I am really enjoying this book. I love it a lot. Just as much as my yt high. It could be finished by time you read this, if so do I do a yt collage or yt middle school? What book am I on 1-4? So far it's one! Did I finish it or discontinue it, please tell me I finished it. That'd take literal years but still. Also happy birthday Ethan (well late birthday now since I'm publishing this later like it's December now. Ekekkewheueh)

Ethan

I woke up to laughing. Mark was at the door with Tyler taking pictures.

"I ship it!" Tyler yells.

I see my arm is wrapped around her waist.

"Don't wake them." Mark says.

I raise my arm in the air while flipping them off and turn to the other side facing the wall.

"To late." Tyler says laughing.

"What's going on?" (Y/N) who just woke up asks oblivious to the situation.

Mark laughs and says.

"Just waking you guys up for breakfast." Mark says leaving the room.

Tyler and Mark laugh and speed downstairs. (Y/N) looks confused and gets up.

"I should probably leave now." She says.

She pauses and gives me a sad look.

"But, I have a small problem..."

I sit up and look at her, confused.

'what?' I write in my notebook, which is next to me.

She sighs and says.

"Never mind..." She says walking away.

I follow... She goes downstairs and is about to leave. Luckily Mark stops her and asks her about breakfast and if she wanted to stay for some...

She shook her head and left. Mark noticed me and gives me a small smile.

"Want some." Mark holds up a plate of pancakes.

I nod and sit down. Mark gives me a plate. Tyler who had pancake mix on his shirt sat next to me.

I was confused about why she all of the sudden left. I guess Tyler knew. I mean how couldn't he, I was like an open book to him. Like he could practically read my emotions.

"Whats wrong?" Tyler asks worried.

'(Y/N) She wanted to tell me something... She decided against it and left... I don't know what's wrong or why she left...'

"What is this a romantic drama... A mute boy falls in love with a pretty girl, a close bond that would never break, but will one thing effect a possible couple" Tyler says dramatically.

He knows his idiotic comedy makes me feel better... I shake my head and flash a small smile...

I finished and put my plate in the sink...

Maybe she's at the park...

But what if she doesn't want me to bother her... Or if she was awkwarded out that we slept in the same bed... Maybe she hates me and our 'friendship' is fake...

Should I go to the park... Even if she's not there it'll clear my head...

Maybe...

I walk out the front door. Mark yelled something and I felt something hit my face... A jacket...

"It's probably (Y/N)'s." Mark says.

I nod. I look at the jacket. It had a gear design on it... It was cute...

I walked all the way to the park. I hoped to find her there...

I went to the spot I always say at... I couldn't find her here... She was gone... I almost wanted to text her but didn't...

Because I'd sound annoying and obnoxious. She'd probably think I'm clingy... And that I love her or something...

Maybe I could text her... Just not about what she was going to tell me...

E: hey (Y/N) I think you might've left something here cause this jacket doesn't fit any of us

You

I got a text from Ethan. He was asking about my jacket... I left it at his place...

Y: did you guys really try it or can you just tell it's small.

E: I don't know what the guys did but don't worry I didn't try it. I might've been tempted though...

Y: your ridiculous.

E: I am. But are you going to get the jacket back?

Y: well, I'll need it before work tomorrow... So I can swing by.

E: I'm actually at the park. Mark gave me your jacket. He must've thought I'd meet up with you. I might as well now though, right?

Y: yeah. See you in about 10-15 minutes maybe?

E: yeah. That's perfect :p

Y: ok see ya :)

••Time skip brought to you by my lazy hufflepuff booty••

Ethan (again)

(Y/N) and I talked while I gave her her jacket back. Well she talked and I wrote. I can't talk... more like I didn't even consider trying to talk in front of anyone... I couldn't let it be like the last time I tried to...

I know I have the ability to... but in high school everything went downhill for me. That's when everyone judges you for anything and everything. So being mute was a disadvantage on my part.

But my bullies sure had fun, especially with no teachers in the hall. People always liked to pick on me and after a while it got physical.

I came home with bruises or that one time I broke my arm... Mark had to take me to the nurse.

He was oblivious to my situation. And after we became friends I couldn't tell him. He'd beat the shit out of the jocks.

Tyler I met because of Mark. I never imagined myself being friends with them... I was the outcast, i was left out and made fun of. So here's how I met Mark.

The English teacher made us do a presentation in 7th grade. By then I was still mute. So when my turn came, the teacher was furious I didn't talk. She told me to go into the hall and as I left she said some thing.

"You have to talk or else you'll turn out like him, dumb."

If I wasn't so shy I would've told her off. What she said was rude. I looked at her and left.

But it turned out someone read my mind.

Soon another boy came into the hall. He said something. I don't know exactly what but this is what I remember.

"Hi, I'm Mark." he said giving a small wave. "I know what the teacher said was wrong. I told her that, she kept saying she was right but we all know she isn't. She told me to go into the hall as well."

I sadly smile at him. He did the right thing I guess...

I grab my notebook and write down a note for him.

'Thanks for trying, I appreciate it.'

"Anytime." He says smiling to me.

Little did he know, it was more than just teachers who discredited me, classmates also.Before i was mute I was very insecure about my personality and appearance. People sometimes judged me because of it. I was to annoying, or to happy. The next year I went mute and was very unhappy.

Mark talked to me for a while. We became good friends. And now I'm hanging out with (Y/N).

"Hey, Ethan."

I look up to see (Y/N). I wave and see her sit next to me. I grabbed my phone and text her.

E: Why did you leave earlier.

She looks at me and sadly smiles.

"I'm moving away from my boyfriend... We argued and I decided to leave. I ended it..."

E: oh, he was horrible person anyways.

"Yeah, I just have to get an apartment, but for now I'll have to stay at a hotel."

E: that sucks, but you left him luckily.

"Yeah. It might take a while to pick an apartment though"