On a trip bitches. And also no celebrating Christmas before mine and TyJo's birthday. (December 1st which now passed)
And also I skipped a few days.

And also I wrote most of it not knowing Ethan had a dog or girlfriend but das not relavent. (Ethan and Mika are a cute couple tho, and Spencer (their doggo) is precious)

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I was listening to music while getting everything unpacked into my new apartment. Ethan was with me. We both had similar tastes so he wasn't bothered by me playing alternative rock (panic!, Black veil brides, tøp, tdg, mcr, green day, fob, ect.).

Ethan was doing a weird dance while putting some bags in my bedroom (With clothes for you to unpack because their could be bras and undies and maybe pads or tampons or whatever in there. But I'm probably the only one who keeps my pads on or in my dresser.). I was laughing, even though it was a sad song. (so insert or comment whatever song you'd put here. I'd probably put maybe cancer by MCR because Gerard sounded like he gave up

Ethan was hilarious even though he had no voice... He was hilarious even though he was broken...

Ethan was somebody who I would normally never talk to. But I did. We are friends now...

I broke up with my now ex because he helped realize what was right. My ex was douche and I wouldn't have realized that myself. I was manipulated by him.

I suggested we have food and Ethan agreed. I knew what he was allergic to so didn't get anything with nuts in it. I grabbed chips and salsa since I knew he liked that.

When I got back from grabbing everything he was writing something... I sat next to him. He still kept writing. I hand him a plate with the chips that had some salsa on it (the plate had salsa on it not the chips you gotta dip it or else the food police👮 will come for you).

He looked at me and smiled it was forced but he still tried. Boy I'll never know what his thoughts are... He looked extremely tired, and so did I.

"Hey Eth, you wanna stay here for the night?"

(I was about to make him talk because I'm used to doing that.)

'no, Mark and Tyler said we have errands to run tomorrow morning. Apparently this includes me one way or another'

"Oh. Well bye Ethan."

He waves before putting his shoes on and heading out.

You went into your bedroom what only had a small dresser and a blow up mattress. You realize you desperately need to get new furniture. The living room has a beaten up couch and a beyond repair coffee table, kitchen has nice counters but the dining area was a bit beaten up.

I was disappointed he left. But I guess I don't wanna seem clingy. It'll make me seem annoying and I'd drive him away. I know I'd miss him the second he left. It was hard being motivated to get back to unpacking. So I just went to bed. It wasn't comfortable. My weight made it touch the ground and I wasn't completely surprised or happy about that.

Today was pretty fun though...

This was pretty short sorry but I need to keep updating during vacation.