Chapter 24 - Just when things start to get better but..

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Posted on 23 August 2015

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Enjoy~

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Woohyun's point of view

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I nervously waited for a good news about Hana infront of the emergency room.

She will be okay..

I already calmed after a few minutes crying nonstop.

My eyes already look puffy and red.

She will be okay..

She will be okay..

She will be okay..

She will be okay..

The same thoughts keep replaying in my head as if theres no other words that I know anymore.

I interwhined my fingers to decrease my nervous but still it didnt work.

Suddenly, I heard footsteps running towards me.

I turned around and saw Sungjong was running towards me with a worried expression.

"Y-Yah.. What happened with Hana?", Sungjong said pantly when he arrived beside me and took a seat.

He tried to catching up his breaths again.

I looked at him weirdly.

Isnt he still mad at me?

I shook my head as I ignored my thoughts. I looked at him again.

"H-Hana suddenly act up then I h-heard shes getting worst..", I replied, try to act calm but as I thought, I failed.

The worst and terrified Hana's situation just now really made me scared to death.

Moreover, when I heard what one of the profesional said.

"She's dying.."

I shook my head gradually as my expression started to felt a deep pain.

"N-No..", I said to myself as I started to felt my whole body was shaking much.

I quickly covered my whole face with my palms as I knew that tears already fell on my cheeks.

This is so embarrassing for crying infront of your bestfriend..

I sniffed in my hands but still didnt dare to put my hands down.

"Hey, calm down, kay Woohyun? Hana will be fine. Believe me.", Sungjong suddenly said while put his right hand on my shoulder.

I finally put my hands down and looked at him.

I'm shocked when I saw theres tears in his sparkling eyes and what makes me more sad, when I saw he still smiling eventho he have tears in his eyes.

Whats wrong with you, Woohyun? Why cant you really believe in Hana? Even Sungjong believe Hana and he still calm for now. While you.. you act like a kid that already lost his mother. The hell Woohyun?!

Be a man! Hana dont need a crybaby to lean on! Stop crying! She will be fine. Trust Hana..

I gave Sungjong a smile yet so fake. But at least I tried.

"There you go. Aish. Both of you and Hana just the same! How can both of you look soooo ugly when crying? Hahaha. I should record it earlier. Eish.", Sungjong said then fakely punched his own hands as he acted to be frustated.

Then, both of us laughed.

"Arent you suppose to mad at me right now? I mean, you warned me not to visit again and urm I'm here so--", I said while looked at another way. Afraid that I will get another free punch from him.

"Nahh, I just cant control my anger last day. So, yeah. Actually, I already saw you last night. You went in Hana's room so I just went home since I know you can take a good care of her. Well, with that thickhead of yours, who could stop you, Woohyun.", Sungjong said while shrugged.

Then, I saw he pouted.

"Hahaha. The heck Sungjong.", I said while still laughed a bit.

I wiped my tears then smiled, relief.

I looked at Sungjong when I felt theres someone was watchin me.

"W-What?", I asked as I saw Sungjong was staring at me with a confused expression.

Did.. he mad because of what I said before?

"Hey, Woohyun-ah. You know.. you.. actually already be like.. urm..", He said then stopped for a moment before continue.

"...your own self.", Sungjong finally said his thought and looked at me weirdly.

Huh?

"Means?", I asked him since I still didnt get what hes trying to say.

He looked at me. More like, stared at me.

I awkwardly scratched my neck as I dont know what I should respond.

"You know, you're starting to talk to me comfortably, right?", Sungjong asked me with a serious expression on.

"Um yeah? Of course, I do. You're my bestfriend after all.", I giggled then slapped his back lightly.

"Ha! This! This is what I mean! You will NEVER do this to me since the accident. You always seems soooo uncomfortable whenever you around me! What has gone into you?", Sungjong's eyes widen while he said that.

Then he pointed at my hand that slapped him earlier with a surprised expression on his face.

Oh.

"Hahaha. Ohmygod, Sungjongie. I'm sorry. Okay okay, actually the thing is..", When I'm about to tell him about my amnesia, he suddenly spoke up.

"I mean, you've been act weird like you're stranger to me. Eventho, I know you've an amnesia but still.. thats why I feel weird when you--", Sungjong said without looking at me and just talking to himself.

"Wait. Y-You know?", I asked with surprised face.

No.. but.. its just me and Hana who knew about my amnesia. How can..

Sungjong looked at me with his wide eyes again.

"Err, Y-Yeah..?", Sungjong said then giggled awkwardly.

"B-But.. how?", I asked him shakingly.

I never tell him about it and I think my acting is perfect. There will be no way he know about this unless theres someone told about it.

"Hehe. Hana told me. Eh, wait. No. To be reaaally honest, I heard your coversation with Hana on the rooftop.", Sungjong said then smirked at me.

I rolled my eyes then chuckled.

"So you actually knew that I got an amnesia. Well, thats explain a lot.", I said while leaned infront then put my hands at the back, on the bench.

"Anyway! You didnt answer my question yet!", Sungjong glared at me but I just chuckled.

"Well.. as you could see, I regained my memories back. Yes, I am the old Woohyun.", I smiled at him.

Again his eyes widen. I wonder when will his eyes pop out..

Then, I hugged him.

"Its been a long time, yea? I miss you, pal.", I said to him while smile happily.

Suddenly, Sungjong shook his head.

I broke the hug and looked at him weirdly.

"What?", I asked him.

"You're not the old Woohyun.", Sungjong replied.

"Hm? Why?", I asked with a confused expression.

"Cuz you're being the NOT SO NORMAL Woohyun. Ew, why are you so cheasy? Ew Woohyun ew.", Sungjong squealed and made a fake disgusting face.

The hell.

I automatically smacked him on his arm.

"The heck Sungjong! I am so damn serious here!", I glared at him then sighed.

He will never change. Never.

"Hahahaha. Okay okay, boy. Thank god you're fine and back being the 'old' Woohyun.", Sungjong said then mocked me at the 'old' part.

I growled at him.

Sungjong giggled then he hugged me back.

"Well, I kinda miss you too.", Sungjong said while patted my back.

"Wait. Kinda..?", I glared at him then giggled when he made a weird expression.

"Aish. You never change, Jongie.", I said then ruffled his hair.

"Yah! Dont call me that! and of course I never change cuz the one who got an amnesia is not me.", Sungjong teased me then shrugged.

I just shook my head for the nth times and ignored Sungjong. I will never win this kid.

Suddenly, we heard the emergency room door slided.

A man with white coat came out as well as Hana that lay on a stroller.

Both of us quickly went to the man.

"H-How is she, doctor?? Will she be fine? S-She's okay, right?", I asked with a trembled voice.

The happiness that I felt earlier already gone in a seconds. Now, I felt really scared and nervous to hear what will the doctor say about Hana's condition.

Please.. Please be okay.. Please, god..

My hands and my back already sweaty as I am sooo nervous right now.

"She is okay, sir. She will be safe.", The doctor said with a smile.

Both me and Sungjong sighed, relief.

Thank god.. Gosh, Hana.. you scared me.

"And.. urm theres a good news too.", The doctor said with a really bright smile this time.

I looked up at the doctor. So do Sungjong.

Both of us feel so nervous yet excited to hear about the good news.

"Ms.Yoo will be wake up soon. Her condition is stable and theres no any sign that shes still in coma. So, now she is still asleep because of the anesthesia that we gave earlier but dont worry, she will wake up soon.", The doctor said then smile widely but still cant challenge how big and bright my smile is.

Ohgod. THANK YOU. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. Hana.. Thank you! Thank you for not leaving me.. Thank you, Yoo Hana..

Sungjong already smiled widely when the doctor walked away.

"Omg Woohyun! Hana is okay! Shes okay!", Sungjong shook my shoulder with a happy voice.

Meanwhile, I..

"H-Hey, Woohyun.. why are you crying?", Sungjong looked at me then smile painfully.

I fell on my knees. I clenched my fists on the floor.

My tears flow down on my cheeks. I'm crying, soundly.

"I-I'm j-just.. happy..", I said in trembling voice.

Hana is safe.. She will wake up.. She will open her eyes.. She will look at me with those eyes.. She will smile at me..

I smiled while tears accompany me.

I will get to hear her voice again.. I will get to stare into her eyes again.. I will get to touch her again.. I will get to laugh with her again.. I will get to walk hand in hand with her again.. I will get to say 'I love you' to her again and again..

"I-I'm just glad..", I said to myself while tears cant stop flowing on my cheeks. A happiness tears.

Sungjong just smiled at me.

"Yoo Hana..", I cried while smiling widely.

Finally..

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I spreaded my arms as I woke up from my bed.

I yawned.

Yesterday, after visited Hana after the surgery, she still didnt wake up yet. So, I just got back home with a really happy and excited feeling.

I hope she will wake up today..

I smiled as I thought.

"Yosh.", I quickly got up from my bed and grabbed my towel.

I hang the towel on my shoulder.

I walked towards my closet and searched for a good outfit to wear today.

Hmm, light-blue plain long sleeves shirt with buttons look good.

I took out the long sleeves denim shirt and threw it on my bed (A/N : look at the media/pic that I put there. He look so good in that light blue denim shirt ;-;).

Then, I took out a white long jeans and other necessary things then threw it on my bed too.

"Good. Okay then.", I walked to my bathroom.

When I was about to open my bathroom's door, suddenly my phone rang.

Hm?

I turned back around and grabbed my phone.

I saw Sungjong's name on my phone screen.

"Yoboseyo? Yes, Sungjong-ah. Whats up?", I said on the line.

"Woohyun! Woohyun! Come here this instant! Hana already wake up! Palli!", Sungjong rushed me on the line.

"What?! For real?!", I asked as I am very shocked right now.

"Yes! I am not in the mood to joke with you in this early morning! Palli, right now!", Sungjong scolded me on the line.

Ohmygod. Hana! Yes, finally! Hana already woke up! I cant believe it..

"O-Okay, Sungjong. I will come as fast as I can! See ya!", I quickly hang up and took a quick shower.

Yoo Hana, my dear.. wait for me.

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"She will like this, right?", I said to myself while looked at a bouquet of white roses in my hands.

I smiled by myself when I imagined what will her reaction be later.

I cant wait to see you, Hana. I miss you so much..

After a few minutes, I finally arrived infront of the big hospital.

I looked up an saw a big 'Incheon Hospital ' sign.

I smiled brightly when I already entered the hospital.

There were so many people walk around. Its crowded.

I observed my surrounding.

I just came yesterday but why do I feel different today? I feel so happy.

I walked towards the elevator but unfortunately, I saw a 'Under Construction' notice on the elevator door.

Shit.

I looked at my watch and I already late.

Stairs.

I thought as I saw stairs not far from me.

I quickly ran towards the stairs and opened the door. I looked up and saw many stairs are waiting for me.

I sighed. What a bad day..

I took a breath then started climbing the loong stairs.

When I reached floor 7, I stopped for a moment.

I sat on the stairs while panting.

Why cant they afford build an escalator or something?!

Suddenly, my phone rang. I took out without looking at the caller first.

"Yoboseyo?", I said on the line while still panting hardly.

I am so tired..

"Yah! Nam Woohyun! Where are you??", I heard Sungjong whispered on the line.

"Why are you whispiring?", I asked and still sat on the stair, trying to catch my breath.

"Its because Hana just right infront of me! I didnt tell her about you're coming. I want to surprise her. Geez, just quickly come here, you lazy ass.", Sungjong said on the line and I could imagine his expression right now.

"Eish. I know. Coming! Duh.", I said then quickly ended the call.

I looked up and saw there were still many stairs I need to climb up since Hana's room is on Floor 10.

Well, for Hana.. I have to bear with this.

I chuckled then quickly got up back. I patted dirts on my butt and started climbing again.

Eventho its really tiring and my forehead already full with sweats and it ruined my outfit but all of that didnt matter to me. As long as, I can see Hana as soon as possible.

After a few minutes, I finally arrived at Floor 10. I pushed the stairs door and exit.

I looked around and there were so many patients and nurses. Visitors also were everywhere in this floor.

I walked to my left side and searched for Hana's room.

When I arrived infront of Hana's room, I stopped literally infront of her room.

I could hear a laughter from inside. Its a combination of Sungjong and Hana's laugh.

I smiled when I heard how cheerful Hana's voice was.

How I miss you so much, Hana. Your laughter brings life back to me. I miss it so much.. I cant wait to see you.

I slowly slided the door and revealed Hana and Sungjong face.

A bright smile plastered on my face.

Sungjong smirked when he saw me.

I walked in carefully cuz I am so nervous right now when Hana kept staring at me with her beautiful eyes.

My heart cant do the work properly as it keep beating crazily.

How I wish I am the first person you saw the moment you woke up. Hmm.

"Oh, hey. Finally, you came.", Sungjong said then he walked towards me and patted my shoulder.

"Good luck and do better, dude.", I heard Sungjong said while walk passed me then went out.

Now, the room already full with silence with only me and Hana alone.

I looked at Hana with a really deep stares as I dont know where to start with.

I interwhined my fingers while walked towards Hana that sat straight on her bed with hospital gown.

I smiled brightly as I approached.

This nervous feeling is the same feeling when I first approached you, Hana.

"Uh.. urm, Hey.", I said when I arrived exactly beside her.

I saw she was wearing a spectacles while reading a book.

"W-Well, here is a flower for you. I remember you love white rose so I bought it for you.", I said while smiling.

I put the roses beside Hana's bed. I turned back at Hana.

I looked at her with a really bright smile.

How I wish my smile will turn into a bright sun so that she will notice how happy am I to see her.

"I'm glad and really happy that you're okay. You know, how worry I am when I saw your weak body on the road, with bloods then I heard you in coma?", I said with a worried expression to draw her attention to me.

She was just too immersed with her book.

I pouted when she didnt reply me anything.

"Hey, are you okay? Do you still feel unwell?", I approached her then held out my hand to feel her forehead.

I put my back hand on her forehead.

But then!

Hana suddenly smacked my hand that I put on her forehead.

Auch.

My eyes widen so do Hana. Both of us shocked with what just happened.

"H-Hana.. are you o--"

She quickly cut my words.

"Dont touch me.", Hana said with cold voice then looked at her book back.

H-Hana.. why are you..

"H-Hey.. Hana. Dont t-tease me like this..", I tried to calm myself then made a fake smile.

I try to hold her hand but again, she slapped my hand.

My chest hurted. My heart hurted. My feeling hurted.

"I said, dont touch me.", Hana said with a really angry voice and she didnt even bother to look at me.

Am I that ugly until you dont want to look at me, Hana?

"H-Hana.. I miss you..", My eyes started forming tears.

I tried to gave her a bright smile but failed as the smile I show started showing it bitterness.

Again, she ignored me.

This is really hurt.. My heart felt a really sharp pain and it stabbed deep into my heart..

"W-Well, here. M-Maybe you want some water?", I quickly poured her a glass of water and gave it to her.

But, she just blankly looked at me without even taking the glass.

"I'm fine and please get out.", Hana said with a really cold voice until it hits painfully direct on my heart.

I gave her a bitter smile.

"I-I see. O-Okay then, I dont want you to stress or bad mood on the first day you woke up. S-So, yeah..", I replied while looked at her with a hurtful eyes but she stil ignored me.

Hana.. why are you being like this..

"Good.", She said while smirked and still reading her book.

Hana..

My tears fell down but I quickly wiped it.

"Um hahaha, o-okay then. See you later, Hana.", I looked at another way, afraid that she might see me crying.

Again, she ignored me.

If you still mad at me.. I-I'm sorry.. I'm sorry, Hana..

I walked away with a sad expression.

It shouldnt be like this. This is not what I want it to be..

When I arrived exactly infront of the door, Hana suddenly called my name.

"W-Woohyun.", Hana called for me.

I flinched. Hana calling my name.. at last, she called my name!

I cant describe how happy am I right now. I quickly turned around and looked at her.

I smiled brightly while looked at her.

She looked up and stared into my eyes. Our eyes met.

"And.. you dont need to visit me again. I am fine and Sungjong can take a good care of me. Y-You dont need to waste your precious times on a girl like me. Thats all.", Hana coldly said without even smile at me then she quickly avoided my eyes and started reading again.

W-What..

I bitterly smile while looked at her.

I didnt nod nor reply her. I just quickly walked out from her room and closed the door.

I quickly stood and leaned on the wall beside the door. Slowly, I slided down with tears fell down on my cheeks.

"W-Why did you said that..", I mumbled then sat down on the floor.

I hold my head and gripped my hair.

"H-How can my precious times be a waste by taking care of you, Hana.. How.. Its you.., who I want to take a good care of.. I-Its freakin you.. B-But yet.. y-you..", I cant go on as I sniffed then crying.

"I-I wait for this time for long.. a-and.. yet y-you dont even look happy.. when you see me..", I stuttered.

I covered my whole crying face in my hands.

Then, I sadly chuckled.

"Y-Yeah.. What do you expect, Woohyun? For all these months you keep giving Hana pains and yet.. when this times comes, you want her to forgive you just like that? Hahaha, stupid me..", I remind to myself as I laughed, fake.

Then, I stopped laughing and crying soundly.

"T-This is what you f-feel for all these months, Hana?? This pain feeling is w-what you've been kept inside you whenever I h-hurted you..", I muttered to myself while gripped my chest.

".. Hana, its h-hurt. Hana.. its so hurt..", I said while clenched my fists on my chest while cried.

I'm sorry, Hana. I am so.. sorry..

I quickly got up and stood blankly.

I sighed.

For the last time, I looked at Hana's room with a mixed feeling.

Sadly, I turned around and walked away weakly.

I am sorry Hana.. for all those pains that I gave to you.. I-I am so sorry..

This feeling is so hurt and full with sharp pains..

I deserved this. I deserved all of this..

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