Chapter 13 - Which one did you prefer?

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Posted on 11 July 2015

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Hana's (Your) point of view.

I cant get enough sleep today. I woke up early than usual.

I looked at my clock and its still early in the morning.

5:00am..

I sighed. I lay my head on top of my bed. I stared on my feet.

"Hana.. I have fallen for you."

Suddenly, I remembered what Woohyun said to me yesterday.

Ohmygod...

I covered my face with my pillow.

"Geez.. this is so embarrasing..", I squezeed my pillow that I used to covered my face.

Then, I let go the pillow and exhaled.

"..But.. he said he likes me..", I smiled while staring at the ceilling.

"Hana.. I have fallen for you."

Again, Woohyun's voice echoed in my head.

Ermm.. >||<

"Ugh. Hana. Wake up. Dont be too excited. He just said it but still you cant be too confident.", I said to myself while slapped my cheeks twice.

I lay back on my bed.

"..But.. its.. the first time he said he likes me.. after the accident..", I hugged my pillow.

B-But.. he have been said it for million times actually. Its just.. that.. he cant remember it..

I sighed again. I got up from my bed then grabbed a towel then threw my body into the bathroom. I humming and started my brand new day.

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I walked to my class. I am so excited to see Woohyun. I slided the classroom's door and walked in. I flashed a bright smiled to Sungjong when I saw he waved at me.

"You're early!", Sungjong said to me when I sat on my place and he sat on my desk.

"Pfft. Of course.", I smirked at him then I took out my book while searched for Woohyun all over the class.

"He's not here yet.", Sungjong sudden answered while smirked at me.

"W-What?", I looked down on my book when I realised that Sungjong saw I was looking for Woohyun.

"Uh! There he is!", Sungjong pointed at the back of the classroom and I quickly looked back.

There is no sign of Woohyun. I glared at him when I heard he was giggling.

"Yah!", I scolded him then rolled my eyes. Damn this kid. Stop teasing me!

"Hahaha. Got ya! Ehh~~ You miss Woohyun already??", Sungjong suddenly sat beside me, on Taehyung chair and started pushed my shoulder gradually with his.

"N-No.", I tried to ignore him.

"Yeh~~~ I saw you guys yesterday. Eh, no. ALL OF US saw you guys yesterday. On stage~ Uuu, public kiss, I see~~", Sungjong giggled beside me while keep teasing me.

What the..

"Y-Yah!! I-I-Its.. just.. a f-fake kiss tho..", I exclaimed a lie. Yeah, 'fake' really..

Suddenly, my heart beats goes crazy when I remembered about what happened yesterday. I felt like my blood already went up to my cheeks.

Geez.. this is so embarrassing..

I held my both cheeks.

.. yet, Its good..

My face already turned extremely red right now and I know Sungjong saw it.

"Woah, Hana. Chill. Dont tell me you are thinking bout something perv--", Before Sungjong finish his words I already smacked his forehead.

"Yah! Ow ow! Appo (Its hurt)!", Sungjong scolded me while whined.

Heh, served you right, flower boy

I smiled when I saw he gave a dead glare.

"Mian, mian.", I wiped his forehead while saying sorry.

"N-Nevermind.", Sungjong said while slowly moved my hand away from his forehead. He was blushing.

Hm?

"You okay, right? Did it really hurt?", I asked while stared at his red face.

I dont I think I smacked it too hard tho..

"I-I'm fine.. W-Well.. Oh! TaeTae! You arrived!", Sungjong said with a fluttered voice than quickly stood up when he saw Taehyung coming towards us.

"Hey, Hana. Hey, Sungjong.", Taehyung patted Sungjong shoulder than he took a seat beside me.

"Hey. You are early.", I said to him while smiling.

"So do you.", He replied with a really charming smiled then took a book out.

I chuckled.

Then, I looked out the window.

Hmm.. when will Woohyun come tho..

I sighed. I really want to hear his explanation.. I am so confused..

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The bell rung.

I released a really big sigh.

Then, Taehyung quickly looked at me when he heard my sigh.

"Hey, are you okay?", Taehyung asked me with a worried voice.

I looked at him then gave him a i-am-fine smile. Then, I nodded.

"I will go first. Bye, Taehyung.", I waved at him then he waved me back.

I slided my bag on my back and walked to home.

He didnt come to school today.. hmm

Again, a big sigh released from my mouth.

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Taehyung's point of view.

I looked at Hana that walked with a sad face and weakly walked out from the class.

Hmm.. I hope she's okay..

I sighed. I packed my bag then get ready to walk out from the class but stopped when I realised there was a girl still sleeping at the corner of the class on a desk.

Hmm?

I walked closer to her and saw..

"Chorong?", I mumbled to myself.

Should I leave? Or wake her up? Leave or wake up?

I just looked at her beside her desk. Chorong's head on her desk and she was sleeping soundless. Her long black hair covered almost all her face.

But then, suddenly the wind blow and Chorong's hair flew to the their places and revealed her pure sleeping face.

I awed. S-She's beautiful..

I stared at her face.

B-But.. we promised ourself that we wouldnt talk to each other anymore.. she hate seeing my face tho..

I think and think and found an idea.

I took out a book from my bag and used it to covered my face.

"Ehem.", I coughed to wake her up.

But she didnt move.

"P-Park Chorong. Wake up.", I shook her upper body then I felt she flinched.

I took a peek over the book that I held to covered my face. Oh, she's up..

"W-Well, ehem, its already late and you should go home and erm bye.", I stuttered and quickly walked away while covering my face using a book.

I heard she called for me and said 'wait' but I just ignored her and walked away to my home.

Why are my heart beating this loudly? God..

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Hana's point of view

-THE NEXT DAY-

I looked out the window when I realised Woohyun still didnt come to school today. I sighed.

"Hey, whats with the big sigh again?", Taehyung asked me when he took a seat beside me.

I quickly looked at him and shook my head.

"N-Nothing..", I sighed again.

"Seriously?", Taehyung looked at me again with a worried face.

Hmm..

"Y-You know, Taehyung..", Before I could finish my words suddenly Taehyung replied "No, I dont."

I gave him a like-seriously face -.-

God.. I thought Sungjong is the only one, now Taehyung too? These kids really..

He chuckled. "Okay okay, go on."

I inhaled then exhaled.

"Y-You know.. Well.. Urm.. Woohyun has been absented for two days wihout notice, right? A-And..", Before I could finish my words, again, Sungjong suddenly cuts my words.

God.. For real, can you guys let me finish my talk?!

"Eh, Hana? You dont know? Woohyun went to hospital from yesterday and today too.", Sungjong said to me while sat on my desk and Taehyung looked at him then looked me.

What?!

"Eh? I-I dont know. B-But, why?", I'm shaking.

Dont tell me something happen to him.. No.. Just please no..

My heart beats louder. I panicked.

"I dont know. He just texted me that he will be in a hospital for a few days.", Sungjong said to me while shrugged.

I felt like crying. Not something bad happen, right..?

Then, I quickly packed my bag then stood up with my bag on my back.

"H-Hey, where are you going, Hana?", Taehyung grabbed my arm then stood up too.

"Just tell the teacher I will be absent today, okay?", I patted Taehyung hand that held my arm the quickly walk away.

"Sungjong. Which hospital?", I asked Sungjong and turned to him.

"Incheon hospital.", Sungjong replied then I nodded my head and quickly walked out from the class.

"Hana, wait--", Before Taehyung could chase over Hana, Sungjong held his arm.

"Let her be.", Sungjong nodded then smiled. Taehyung nodded too then sat down.

".. But she left her phone..", Taehyung said and held in Hana's phone. Sungjong just sighed.

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God... please.. dont let Woohyun hurt for the second times.. I really really dont want anything happen to Woohyun..

My eyes starting to get teary. I nervously waited in the cab until I arrived at Incheon hospital.

I thanked the cab driver then gave him a cash and walked into the hospital.

I interlocked my both hands together. I am so nervous right now.

I quickly walked to a counter then asked nervously, "Err, urm excuse me. I-Is there a patient name Nam Woohyun?"

The nurse smiled at me then checked something on her computer. M legs shaking while I waited for the nurse.

"Emm, sorry miss. There is no a patient with Nam Woohyun name.", The nurse said to me while shook her head.

Thank god..

I sighed relief. I smiled at the nurse them wanna walk away before..

".. Erm, but.. there is a visitor named Nam Woohyun..", The nurse mumbled but I still could hear it perfectly.

"W-What? A v-visitor..?", I turned around and asked the nurse seriously.

A visitor? Is it the Woohyun that I know or a stranger?

The nurse nodded her head.

".. Can you give me the number of the room that he visit?", I asked the nurse. At first she looked wary but then she nodded her head.

"Room 102, miss.", The nurse said while smiling. I thanked the nurse then quickly searched for Room 102.

If he a visitor.. who did he visit for the past few days..?

My heart beating more than usual.

Eh...why am I so nervous right now? Its not like I will see something that I dont want to see, right..?

I convinced myself. I nodded to myself.

Yeah.. maybe its not him..

I tried to put a smile on my face.

As I walked further and further, I arrived infront of Room 102.

I released a sigh. My heart beating really faster like I just ran a 1000m marathon while I actually just walked to here.

I held my chest. I have an uneasy feeling right now..

I held the door knob and pushed it slowly.

As the door started to open widen, I saw..

"W-Woohyun..", My voice cracked as I saw a scene that turned my heart into a million pieces. My legs shaking.

I saw Woohyun was lay on a couch and.. a-and.. Sora was on top of him. Sora put her hands around Woohyun's neck and Woohyun's put his hands around Sora waist. Sora legs were in between Woohyun's legs. Their pose is just.. s-so.. disgust.

Sora face was just separated an inch from Woohyun's. They almost k-kiss..

Most and more worst! Sora.. that bitch! is almost naked cuz she just wore a towel to covered half of her body.

W-What.. what the hell has happened..?!

My eyes started to get teary. NO. DONT CRY HANA. DONT.

I couldnt move my feet to step inside and separate them. I have no energy left in my body. I clenched my teeth.

".. H-Hana..", I heard Woohyun called my name.

I looked at Woohyun in a disgusting expression. My eyes already red because I felt really angry, sad, mad, disappoint and else.

W-Why Woohyun.. I cant believe it you would come this far..

Then, I saw Sora smirked at me.

"H-Hana..", Woohyun got up and pushed Sora aside. He wanted to come close to me but I quickly stopped him.

"STOP!", I yelled at him while closed my eyes. Woohyun shocked and quickly stopped walking to me.

I looked at Sora and she smirked evily like she already won a gold medal.

I ignored that bitch and looked at Woohyun. No. I glared at Woohyun.

I disappointed in you, Woohyun..

I tried to held in my tears.

"H-Hana.. listen here.. I--", Woohyun wanted to say more but I quickly cut him.

"GET A ROOM.", I said what I dont want o say and glared at both of them.

What the heck are you saying, Hana..

"H-Hana.. Look! You're misunderstanding here--", Woohyun's words got cut by Sora.

"Yeah, we will.", Sora replied to my words earlier.

I pissed off.

I clenched my fist. Be patient, Hana.. This is not your usual self..

I saw Woohyun glared at Sora and Sora looked at somewhere else.

"Great. Its not like I care. Just please. Behave. This is PUBLIC hospital.", I exclaimed that but actually I do care. I do care very much. I do..

Woohyun, I'm sorry.. B-But.. this is so big for me to handle, Woohyun.. Why you do this to me..

"Hana.. please, Hana.. Listen to me--", Woohyun walked towards me.

He hold my hand then I slapped it hard.

"I gotta go. Bye.", I turned around and wanna walk away but Woohyun grabbed my arm again.

"Hana..", Woohyun called for me. This time, his face was full of hope.

"LET ME GO.", I smacked my hand from him harder.

He looked shocked and kinda.. sad?

"You disgust me.", I said in a deep voice and glared at Woohyun.

God, Hana.. what the hell are you saying..

Woohyun face obviously looked hurt. I felt it but.. I cant do anything. My heart already hurt so bad.

My eyes got teary more and more. AND AT LAST! my tears fell and I cried infront of Woohyun.

I looked into Woohyun eyes and looked deep down in his eyes, searched for the truth but.. for the first time, I cant saw anything. I just.. cant understand anything. I dont know who is Nam Woohyun anymore.

I turned around and left both of them together in that hell room.

I saw Sora waved at me and said, "Toodles~".

I closed my eyes and held in my anger.

I quickly ran out from that hospital.

I sat on a bench near a park. I looked down on my feet.

I know that he didnt do anything wrong but.. what I mad is.. why was he with Sora? In that disgusting condition? Was Sora more important than me? I thought he confessed that.. he likes me..

As I thought to myself, my head getting hurt more and more. I got a headache.

D-Did.. he lied to me? D-Did.. he actually play with my feelings..? Since.. he know that I love him? He play with my feeling towards me..?

I held my head when I thought about that.

I checked my school uniform's pocket.

Ugh.. I left my phone in the classroom..

I dont care anymore. I held my chest tightly.

I cried. Soundless. Alone.

Suddenly, rain started dropping one by one on my face then it started pouring heavily.

I already wet. I'm cold. I grabbed my chest tighter.

"W-Woohyun..", I'm crying while rain keep pouring on me.

Why is all this thing happening on me.. Why.. Is it my fault to fall in love with someone that once loved me before? Is it my fault to fall in love with whats supposed to be mine? Is it my fault to just.. fall in love with a boy named, Nam Woohyun..?

I looked up. The rain heavily poured on my face. But.. I just dont feel hurt at all. Because.. deep down in my heart, its hurt thousand million more..

"Ergh.. Why.. just why..", I pulled my legs up on the bench and hugged my knees. I slammed my face on my knees.

God.. whats more coming towards me? I just wish.. pls god.. stop all this hurt feeling from crushing my heart. Stop all this pain from produced torns and stabbed me with it.. I am begging you..

Nam Woohyun.. I sighed in tears.

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~To be continue♡~ Keep reading nae! Thank you!

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*sigh* hmm, sorry if I just made a lame and short chapter cuz yeah, I dont know anymore. I made this chapter when I woke up from my sleep and I dreamed bout VHope hahaha well that doesnt even have anything to do with this chapter but still! JUST wanna said that my wattpad's library already FULL with Bangtan OTP story. Geez, whatever xD

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ONE MORE. I wanna THANKS YOU GUYS I mean I really really really big big big much much much very very THANK YOU you guys that read this lame story from chapter 1 till now :') OHMYGOD I just read back chapter 1 till chapter 12 and I was like.. "OMF MY WRITING AND GRAMMARS ARE SO WORST" ! And for that, I wanna say a thousand million thank you cuz you guys still read this story and gave me a lovely comments eventho I wrote really bad tsk tsk *cry* KAMSAHAMNIDA *bow 90degree* I LOVE YOU GUYS VERY MUCH AND I DAMN SERIOUS :')

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