goodbye. I tried to looked for her but never found her. I also lost her contact already. I just remembered until there. Then, its all suddenly became dark. Hana, you need to help me get my memories back. I need to know what happened to me since then. Please, Hana.", Woohyun hold my hands and begged me with a very pure sincerety.

I never heard of this story from Woohyun before. I suddenly became emotional. I let my hands go from Woohyun's hands. I got up and left. Woohyun called my name but I didnt looked back. I just walked away without knowing where am I going.

I walked until I arrived at the hospital's rooftop. I looked around. I sat on a branch that been placed there. I sighed.

He touched me because of that girl. He talked to me because of that girl. He faced me because of that girl. He smiled at me because of that girl. He shared his stories because of that girl. He finally said my name but its all because of that girl, Sora!!

"W-why did all of this happened to me? What is my fault? Where is my fault? W-Why ..", I cried again. All of this are too sudden. I cant handle it. Its hurting me too deep.

"I-I'm sorry.. I shouldnt asked you to helped me tho, Hana.", he suddenly appeared from nowhere. He sat beside me so closely. This is also the first time he sat so close like this with me. B-But I dont feel happy even a little bit because I know he does all of this things because of that girl too. I sighed. I didnt say anything.

"I should not asked you before. I'm so sorry. Eventho, y-you are m-my g-girl..g-girl..", he cant said it. I know the reason but why does it still feel really hurt? Its like his words are holding a knife and stabbed my heart.

"You dont need to say it if you cant. And its not like you really mean it.", I said that bluntly. But the truth is I'm hurt b-but he .. he is smiling?

"I'm glad you know. Haish. But you know, Hana, its my first time felt so relaxed like this after the accident. Thank you, Hana. I'm glad you're always here for me after the accident.", he confessed to me with a smiles on his face. He looked up at the sky while smiling brightly.

"Its because I already promised to you that I cant leave you..", I whispered with myself.

"What, Hana? I cant hear you clearly.", he comes closer and we just aparted by 2inchis. My heart is beating faster than usual. I sighed. W-Why did you do this to me, Woohyun?

I miss you, Woohyun. This smell. Your smell. Before, if we sit closed like this, we would held hands and also hugging. B-But now.. Tsk Tsk. My tears started coming out. I'm afraid Woohyun will noticed my tears.

"Eh? See! Whats that?", I pointed at somewhere else so that I can wiped my tears. He turned away and looked at the place that I pointed out. I wiped my tears.

"Eh? Theres nothing there, Hana.", he quickly looked at me back.

"Hahaha. Stuuuuuupid. Of course theres nothing. Hahaha. You're so babbo(stupid), Woohyun.", I laughed with a fake laughing.

"Eh?? You're so cruel.", he smiled at me then faced the sky.

I looked at him. Its my first time seeing he smiling like this after the accident. I started to used my fake smile again. I'm happy because he's finally smiling. I'm glad I can see his smiles again but .. I'm sad because that smile is not for me. That smile is for someone else. I cant.. I'm gonna cry again.. Whenever it comes to Woohyun, I always got weaked. It must be .. I am deeply in love with him.. I smiled again but still with a sad smile. I got an unrequited love, huh? I laughed but its hurt deep inside.

"Why are you laughing suddenly, Hana?", he asked me and looked at me.

I smiled.

You're actually very nice, Woohyun. You're always nice to me. Always. I will never forget that. Thank you, Woohyun.

"Hey, Hana. Hana?", he's waving his hand infront of my face.

I laughed.

Now, you're always smiling. Even its not because of me. You also keep saying my name over and over. I felt like I'm in dreamland. Your nice voice called my name. Its sounds so nice in my ears. Its all because of that girl. Should I thanks her or what?

"Hey, you're laughing again this time! What are you thinking about?", he asked me with a very curious expression. So cute.

I should. Its all because of her, I still could get this little happiness. Sit beside Woohyun. Smile and laugh with Woohyun.This is what I want. Yes .. I need to make Woohyun smile always. I need to make Woohyun fall in love with me again!

"I will help you.", I suddenly spoke up.

"Help me? With what?", he looked at me. He looks surprised.

"I will help you. Find her. Sora.", I tried to calmed my heart and tried to stay calm.

"Eh, really?! Really?!", he hold my hands again. This warm of his hands.. I miss it.

"Yes.", I nods with a fake smile.

"Yes! Yes! Thanks Hana!", he smiled again while calling my name. I'm happy but..

Oh, no. I felt like I wanna cry. No no. I cant be like this!

I quickly stand up and released his hands. I quickly wiped my tears without his notice me while he still in surprised because I sudddenly got up.

"Why, Hana? You feel sick?", he's worried about me. Ha ha ha.. its not because of me tho. He just worried of me because he afraid that if I'm sick, he would not get to see Sora.

I shaked my head without facing him.

"H-Hey..", he wanna to get up but I stopped him.

"Hahaha. You're too childish. I'm okay! I'm stronger enough. Even I think I'm more stronger than you. Hahaha. Byebye, you sick boy!", I shaked my head while waving at him and walked away. I closed the rooftop door.

"Hey, H-Hana ..", he called me but I left already.

BAMMM !!

The door already closed and my tears started falling .. Ugh! Why am I crying actually? I just wanted to help him so that he can smiles again!

I lay my back onto the door. I slided down and sat on the floor.

"Tsk Tsk ...", I'm crying soundly so that Woohyun cant hear me.

Woohyun.. right now.. is in love with someone else. I covered my face with my hands. I hugged my legs.

I felt so lonely without my Woohyun. Why must our fate be like this. T-This is too cruel for me .. I dont sure if I can passed this cruel reality or not ..

I cant accept the reality that Woohyun is NOT my boyfriend. I cant accept the reality that Woohyun is in love with SOMEONE ELSE. I cant accept the reality that Woohyun didnt remember me. I cant accept the reality HE IS NOT MY WOOHYUN AGAIN..

B-But .. Reality is Reality. I need to accepted it and faced it. I need to become stronger to pass the obstacles. I need to be stronger for my sake and Woohyun's sake. Eventho, its hurt very... much. I will find her for you, Woohyun. As long as you are happy, I will. As long as you're always be by my side. As long as you are always with me. I will, Woohyun even its hurts me so much... B-But leaving you? Will NEVER happen. Thats my promised !

I stopped crying and get up. Woohyun's still at the rooftop. I used the lif and left the hospital without saying a goodbye to Woohyun. I will help Woohyun finds her. We will finds her together. Woohyun missed her very much. And I know when we miss someone, its felt really hurts. I cant let Woohyun gets hurt anymore. So, Woohyun.. dont worry. We will find her..

I walked home.

Hmm. Is my decision is alright? Its alright, right? Its the right choice, right? Please god. Tell me...

~To be continue~ ♡ Thanks for reading !